You Lost Me
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I felt the wind
In the harsh cold of misery
Where I sat as I waited
Waited for something to get better
I'm tired of wanting
Tired of waiting
Tired of trying
I have had enough
I was never good enough for you
No matter how hard I tried
I never would be in your eyes
Maybe its time i said goodbye
I wanted to be strong
Like my father
Kind like my mother
How Naive
Believing there could be
A place among the sharks
For someone as soft as me
I no longer have the faith
Or willingness to go on
The only people who have ever given a damn about me
Are gone
My heart has shattered
There is nothing that can warm me
In this cold dark world
I once called home
I struggled to survive
In this pit of lions
and
No matter how I was
Deceived,
I always tried to
Believe,
There would be a way out
For me
A way into the light
Into your obviously cold and non-existent heart
I swear you died
the day my mother did
And I'm sorry
I'm sorry I couldn't manage to cry out
I'm sorry I couldn't fight back
And now I swear the Hinata you knew is gone
I am no longer that warm sunny place
You thought you Knew so well
All that's left of her
Is a cold hard shell
Remnants of what used to be
Lighting could crash down
And kill me where i stand
But I will not cry out
Because no physical pain can compare
To the heart ache you have caused
No longer will I be that helpless little girl
crying alone
hiding my tears in the darkness of obscurity
I want to feel the wind underneath my wings
I will become a stronger person
but not for you
for me.
This is my life now
I'm gone
You Lost Me.
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So tell me what you think if anything doesnt make sence and i'll try to fix it please send any suggestions i could use the help
thank you for reading
Quiet Shadowz
