A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
Ricky's POV:
I was left without her.I was left without the love of my was gone and I could do nothing about it.I had to take care of my son.I had to relish her .I would never feel her lips on mine again,I would never feel her touch.I wanted her back.I needed her for once there was no was nothing I could hold only reason I was still here was because of my son, was the best thing that happened to me...apart from heart was still breaking,it was still torn. Just thinking of never seeing her again,just made me break down completley.I held my head in my hands and felt the warm,hot tears strolling down my cheeks.I held a picture of her in my hands,never forgetting that last moment that I saw her brown eyes,her beautiful brown eyes.I stood up in my black suit.
Today was the day that I buried my true was the day I buried my son's mother.
Today was Amy Juergens funeral.
- Amy's POV:
A few days before:
Few hours later:
I was laying on Ricky's bare chest,a comfortable silence between us.I could feel his breath tickling my neck and his hand was stroking my back."That was amazing"I looked up at him,finally breaking the gaze was on me and I smiled,pecking his lips once more."It was better than amazing.I'm glad we waited until us and our house."Amy smiled stared into her boyfriend's brown eyes,"Amy.I love you"I blinked and bit my lip."You do?"Ricky nodded."I love you too"I whispered and kissed him softly,we were finally a ,John and Ricky were a one or anything could pull us apart.
But I couldn't help but have this sick feeling in my if something was going to pull us apart forever.
Next Day:
Ricky had John out at the park,so I had some time to myself.I tidied the apartment and then got all of my homework mother had phoned asking me to run some errands so I wrote Ricky a quick note explaning where I would be and when I would did I know that this would be the last time I would ever be here.I lingered for a few moments and put the note on the bed.I grabbed my bag and left the apartment.
I hopped into my car and began driving,it wasn't long until I had mostly everything my mother needed.I just had to go to Wallgreens and pick up some cough medicine for Robbie.I turned the volume up of the song that was on the was Here Without You by 3 Door Down.I hummed softly as I drove along the road,I could see a stop sign coming up so I began to slow I heard the verse that came up.
The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
I felt that sick feeling my gut and frowned,what was wrong with me! "Don't worry is 're and John are perfectly is fine"I took deep breaths and stopped at the stop sign,a few cars passed and then it was good to go.I began driving but then I heard two loud horns.I looked out the window at either side and saw two trucks driving up at either side of me.I tried to go faster but I didn't get out on time.
I felt the two trucks collide with my car.I screamed as they crushed the car,I tried to turn the car but sent it rolling out of the crash.I felt tears roll down my face and scrambled for something in my purse.I held the picture of me,Ricky and John on John's 1st birthday tightly in my hand,I felt blood trickling from my head and everywhere else.I breathed heavily and slowly began to slip out of consciousness.I heard someone running towards me and a voice,an echoed sort of voice."Hang on darling! The paramedics are on their way!"the voice went away and my hand rolled out of the window,my eyes were open ut my vision was going last thing I felt was my hand slowly opening to show the photo of me,Ricky and John.
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl its only you and me
