Kinda wanted to right about Leah.

This story involves Leah's, Sam's, and Jacob's point of view.

Leah's Is after she is sick

Sam's is during

And Jacobs' is before.

LEA'S POINT OF VEIW. (After)

It's a strange concept to grasp. I find it hard to grasp even though it happened to me, but it did so I have to move on from it. Yet I don't find it in me to do that. It only happened just a couple of days ago and people expect me to recover that fast. Sorry to inform them but I'm only human. Yes it is true; the great Leah Clearwater has magically turned back into a hateful hot, human bitch. And I am damn proud of it! My body is reacting like a normal 18 year old girl again; I just started my period, I don't crave disgusting fat filled foods, my body is smaller, and I'm glad to report I can't win a single arm wrestling contest. Though I do have to admit, there is a little empty space in me that was filled with all of that stuff and I do miss running with the guys. But now I can flirt with the guys and not run with them. The only down side is I can't be by myself with out those annoying wolf men breathing down my neck or that vampire doctor studding me. You'd be annoyed too.

SAM'S POINT OF VEIW (during)

She got sick. Really sick. There wasn't a moment where she wasn't coughing or trembling with pain. It was hard for me to watch yet I had to. I know she was mean and cruel but she was one of us so she was apart of my family. It hurt to watch her become weaker and weaker while I couldn't do anything. If only I could say something to her then but I didn't find the right words. I wish I had.

The last time she was awake before the unthinkable happened was when we were all at Emily's house. She decided she would take of her until she got better. Mrs. Clearwater already had enough to deal with. I had to carry her there for she was too weak to walk. As I carried her I was shocked at how cold she was. She was a shape shifter so it was hard to get cold, but she was so cold I had to wrap her in two blankets before picking her up.

Leah was at her cousins for two weeks. When I came over I never saw her awake even though Emily told me she wakes up once or twice a day. I found that hard to believe.

So the last day we were all gathered around her. The leader of the vampire coven, the doctor, was there too. Emily was crying hysterically next to me pleading that Leah doesn't die. Inside I was hoping for the same thing. The rest of the guys were watching the doctor do his job nervously; it wasn't because they were worried about her. No, most of them didn't care what happened to her. They were scared that the same fate might happen to them. Only Seth, Jacob, Embry and I were terrified for her well being. With each quick movement the vampire did Leah jolted and screamed in pain. Emily looked away most of the time and I have to be honest, so did I. Several minutes into the vampire leader's check up he looked at all of us with tired eyes. The worst news came right from his mouth,

"I'm afraid Leah has lung cancer. At this point it had spread through her blood stream and now is traveling to her heart and brain. There is nothing I can do for her."

Emily fell to her knees, balling her eyes out. I had to make Jarred come and help her to her room. She didn't need to hear any more. Seth sat down hard on the ground putting his head in his hands. Jake wouldn't stop staring at her, his hands tightly balled into fits at his side.

I wiped a tear that I didn't know I shed and cleared my throat. "Are you positive that you can't do anything?"

He nodded his head grimly.

"Why? Why did this have to happen? I mean we can't get sick right?" Seth mumbled through his tears.

The doctor stood up. "It might have to do with the fact that she is the first female shape shifter. She has no one to help her out and her body was not trained or ready for this like yours." He rubbed the bridge of his nose. "I can't be certain that, that is the cause for this, but it is probable." He walked over to me and placed a cold hand on my shoulder. I didn't shrug it off or even crinkle my brows. "I'm sorry. There is absolutely nothing I can do. The best thing to do is let her be around her family. If I would've died it would be surrounded by people that I loved and they loved me back."

He patted my shoulder and then headed for the door.

Just as he was about to leave Jacob spoke up. "What about the other way?"

It was too low for any normal person to hear but the vampire stopped and looked over to Jake. "And what might the other way be?"

Jacob clutched the couch and spoke through gritted teeth. "You know exactly what I'm talking about, Doc." He lifted his head. Tears were streaming down his face. "The cure for dying; the reason why you and your family are alive today! Bite her and let her be a blood sucking monster!"

