CAUTION!!! MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS FOR TWILIGHT, ECLIPSE, NEW MOON, AND BREAKING DAWN!!! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!!!

I'm planning on making an Epilogue but I may not make one until chapter five. Hello and thank you for taking a look at my fan fiction for Twilight by Stephenie Meyer. I in no way lay claims to this epic novel though I do lay claims to this fan fiction. Tiz minez! Meh, meh. Joking aside, this story is from a first person perspective much like Twilight is. I usually stick with third person but for this particular fan fiction it is best read from a first person perspective. Not only that, but the main character is pretty funny sometimes. But it is usually when she comments on things. Well, that's all I have to say for now. Be looking out for possible proofreading though I believe this one was done pretty well. You never know, ne? Comments and suggestions are much appreciated. Arigato, gracias, thanks, for stopping in and reading!


Chapter One: Light In Darkness

What did I do to deserve this? I muse as I walk slowly through a bundle of trees. I stumble to the ground after tripping over something--I don't know what it was that I tripped over because it's as dark as death--and sit on my knees for a while before climbing to my feet. I hug myself as I walk farther into the nothingness of the forest before me. "Not much farther," I murmur, my voice a whispery wheeze. This startles me a little but I keep on moving. Finally I reach a wide clearing that seems to be brighter than the rest of the forest. The moon lingers in the sky and there is no sign that it is remotely close to morning. "He has to be here," I breathe as I peer around th­e field. I walk towards the center when I hear a low chuckle from the farthest end of the field from me. As soon as I see a figure it darts out of my sight. "Roguf," I mouth. I guess I was losing my voice. Before I can even take a breath to try and speak a man appears in my sight and I gasp. The man wears normal clothing--a navy t-shirt and blue jeans-- yet he wears no shoes. His body is quite muscular but not insanely muscled. I hear his booming laugh and stare at his face, his black hair matted and covered in blood and dangling in his face. As matted as it is it goes a little pass his shoulder blades. Finally when he stops laughing I look at his face that holds a crooked smile that I can't help but despise. Finally, I risk a glance at his eyes and feel nothing but terror. His eyes were a fierce ruby color and focused on my blooded face.

"I dressed for the occasion AND I didn't spill blood on me... for you to come up empty handed?" I stare at him. He glowers at me and I take a small step backward. "Speak. Explain why those humans aren't here."

"Well," I say, my voice crackling, "I tried to get them to come with me but they wouldn't come. The ones you picked out don't-" My voice cuts off and I start to mouth a moment before I take a deep breath and start back where my voice halted. "The ones you picked didn't like me at all. They wanted nothing to do with me or my 'party'." The man's eyes blaze as I look down at the ground.

"So now I must settle for your blood. I can only take a sip and you know that and how I hate that."

"Yes," I mouth.

"And, to make matters worse, your voice is breaking. I want you to scream in agony like old times," he teases, "but now I can't even have that pleasure. Why didn't you kill those humans then bring them to me instead of let them destroy you, my toy?" I waited a moment for his rigid breath to ease and then replied.

"It takes more out of me to do that after every bite. It could have killed me-"

"To take out humans," he questioned, yelling at me now, "There weren't hundreds of them just the seven I pointed out to you! You couldn't kill them?"

"I suppose I could have." I look up from the ground to see the man swiftly snatch my shoulders in his hands.

"Damn you," he curses as his forehead creases. I notice his eyes scanning over my body like a piece of meat. I guess any one of them would look at me in that way seeing as I did have a ton of blood on my body.

"Those two there." I nod as the man points to two of my classmates from school. We were atop of an old abandoned building across from my school building. "And her; her scent is VERY nice, even from here." I take another mental note as I watch more of the students of my school walking home. I had no friends and no connection to the students but yet I felt sorry for them and wished I could take their places. They didn't deserve the fate me inviting them to our little party would have in store for them.

"Roguf..." The man glares at me from behind me and I shudder. "I apologize." He snarls but I go on. "Where am I leading them?"

"You're leading them to the place where we met James at."

"There? Wouldn't he mess with your pick of people?"

Roguf huffs behind me and then steps to my side. "Maybe he will and maybe he won't. We have a small and insignificant acquaintanceship. I doubt he'd keep his distance from my prey."

"What will you do?"

"Why don't you get started finding a reason to have a party in the forest at night? Go and get what I asked." I nod as he turns from me and disappears off the other edge of the building. After I nearly fly down four stories and nearly eight flights of stairs I get out of the building and cross the street over to my school. I try and catch my breath as fast as I can but the exertion of running from all the way up there was a bit much for my already pressured lungs.

