You Lost Me

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I felt the wind

In the harsh cold of misery

Where I sat as I waited

Waited for something to get better

I'm tired of wanting

Tired of waiting

Tired of trying

I have had enough

I was never good enough for you

No matter how hard I tried

I never would be in your eyes

Maybe its time i said goodbye

I wanted to be strong

Like my father

Kind like my mother

How Naive

Believing there could be

A place among the sharks

For someone as soft as me

I no longer have the faith

Or willingness to go on

The only people who have ever given a damn about me

Are gone

My heart has shattered

There is nothing that can warm me

In this cold dark world

I once called home

I struggled to survive

In this pit of lions

and

No matter how I was

Deceived,

I always tried to

Believe,

There would be a way out

For me

A way into the light

Into your obviously cold and non-existent heart

I swear you died

the day my mother did

And I'm sorry

I'm sorry I couldn't manage to cry out

I'm sorry I couldn't fight back

And now I swear the Hinata you knew is gone

I am no longer that warm sunny place

You thought you Knew so well

All that's left of her

Is a cold hard shell

Remnants of what used to be

Lighting could crash down

And kill me where i stand

But I will not cry out

Because no physical pain can compare

To the heart ache you have caused

No longer will I be that helpless little girl

crying alone

hiding my tears in the darkness of obscurity

I want to feel the wind underneath my wings

I will become a stronger person

but not for you

for me.

This is my life now

I'm gone

You Lost Me.

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So tell me what you think if anything doesnt make sence and i'll try to fix it please send any suggestions i could use the help

thank you for reading

Quiet Shadowz