The house went dead silent. Seth lifted his head and stared wide eyed at Jake. Quill and Embry did the same. As for Paul, Brady, Collin and I, well we just couldn't believe what he just said.

The doctor turned his head back around. "Do you think I have it in me to do that? No, I promised my self that I wouldn't do that to anyone ever again after Emmett."

"Fine! I'll have Edward do it, or even Bella! You just can't leave her to die." He looked away covering up his sobs with his arm.

"Shut up, Jacob. I'll never ever be one of those terds. Not even if they do bite me." Leah lifted her head and shot her famous deadly stare at him.

Seth flew to his feet and staggered to her side, taking her hand. "He was only helping. Carlisle gave the worst news. Y- You're g-going t-to…"

Paul cut him off. "Die. You're going to die in less then a week." His words were harsh and cut, but I saw the pain in his eyes that he was trying to mask.

Leah laid her back down, breathing heavily. A couple seconds passed before she spoke.

"I already knew that. I've known that since the day I started to cough. What I do want to know is what's killing me?" she sounded so small, like a lost child.

I stepped next to Seth looking down at her. "You have lung cancer. It's already spared through half of your system."

She closed her eyes and when she opened them they were red. "Just like dad." She barely talked above a whisper.

Seth nodded tears rolling down his face again. I looked away staring at the vampire who I thought left. He stood there like a statue; his brown slacks were the only thing ruffling as a gust of wind blew through the open window. It must've felt strange being in a stranger's house filled with were-wolves on were-wolf territory. I didn't know why he didn't leave. He was defiantly not welcomed here by the majority of this house hold and even though he knew that he still stayed. I was impressed by his bravery.

LEAH'S POINT OF VEIW (after)

My phone rang for the thousandths time in my purse. I looked at it then my eyes were back on the road. Didn't they know it was against the law to talk on the phone while driving? Guess not seeing that they didn't get the hint I was not going to answer! My god, those guys could be real jack asses some times. Just because I'm not macho lady doesn't mean I can't handle things for myself. They all came to the same conclusion that I was a weak pathetic human who can't even drive the simple 2 miles from work to home. Every where I went they had some one following me or checking up on me. I wanted to yell at them to let me be, and I would've too if I was the same twisted cruel Leah I was when I was a smelly wolf. But not any more! I have nothing to hold against anyone. I'm not mad or depressed so there for my bad attitude melted away. Ok, that's not all true. I am still a bitch, but like a regular teen girl bitch. I talk behind others back and I gossip about the hottest guys in school. Yup, I was totally back to normal.

The rain pelted my wind shield like a thousand bullets were hitting my car. The streets were bare except for the flock of men out side my cousins house, drenched from head to toe. I scoffed and ignored them as I pulled up to the drive way. Seth hurried to my car and yanked open the door, pulling me out side and into a giant hug.

"Leah! I'm glad that the storm didn't cause you to get into an accident." He yelled into my ear. Then he pulled away and looked into my eyes with a stern, dad like expression. "Why didn't you answer your phone?"

I rolled my eyes and tried to shove him away. "Because the law states that it is now illegal to talk on the phone while driving with out a hands free cellular devise. Unlike you guys I would like to be a good citizen and keep to the rules." I managed to squirm free from his hold and darted to the front door. The door was locked which was odd because Emily was always home. I looked over my shoulder at all the boys on the lawn.

"Hey, where did Emily go?" I shouted over the roaring rain.

They all shrugged. I sighed and wiggled the knob. Of course it won't open when I try the second time. A locked door will stay locked because it is hateful and stubborn and it also needs a key which I don't have. I groaned and kicked the door hard. The gang laughed as I limped down the steps. With a dangerous eye glare they shut up and continued on with their conversations. Seth was still by my car looking tired and curious. I pushed him aside and climbed back into my Escalate. He knocked on my window and gestured for me to open them. I did and he leaned in, shaking his head so that all of the water landed on the passenger seat.

I growled. "Seth! I know it may be hard but can you please not act like a dog for like 5 seconds?!"

