Read "Mindless Escape" to know how they ended up together.

Emily POV...

Before him, I remember wetting my pillow with my tears. All the cases, the cruel world, the brutal deaths and about everything used to squeezed my heart so hard that all pressure flows away with stream of tears. Team knew I could compartmentalize better than the rest but in dark, in my bed, with no one looking, I learn to let it go and cry myself to sleep. Many nights, the unfair and unjust world made me sad beyond words.

In the world of crime, with time, I started to feel fed up with so much hate and blood bath of humans. Growing up, my mother made sure I visited church and learnt about a God. But, this kind of living had erased all faith in me. How one human treated another human in this world had me wonder, there was no God. If there was one, he was sadistic. Where is He when innocent victims are slowly and painfully murdered?

Every night, now lying on my bed, my mind stays awake. I roll all over the bed, trying to find that comfortable spot to rest. Maybe sleep wanted to come but my constant thoughts acted like a barrier. What caused me more pain were the cases with female murders? How men treated women in this world made me hard from inside. I became stone hearted soon. Every man was the same, over powering their own females. Countless nights I stared at the ceiling, questioning.

Why did you make us?

Why a female?

I wish I was a man.

But, Creator, whoever He was, had the answered. 29 years ago, he created him. I've been with many men but never someone this smart and loving. Maybe this time, I was so hopelessly in love. This dynamic phenomena, the word 'LOVE' so overused in media today, content of all movies, songs, novels. Look around, and every other person claims to know the meaning of this word. I failed to agree with all. I too would've said similar things like the rest of world before...before but not now. My world has changed, completely, within 6 months, I finally found the real meaning of love. Past six months of my life, I am living in a movie, playing the happiest heroin. How do I put my journey of love in mere words? Spencer has cast such spells on me, I feel high all the time. It made me question my entire life; where were people like him all my life?

It was all started with his one sided attraction but Morgan connected us, brought the two fearing hearts together and now Reid worshipped him around. The content in Morgan's eyes is enough to know how proud he is of his work.

And now, where should I start, what do I say? Since that very day, when around our whole team we confessed, he has been there every day for me. I wake up every morning receiving motivational life quotes in text from him. Every Sunday, he takes me to his favorite park where we sneakily pluck flowers for each other. By the end, whoever has more flowers get to rule and decide the course of events for the entire day. I never had such Sundays before. Sometimes it makes me laugh imagining us running the park stealing mother nature like this. Maybe it's the morning mists, the early skies or his cackle that outshines every other day of the week or maybe its flowers and their scents mixing up with my Spencer.

Other days, we would be busy with work. Now that Hotch knew about our relationship we feared the transfer of one of us to another place. But, that's when I witnessed the cutest scene unfold; Reid begging Hotch on his knees in his office. I had just got to work and glanced through the window with Morgan peeking beside me. I couldn't hear his plea. Even, Hotch was laughing inside seeing him like that. He agreed to keep it a secret from Strauss as long as we both avoided much romance while working and caused no suspicion.

Now, lying on the same bed, same darkness, there seemed to be countless smiles instead.