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-Liz

Inspiration: This Fic was the inspired by "the Bird of Hermes" by Alucard Van Helsing. If you ever read this, just know how much I thank you and appreciate your wonderful story!

Dedicated to: Everyone who has ever felt despair


Lost Love


Alucard

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I suppose I shouldn't have been too surprised.

The look of fear in her eyes. The look of pity. Oh how I loathed it. I loathed it all. I wanted to pull her face close to mine, slash it to bits with my talons, and then drink every drop of her dry.

But I also wanted to hold her.

I wanted to touch her sweet skin and kiss it until it was chapped with love. I wanted to whisper sweet meaningful words into her ear. Tell her just how much she meant to me. To stroke her delicate body, to make her feel pleasure she had never would have dreamed of feeling with that idiot human husband. I wanted to wind my spindly fingers through her sweet smelling hair and bring her face up to mine. To dip down like a swan and lay an oh-so soft kiss upon those delicate…entrancing...beautiful lips of her's.

But no, it wasn't meant to be.

The look in her eyes was just too much. The feelings of her trembling with terror as I held her against my strong chest. The way her tears came in a splashing waterfall of despair…soaking into my shirt. I knew she would resist at first but when she had pulled back for a split second to stare into my eyes I saw it there. That look, the look between terror, anger, frustration, sadness, and utter pity. Pity, the one thing I could not stand and there she stood. Looking at me with those big doe eyes…doe eyes that were then turned to narrow slits of hatred.

Yes! Yes! Yes! Hate me! Anything would have been better than the pity in her eyes. As if she couldn't stand to see me as a monster. I still wonder to this very day if I had been a human man if she would have wanted me. Would have accepted me.

But alas! As I sit here upon my throne in my cage I smile to myself. It could never have happened. It could never have been. Too different creatures. Too different worlds. And just too many obstacles in our way. I stopped weeping for Mina a long time ago because I realized something:

It never was.

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