"Hey," I cry breathlessly. A group of kids stop and stare at me as I pant and wheeze. I stop in front of them and pause before figuring each of their names. "Hey, what's up?" No one speaks but I get a bunch of evil stares. "I'm throwing a party and-" Already people start departing. I bite my bottom lip and then speak again. "It's not my party but this older guy who's in college." Most of them stop while others continue on. I didn't much care for the rest because three of the people Roguf requested were still in the crowd that stopped.

"Why would he send you to invite anyone anywhere," one girl asked with a grimace on her face.

"He only invited me by relation. My brother is his best friend and he figured inviting me wouldn't do much harm if he had more, um, cool people around to cover me up." Everyone smirks and snickers at that. "You've probably seen him around. He has seen a few of you and asked me to invite you personally. He figures you'd do the best job in cover up." I pause and people grow anxious. I hear someone screech for me to say the names under their breath and I jolt and start speaking again. "Um, well, you all can come but he has three out of you in particular." More people begin to crowd over and a smile tugs at the corners of my mouth. "Emily, Travis, and Jamal were his choices." They all cheer and I laugh in my head. It's almost as if people who are always adored love to be shown as popular all the time which I hate. They were getting them selves all geared up. I then remember the other four Roguf asked for and decided word would get around. "The other V.I.P.'s," people go oh at that and I smile but continue, "are Alfred, Mimi, Rachel, and Brigit." Those four weren't there but I noticed a few members of their passé and figured they would tell them.

"Where's the party?"

"When is it?"

"Who's the guy?"

"How does the guy look; and your brother?" A whole bunch of questions were just being thrown at me and I couldn't help but enjoy being the center of attention. It has been forever since I was important to anyone but a thirsty and desperate man. Eventually I explained everything and got the V.I.P.'s to ride in 'my car' to the party spot. I waited for a long while at the front of the school later that day, when the sun was just going down and the moon finally began to show itself, leaning against my red hot Nissan GTR. Roguf said that we had to demolish it after this job because he hated the stupid thing but figured the kids would fall right into his hands with this baby. I was getting tired of waiting when they all finally arrived, oddly, at the same time. I thought nothing of it. They see my car and their faces light up. The biggest but not most muscular boy, Alfred, eyed the keys in my hand longingly and so I motioned them behind my back and out of sight. I outstretch my right hand, palm up, to invite them nearer to enter the car, "We're fashionably late but if we hurry then they'll think nothing of it." The others weren't joining them. I'd given them all the wrong address so only those Roguf wanted would be taken. I slightly felt I did something to help though I was still in the wrong. They all smirked at me and drew nearer to the car. I unlocked the doors with a swift click on the remote attached to the key ring. I opened my door and entered and they all followed. We were near the forest Roguf had asked me to go to when one of the girls started screaming at me about how we were going away from the address and how I was going to make them late with me being confused. I grew nervous. After they noticed how near we were to the forest they began to panic.

"Where the hell are you taking us, freak?"

"I want to go back to the school because this is just crazy!"

"Why'd you pass the building we were supposed to be going to?"

They began questioning and I was getting even more nervous. "I didn't know we passed it. I wasn't paying attention, I'm sorry."

"You liar, you're trying something. You're trying to get your brother to beat us up! 'Cause we don't like you and he is furious. I'm not gonna let you." The next thing I know, Jamal -the one that was just speaking and was sitting in the passenger seat- reaches over and snatches out the keys. We roll to a halt. My eyes grow fearful and I open the door and begin to run. I got pretty far, considering my lack of wind, but they were able to run as fast and farther than me and caught me. They were more scared than anything and that made them angry. They never feared anything and here I come, the weird and freaky new girl, scaring them senseless. They beat me up.

