AN: I do not own Gossip Girl or any of it's characters. Nor do I own the song.
Title: 'Gotta be somebody'
Rating: 12
Chapters: 1 of unknown possible one shot.
Spoilers/Timeline: After The Wrath of Con.
Pairings/Characters: Chair complete and utter. References to other characters.
Summary: The has to be somebody for everyone. Doesn't there?.
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Chuck watched her walk away if his heart wasn't beating so hard inside his chest he would of sworn she had taken it with her. Without a second glance she stormed away he hadn't missed the tear that fell. Her dream he had shattered Chuck felt he wasn't worth the dream then entered her pretty head.
This time I wonder what it feels likeTo find the one in this lifeThe one we all dream ofBut dreams just aren't enough
Blair sunk into another chair not so far away quickly attracting the barman's attention she ordered relief flowed through her as the alcohol once again seeped through her lining her stomach with a thin layer. Blair watched him with Serena. How would she ever be able to look at him again, But still he made his decision now it was time for her to play her final role.
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.I'll know it by the moment when we´re meetingwill play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
Chuck wandered through the rooms that held his life, somehow they seemed so cold so empty he switched on all the lights but nothing. It truly was empty. The lights just made it worse he knew nothing and no body was hiding in the shadows. They would be no sweet surprise in the middle of the night but after lying to Blair he knew he didn't deserve it.
So I`ll be holdin' my own breathRight up to the endUntil that moment whenI find the one that I'll spend forever with
Blair searched for Dorota breathing a sigh of relief when she didn't come running.
It was easier that way to shut in and shut down. No one saw Blair Waldorf cry unless she let them and she wasn't about to let Chuck Bass think he caused anything so precious as her tears. Blair head tilted to the side capturing the picture of her and Serena in her mind Blair crossed the room easily to pick up the discarded picture.
`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone to love with my life in their `s gotta be somebody for me like that.
Together they stood watching the bright lights of twinkle on the Upper East Side but never had they felt so far apart constantly in each other minds but never united in body. Words spread between them but never quite reaching the other. Nobody noticed the two figures looking out at the vision of man kind. No one knows the heart portrayal of love.
Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlightAnd dammit this feels too rightIt´s just like Déjà VuMe standin' here with you
The scotch did nothing to numb his pain, the hooker did nothing to enlighten his mood, his dream brought nothing but Blair and holding her near. Chuck stalked to the kitchen finding it vacant and empty the glass shattered upon impact with the wall as Chuck went to see the damage he had done.
So I´ll be holdin`my own breathCould this be the end?Is it that moment whenI find the one that I'll spend forever with?
The water droplets cascaded over her body filling her with warmth. Blair was happiest in the shower it was just her and her thoughts, hoping and praying that the bitchy things she had done to him would be erased like snow in the rain but no such luck he still said those words or rather he hadn't.
`Cause nobody wants to do it on their ownAnd everyone wants to know they´re not 's somebody else that feels the same somewhereThere`s gotta be somebody for me out there
The glass hurt as it seeped into his skin somehow the pain made it better he was truly alive if only the glass could pierce his heart and could free him of the insecurities he knew would destroy his life and all he could love. It felt could to hurt after all hurt was an emotion and with emotion came love.
You can´t give up!Lookin´ for that diamond in the roughYou never know but when it shows upMake sure you´re holdin` on'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
Blair emptied the bottle as soon as Dorota closed the door. Been sure to remind her the only words anyone looking for Blair needed to her was 'Miss Blair has a head chill'. The pills were counted one by one, 73 in total Blair Waldorf felt nothing but pain this had to let her go, Chuck was about to let her go, free her from this pain and inadequacy.
'Cause nobody wants to be the last one everyone wants to feel like someone to love with my life in their has gotta be somebody for meOhhhhhh.
It hurt and they hurt. Blair knew the pain would only end when she was laid in Chuck's arm and Chuck knew the only way to feel his emotions was to really feel them to experience them to live them to enjoy them to let Blair nurture them in the only way The queen of Constance could.
Nobody wants to do it on their ownAnd everyone wants to know they´re not there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Once again they stood together mimicking each other moves yet still so far apart the scotch burns as it goes down Blair's throat but drinking is the only thing she can do to keep the pills down. Chuck is onto his fifth by the time he feels human whilst Blair hopes to never feel again, for her feeling means loss, emotions mean hurt, hurt means love and she knew she was in love with Chuck Bass as for Chuck he knew a long time ago he was in with Blair Waldorf.
Nobody wants to be the last one there'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?There has gotta be somebody for me out there.
AN: OK first GG fan fiction done, I would really love it if you could take the time to review. I am unsure as to keep this as a one shot or continue it into a multi chap fic. Any constructive criticism is very much welcome this is my first GG story and first Blair/Chuck I hope I have done them justice. Krissie xxxxx
