Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts and I Do Not Own The Characters

Warning: Contain Yaoi, Mid-Violence, May Have Future Sex Scenes

Author's note: This is an Axel x Sora and Riku x Sora series. Please Review to help me debate and keeping me interest in this story.


In the icy winds, two males pitifully walked through the snow. The injured brunette was following the silver hair male in harsh weather, but still he was worried about his dear friend.

"Where are you going?" My voice rang out in the cold.

I grabbed your arm just to stop you from your tracks, but the way you glance back as you easily brushed them off. The way I froze up in your glance, a chill that could never be forgotten. The moment when I forget to breath, I was choking from just your glance.

"Wait for me," that was all you said to me.

But it was painful; it was as if you've been keeping a secret from me. I ached to hear your explanation, I wanted to follow you, but my legs were frozen. The icy weather would slam ice across your face, but I expect you to come back to save me, I was stupid. You didn't stop to even look behind; your fickle icky pale hair had easily blended into the icy winds that fogged his image. Falling to the ground, I could no longer stand; it was as if I was falling into quicksand while being hit by a thousand of knives. The image of you stung fresh in my mind, the glare you gave everybody else except for me as you pushed me off.

Hindrance, it was written all over your face.

You knew I was fragile; I was vulnerable in the state.

But this was your perfect escape. Wasn't it?


"Will you be fine alone?" Mother asked.

She had a tender expression, but I could no longer face that image without feeling pity for myself. Making a nod, I knew she would break down in front of father soon with just my silence. "Riku said he will be back," I spoke, as mother just looked at me. I could see how she would be tearing out her eyes at the moment, but I couldn't. "He's not coming back, Sora. You have to understand," she said, as she tried to fight the tear. Her eyes looked up at me, her voice tried to soothe me as she wrapped her arms around my head. She wanted me to understand that thing would be okay without Riku, but it wasn't.

Soon she just stopped and released my head as she headed back with father.

Sitting in the white pale room with a bed was difficult. I could still imagine Riku's eyes watching me, he never gave me those look.

I was found in next to the parking lot nearby with the local nurse had rushed me into the hospital. Just when I was about to be release, I found myself back in the horrid place. Soon enough, I found out that the wound on my arm had reopened, as my face was paralyzed. Each day they injected me with electrical needles on my face, each spark would jolt me with pain even though it only reminded me of the icy winds smacking across my face. It was helpful in signs of facial movement, but the male could only find himself earnestly yearning to be out of the hospital. Riku never came to visit him ever again. Though the truth was I was marked by a devilish sin I wanted to commit, suicide. Yet, I was stuck waiting for him here.

I wanted to cry, but the sting of this area marked him.

Riku forced him to be here. He could still imagine that day when Riku was drunk, even though I was wide awake and driving. By the time we got home, we were by the staircase I tried to pulled him up, but Riku suddenly woke up and started to stumble as he suddenly pushed me away thinking he could had manage his way home. But within that I lost balance and fell to somewhere it would be pitched black and awaking to find myself in this same exact place I was in now. Riku did this to me, but now all I seek was his comfort.

Yet his name was always dominant in my head.

It was like a maze unable to escape from each of secret it held, but the male was faced with each memories of the male with silver hair.

"Sora?" I heard a voice disturb my thoughts. A male with a fiery passion in his eyes was currently watching the male. The red head male had definitely had an ego though. Though there was something different about him, the way his attire appeared. A bandage around his eyes, while he was in a cast made him see rather determined. "You are Sora, right?"

Slowly, Sora made a nod, as he kept his gaze on the male.

The red head eagerly headed to his side with a cast in his arm, the male was currently in a bad situation himself. "He left you, right?"

His voice was cheerful, something I haven't heard in here for a while.

His eyes kept a steady gaze on him, as he dare not speak with his voice. Yet, the crimson hair male only smiled at the brunette, as if he was trying to agree upon acceptance with me. But with his words he already knew the story between the two of us, it was an obvious tale that everybody knew in the hospital ever since Riku's disappearances. Rumors spread around the hospital almost inevitable for someone not to know the story. Yet with a tale like that, it made my heart quiver with fear about confronting the truth.

"What's with that look? Didn't you notice somebody is in front of you, right now?" I heard the red head interrupt my train of thoughts.

Yet, my anger level almost boiled at the moment, as he continued to chuckle with the glare I was making. "Oh, Ho, So pitiful," the male's voice rang in the air, with almost a melodic tone. Though it was the truth, Sora just looked away with his lips silent and closed. "You do know that even if you make that adorable pout, he won't come back," the boy said with a snicker, as he had a smile on his lips. Just with that comment, Sora faced the male with an impatient face, hoping that the male would just go away.

"But anyways kiddo, you remind me of my ex-boyfriend, Roxas?" He chuckled with a gleaming smile.

Yet, Sora's face watched the male, as he could barely see a pain stricken face on him. The green crystal eyes looked rather peaceful, as he held a smile. He was quite surprised, as he blinked a couple of times just to be reassured with his expression. "To be honest, it must have been quite painful, huh?" He chuckled, as his finger entangled my hair as he ruffled my brown spikes, I winced.

"Well, well, Sora I hope I'll see you tomorrow here," he said, as I glanced up to him as his hands departed from my hair.

Honestly, Sora had no idea how long he would have to stay in the hospital, but watching the red head, he almost wanted to be alive for a spare moment. "I had fun," I managed to say from my still mouth. As his eyes turned directly to me, as he had a tender smile on his face. Yet, for a lone time I wanted to laugh for a long time, I wanted to smile in a very long time. But my facial expression couldn't budge. He just smiled, as he moved he grabbed his clutches and head out of the small doorway. "I really wanted to meet someone like you," he said, as he began clutching on to the clutches to depart away from me.

"You really are like Roxas," he said. Even though in was in a rather quite tone.

Yet Sora was quite happy with today's small chat with the red head. Though without realization, Sora had easily found out he was quite eager with the red head's past lover, Roxas. Yet, his mind still hinders thoughts about Riku.

Still the night was still cold, as the windows were flocked with snowflakes that piled on top of one another.