He grinned and shook his head, this time not as hard. I looked closely at him, noticing that he had rings and bags under his eyes. He truly looked like the monsters he's friends with. Now, I'm not worried about him, I'm not the person who worries, but just looking into his eyes gave me chills. He has grown up so much since my dad died and since he became a furry creature. That's what worried me.

"Hey, when was the last time you got a few zz's?" the rain flew in the open window so I asked through my jacket covering half my face.

He shrugged. "I donno; maybe Monday. But I don't really care. I'm not tired at all." He shrugged again.

"Yeah well you look fucked up." I looked behind him and saw that Jarred and Paul had left so Quill, Embry, Collin, and Brady were the only one's left. I didn't notice then but I realized Sam and Jacob weren't there in the first place. Not that it mattered if they were there or not but it was strange for everyone else to be here and not them. And another thing, why were they here? I mean I understand Seth being here, or Jacob, or Sam, but not the whole f-ing gang. I looked back at Seth to see he was looking behind himself too.

"Hey, where did Jarred and Paul go? And where are Sam and Jake?" he didn't look at me or respond. "Hello?!?!?!" I grabbed his chin and jerked it so he was looking at me. "Listen to me while I speak. Where are the others?"

He blinked several times finally seeing me. "Huh?"

I rolled my eyes and sat back in my seat putting my hands on the wheel. "You need some sleep. Get in, I'll drive you home." He hesitated. I narrowed my eyes and sneered. "What, do you need me to open the damn door? Get in now!"

He didn't open the door but instead he climbed through the window. I yelped and cursed as his freakishly long legs hit me all over. When he was settled in his seat I glared at him one last time and drove off, leaving the four pissed off wolves behind.

JACOB'S POINT OF VEIW (before)

God Damn Her!!! She had no freaking right to just run away like a little girl! Sure she hated my guts, and sure she was sooo unhappy being herself but she cant change who she is or who I am. I told her she was going to be unhappy in my pack. I told her she would want to rejoin Sam's, but she didn't listen. No, she couldn't stand watching her ex-lover go all lovey dovey with her cousin. It's not my problem! I could care less of her female mind and all of the crap she thinks of. It's better for her to just be human again and leave us all alone. I followed the path she took which led all the way back to the first beach. I changed back into my human form and jogged the rest of the way. I guess it wasn't her fault for being this way. I would have to say it was either Sam's or God's. I know she blames Sam but it wasn't his fault for imprinting with her cousin. She has no right to point the finger at him, but preferably at the big guy calling all of the shots up stairs.

I checked the local spot on the first beach first, but there was no sign of her. I then went to the crowned tourist section, she probably thought she could loose me in the crowd, and just like the local spot no where to be seen.

I hung out on the beach for a while, listening to the whines of the little kids wanting to go in the water and the firm 'no's' form the parents. I sat on the drift wood piece and watched the sun sink into the water. Sitting there, on our spot, stung like hell but I learned to ignore the pain and over look it. She was one of them now and I can't do anything about it. Sure it would be nice to go over there and rip them all apart and set fire to them but I do have to say they kinda grew on me. Not in a sickly way, like I would die for them, but a way that I cant harm them ever. We went through a lot with Bella being pregnant and then the thing dying in child birth, if you can call it that. I guess they thought I was a part of their nasty family now. Strange enough, I can't say that I'm not.

Like I said, they sorta grew on me.

The sound of the waves breaking mixed with the pounding of foot steps brought me out of the past. It had grown dark and windy, the annoying kids and the stressed out parents were long gone. The only ones left on the beach were me and Seth.

He was gasping for breath like he just ran a marathon in under a second. Maybe he did. I got up from the log and stuffed my hands in my cut off jean's pockets, the only thing I was wearing. The cold wind wiped across my bare chest feeling great on my hot skin. Seth was wearing long jeans as well and a hoody. I thought he must have gone back home and then run all the way here in his human form. Why he would put on a zipper less sweater, I do not know.

"Hey, Seth. Any sign of your sister?" I looked towards the black ocean, not caring what he would say.

He continued to pant. When he got his breathing under control he said, "Yeah, she's at home. She said she was completely done with the whole changing." He strode up next to me flicking a rock towards the water. "I think she means it this time."