I walked all the way here from nearly a mile or more away. I don't know how far I ran before and while they were attacking me. I almost died then. So I can't be sure how far it was from here. But the entire time my body was in terrible pain and I was slowly losing consciousness from the loss of blood. Or maybe it was from the blows to my head? I'm not sure of that either. I'm not even sure of the extent of my damage. But I do know what I'm sure of. I'm sure Roguf might just kill me tonight. He squeezes my shoulders harder and I whimper a cry but do not scream. I wanted to save the screaming for when it was at its worse so he'd find it entertaining and not kill me. Suddenly, he flings me into a tree near where I'd entered. I gasp for air because the blow gushed the wind out of my lung and all the while he was stalking towards me. I can't run. He darts over to me and I suck in air. He begins to jab me in the gut when he stops. I inhale and exhale hastily, trying to take advantage of his being distracted, so I could regain my breath. Sadly, it's harder for me to regain breath than people who have asthma and I begin to hyperventilate. I just couldn't breath. All of my inhaled breath wasn't going into my lungs or maybe I couldn't feel it from fear. Roguf turns his back on me and begins growling and snarling loudly which makes my eyes burst open wider. I motion closer to Roguf's back a moment, remembering the last time he did this, and stared into the darkness. I saw nothing. I climb to my feet and step to Roguf's side and look around slowly; he notices nothing. Then a figure stands in the center of the clearing and I gasp. Roguf snarls and I motion backwards. "Peace," the figure calls and I freeze. His angelic voice, similar to Roguf's only due to them being similar beings, sounded like a sweet song, a lullaby. Roguf growls again and the figure goes into a crouch. I, without thinking, dart in front of Roguf and outstretch my arms. I don't know what I was doing it for but I was doing it. I wouldn't be able to stop him in the least so I began to shake as his eyes focus on me.

"I-I don't know what I'm doing," I shrug and my voice cracks on each word. The figure straightens up a moment, I figure I surprised him, and then he crouches over again. Roguf eyes me angrily but I remain where I am. I lift up my feet to move then and run but they won't move. Before I know it Roguf is walking towards me and the figure is creeping closer. Once Roguf gets arm length the figure disappears and then appears in-between Roguf and I.

"What are you thinking," he asks, "he's going to try and attack you." I gasp in air and then take a step away from him.

"You don't know that." I only spoke 'you' and mouthed the rest. He steps with me and Roguf turns his attention to the boy in front of me. This boy is gorgeous and smells intoxicating. He has this golden hair that seems to have brown in it; no. His hair is more bronze but in the dark I can't really tell. His eyes are a brilliant gold but they seem glassy. He's wearing normal human clothes similar to Roguf but more formal. He wears a white button down shirt and khaki pants. Upon his feet are brown loafers; maybe they are something else because they look expensive, but that's all I can make out for sure is the color. He isn't as muscular as Roguf but he is muscled up and lanky. He smells like... I can't describe his exact smell but it is heavenly. He has the face of an angelic god-like creature though I know precisely what he is. After backing up a while my ankle finally snaps and I fall to the ground. Roguf smirks as the boy turns his attention to me. Roguf lunges but the boy reaches out a hand and catches him by the throat. Despite me never truly liking Roguf; despite me wanting him out of existence; despite me wanting to be free from him I rush-more like crawl-to his aid. I grab at the boys other arm in order to get his attention. This surprises the boy and he releases his grip a little but does not let Roguf go.

"You wish for him to live?"

I stare at the boy with his eyes fixed on my pained eyes. "I've wanted him dead since forever," I mouth and he smiles so quickly I can't be sure he smiled, "but I can't let it happen. I can't just stand by now that I have a choice. I am the one who should die. He can't help being an evil creature but I can help obeying him. If you are intent on killing someone then be it me."

I don't know if my nobility saved Roguf or what but the boy throws Roguf across the field. Roguf lands on his feet and glowers at me before snarling at the boy but he keeps his distance because he values life, I suppose. The boy stares at me perplexed and my mind goes blank. He jolts and then I wonder why he'd done it. He begins to speak then stops but begins again.

"Are you all right?" I stare at him with one eye brow cocked. Did I look okay at all? He smirks but it vanishes just like the alleged smile from before and I wonder if he really did either or if it was only my wishful thinking.

Roguf suddenly darts from the forest leaving me alone with the boy. "Thanks" is all I could think and the boy turns from me. I begin to stand when my ankle crackles from the pressure and I sit still until the pain passes; he turns back around to see me and crouches down. At first I jump thinking he's going to attack me and then I relax. "I'm sure it's broken," I mouth and smile. He flashes me a tiny smile and then he draws his face close to mine. "Might I take you to a doctor?" "If you think I need one," I joke. I guess my voice is gone now. Well, it should be back to normal tomorrow. Ugh, then it's back to the old grind. I allow him to lift me into his arms and I lay my head against his chest. I know this is a bad idea but his eyes were fine and not to mention I have this feeling of longing for him. Whatever would keep him close is fine.