Hello everyone! This is a little oneshot that I made quickly and it's not a happy one, it sure isn't. Anyway I really love Musa and Riven and i'm going to make happy stories of them bu I just needed to make this one. I thought it had some strong emotion in it and I was just inspired to make this. Anyway I hope you like it :)
Musa's p.o.v
It felt like I was going to collapse. Those were words I didn't expect to be said. His words crushed me under it's weight. Why did it hurt so much? My heart ached as he said that. I needed to know if he meant it, I needed to know why? I just need answers.
"What did you just say?" I whispered. I coul feel him look at me but I didn't want to face him. I just couldn't now.
"I said, that I think we need to break up" He said. Somehow I could hear the hurt in his voice, even though he didn't show his pain.
I tried to hold back the tears. It hurted so much. How could I let this happen? Why now? Did I do something wrong?
"Why?"I asked again trying to sound as normal as possible but I know he could hear the hurt and sadness now in my voice. It was quiet for a moment. I couldn't look up. I didn't want to see him now cause it would crush me more to see his face while we're in this conversation.
"Your going to Harmonic Nebula to study for your music carreer and i'm staying here and I just don't think it will work out this way" He said looking away from me. My eyes widened as I heard that. I knew he wasn't telling the truth. He was hiding something.
I looked up and I saw him with closed eyes, not facing me. I now realized I was holding my breath the entire time and I let it out was this little gasp.
"Your not telling the truth" I said quietly in disbelief. Why would he hide something from me? We didn't have secrets from each other.
He opened his mouth to say something but closed it again. He opened his eyes and faced me. I looked in his beautiful violet eyes. I didn't saw happines but then again I never did. I always saw rage and anger but this time I could see pain. Why pain?
"Please" I began, as I said that I was struggeling with with my breath. I didn't want it to come out desperatly but it did "Why? tell me the truth. Please". Oh yes I sounded desperate alright, but I didn't care I was about to lose the love of my life.
"Musa, it doesn't matter the point is that we can't be together anymore" He looked at me with strong eyes. I felt the tears coming again but I hold them back. I bit my lip wondering if I should ask him again.
"Please don't say that. We had our ups and downs we can do this" I tried to convince him not to break up with me but he was so damn stubborn.
"I'm sorry Musa but I need to go" He said quietly. He walked up to me. I had my eyes closed and my hands clenched into fists trying to make the pain go away. He placed his hand on my cheek and kissed my forehead for about 4 seconds, then he backed up.
I still had my eyes closed not wanting to let the tears escape. I could here his footsteps getting softer.
A tear escaped my eye and rolled down my cheek. My eyes shot open and I ran the same direction he went.
"Riven!" I shouted. No answer, no sound, no nothing. I turned around desperatly to find him but he was nowhere. I was alone in the forest between Red fountain and Alfea. I looked to my right, left, front, back, everywhere but Riven was nowhere to be spotted.
I wanted to scream so badly but I found that to weak. I made my hands into fists and squeezed my nails into my skin. I was trying to see if this was al a bad dream but I felt a sharp pain trough my hand. I opened my hand and eyes and looked at my hand. Blood. A little trail of blood ran down my hand from a little wound that I made with my nails. It was all real. It wasn't a bad dream.
I just lost...the love of my life.