He sounded worried. I looked down at him; his face was unusually pulled into a mask of a man and not a stupid reckless boy. Was he starting to age? Impossible, he was still making the changes. But then again, in the world I live in, nothing is impossible.

I shrugged and picked up a rock, flicking it as well. "I don't care. She always wanted to become normal again. I say she should do it. It's so annoying listening to her freaking depressed mind. It would be a better world if she would be just a regular girl"

"Yeah but bro, you didn't see her. She's really messed up. What did you do to her?"

I stopped mid-way from picking up another rock. It's not what I did to her; it's more of what I saw….

We were in front of the Cullens house, watching out to see if they were all abiding to the treaty. I trusted them completely but Leah still didn't see eye to eye with them. Both of us were in our wolf forms and hiding out in the shade of a spruce tree a hundred feet away from their house. Leah let out a yawn showing her teeth.

Oh look, I think I saw him move. Leah thought sarcastically. C'mon Jake. They're so boring. They do nothing except for mope around all day and Bella isn't even acting like a new born. All she does is sit around and stare. I bet she hasn't been on her first hunting trip yet.

I mentally rolled my eyes. She was so annoying. I could've come alone but she just had to tag along. Even Seth and Quill had to bail on me. They're such great pack members, leaving me here with Mrs. PMS All the Time.

She growled. You know, your not my first pick either. If I had to choose between the little goblin form 'Lord of the Rings' and you, I would pick the goblin.

Feeling's mutual, I sneered.

It was silent for a while. Leah kept her thoughts to her self, though I still heard them. As for me, well I just sat there listening to the wind and the voices it carried. I heard the beach dwellers complaining about how the surf was too flat, and the snack bar selling nachos to some snobby tourist. It was good for me not to think about what I was actually doing. My heart was still broken so I didn't want it to break even more by watching her live her new life with out me. Just then Leah stirred and jumped to her feet.

Jake, look, she pointed with her nose.

I looked the way she was directing and saw Bella and Edward leave the house. They were going into the woods at about the same speed as a cougar.

I stood up to, following them with my eyes.

Leah started to pace. Should we follow them?

I shook my head No, they're probably going to hunt. If they stay away from the humans and out of our territory then they're fine.

Please, you just don't want to hurt Bella.

I whipped my head to look at her. It's not what she said that made my skin crawl, it's the way she said it. Unlike normal, her voice was soft and sad and defeated. The thought came out as a whisper.

She noticed that I actually heard her and she tried to brush it away like it was nothing. I'm just saying. You have to get over her. She's a fucking leech and married to the 'oh so dreamy' blood sucker, which may, I remind you, had sex with her and got her pregnant. Not to mention, changed her into one of them. But you just can't see that.

I snarled. Shut up Leah! I used my alpha voice and made what I thought a demand that she had to obey. I promised I wouldn't use that kind of power unless it was an emergency.

She winced and sat back down. I smiled loving the power to put Leah in her place. She thought up a thousand ways to kill me but I ignored them. I sat down again and enjoyed the perfect cloudy day.

Just before I was going to call it quits I saw Leah's dream. She was soundly sleeping and twitching. I blocked off what she dreamt of most of the time but this one had to deal with me. Not the killing, "oh I hate him" dreams, but a nice romantic dream.

She thought up a beach and her and I were holding hands swinging them back and forth. She smiled up at me and winked. I nearly gagged but the dream me winked back and carcassed her cheek.

"You're the most beautiful girl in the world." Dream me said.

Dream Leah smiled and blushed. She looked kinda cute when she blushed and apparently the dream me thought the same. Dream me bent down as if to kiss her but stopped short.

"You don't still love that ugly Bella, do you?" Dream Leah asked.

Dream me smiled. "No way honey. She's dead to me now."

Then there were lips on lips and tongue on tongue action. I snorted and yelped which caused Leah to wake up. She looked around with wild eyes finding no danger. Then she tuned into my thoughts and found out that I was listening in to her dream.

She stared wide at me at first then made a mad dash away.


I can't ignore this horrible feeling- A line from the next chapter

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