Insecurities
(Kim P.O.V.)
Jack and I were currently at my place on the couch, hanging out. Both our parents were on a business trip so we decided to keep each other company. Oh, and did I mention that he's my boy friend now? Well he is, for about 4 years now, so back off girls, he's mine. We were watching some T.V. show, or Jack was because I was reading a Teen Vogue magazine. Jack had his arm around me and kicked his feet up on our coffee table and I kind of had my head on his lap/chest. Both of us were in our PJs since he lived next door he can stay late and then come home hence, our PJs. Although I don't think Jack having no shirt and just sweat pants really means that he has PJs on. Let me tell you though, HIS SIX PACK IS AMAZINGLY SUPER HOT OMG!. Ahem, I mean I don't really care? I was wearing a blue tank top under Jack's sweatshirt that he came over with, blue short shorts, and my Hello Kitty slippers that Rudy got me as a joke, but I love it. My hair was in such a messy bun, there was fly aways every which way and it was frizzy. I hated having naturally wavy hair. Flipping through the pages, I suddenly stop at one page. It was an article about being overweight and blah, blah, blah. But I stopped at the next page after that. It showed the most beautiful and skinniest girl it the world. Standing up a little, I stared at the girl mesmerized. Reading the description, I saw that she was only 90 pounds and that she was 17. Looking down, I frown, I was 18 years old and I was 115 pounds. Looking back at the girl whose name was Jane Garcia. Groaning, I flopped back down on Jack's lap. I had the magazine on my lap now He looked down, noticing my change of mood. Turning off the T.V., he says,
"Kim? What's wrong?" I loved it whenever he acted worried and curious at the same time. I just weakly smiled at him and say,
"Nothing, Jack." He gave me a look that had said,
"Kim, I know you longer and better than that, now tell me your problem." I gave him a blank stare back. Jack brushed off some hair out of my face. I pout at him, my eyes were glassy. I cross my arms across my chest and say in a low and almost inaudible,
"I don't feel pretty or am." Jack just looked at me and blinked.
"What?" He says laughing. My mouth dropped and I stood up looking at him. By now Jack was clutching his stomach and crying while laughing. My mouth dropped even lower.
"WHAT A GOOD BOYFRIEND YOU ARE! I WAS RIGHT ALL THESE GIRLS HERE ARE MUCH PRETTIER THAN ME AND SKINNIER THAN ME! GO DATE THEM INSTEAD BECAUSE WE ARE OVER!" I yell at him, crying, while throwing the magazine at him. Surprisingly it landed on the page where the beautiful "Jane Garcia" was. After I left to go to my room, up the stairs I heard him laughing harder. When I got to my room I slammed the door so hard, I think I heard one of my mom's expensive vases break out in the hall. Groaning again, I knew I was going to have to replace that before they come back home. I slid on the door and sat down. I started to sob into my knees. Remembering something, I stood up, still crying, and walk over to my desk. Above my desk on the wall, there was a bulletin board, flipping it around, there was a bunch of pictures of so many skinny girls I put up. Going to the adjoining bathroom I had, I take out the scale and weighed myself 116. I started to freak out. How could I have gotten fatter by one pound in 2 hours? Suddenly, I heard a knock on my bed room door. Knowing that it was Jack, I yell,
"GO AWAY! I HATE YOU! LEAVE ME ALONE!" I run back to my bedroom and flop down on my bed, under my bedroom sheets. Thinking that it will save me from him. Nope, Jack just barged in and then I heard him sigh from the door. Hearing footsteps, I clutch the bed sheet I was holding over me tighter. Jack then sat on the bed by my legs. Sighing again he tried to pry the bed sheet away. After a longggg, tug of war, he won. Whimpering, I cover my face with my hands. Jack just pulled me in a sitting position and remove the hands on my face gently. Cupping my face and looking me in the eyes, he says,
"I'm sorry, but I just thought you were joking. After all you are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. I don't think that other girls can compare to you, you're special. I don't care about the girls in that magazine, they are ugly to me, I care about you Kim. Only you. Ever since the day I met you, I only see you. Because honestly, babe, I seen you dressed super nice, I seen you in your school clothes, I seen you with your sweatpants or frankly mine, I seen you with your hair tied messy and beautiful, I seen you chillin' with no makeup on. I've seen you with a swim suit. I've seen you cry, smile, laugh, super mad. I've seen you sleeping, wide awake, hyper, mellow, and crazy. But you were and are always the same beautiful girl I fell for." I blush and smile.
"Really?" I say with hope in my eyes. He nods and says,
"Really." I decided to joke around a bit.
"No, I mean really, why do ya gotta be so cheesy?" I say with a bit of my Southern accent. I punch him playfully in the arm. He gave me a playful pout and removed his hands from my face and put them on my waist instead.
"Way to ruin the moment Kim." He says sarcastically while rolling his eyes. I smile at him and kiss him. Jack of course kisses back. After we put our foreheads together.
"But, I still love you." Jack smirks and says cockily,
"Of course you do, I'm Jack Brewer, King of the Awesomeness." I roll my eyes playfully while licking my lips, and whisper,
"Then I'm your Queen." I smile as we leaned in for another kiss but then the door slammed open. Jack and I turn to the door.
"HELLO LOVE BIRDS! SO DECIDE WHEN THE WEDDING IS?" Jerry yelled. Behind him were the rest of the gang. Jack and I looked at each other and shook our heads. What would we do without them? More or less, these people were such cock blocks. But you gotta love them
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