Hello to all that have ventured into my head (:
This is how imagine how Logan and Julian get together in Cpcoulters Dalton.
The song Julian sings is called "How" by Maroon 5. It is an amazing song, and listening to it sparked the plot bunnies in my head to start forming this.
I do not own Glee, Dalton, Cpcoulter, or Maroon 5.
Enjoy (:
-The Oliver Girl
Logan Wright felt through music. Even through his snowy medicated haze music could make Logan feel alive. It helped his express his true feelings and it allowed him an outlet to express himself that didn't involve throwing boys through doors.
The members of Stuart could tell you firsthand that the only time there was silence in Logan's room was when the prefect was asleep or gone. Whether it be speakers quietly filling his room while he studied or Logan himself playing the piano and singing along. Music was as much a part of Logan as the coffee his drank.
Even now, Logan was walking to the Stuart house with an ear bud in, only one, for the prefect was talking to Derek as the player made his way to practice.
"I just don't understand why you two just fight all the time!" Derek was still lecturing Logan on why it is not OK to fight with Julian during dinner. "Its ridiculous, we all know you are best friends. So why do you feel the need to make him feel like shit on a daily basis?"
"Whatever D," Logan said as he rolled his eyes.
"I mean it Lo, I'm pretty sure you hit a few key buttons back there."
"He's just being a baby, I can't believe he stormed out like that"
"Well you just kept talking about how far up Julian's ass Adam was! I wont be surprised if he doesn't talk to you for a week!"
Logan just laughed, then quickly changed it to a look of disdain. "That Adam kid is getting on my last nerve, He's only hanging out with Jules because he is famous! And he's always around. He is a pest."
"Sounds like someones jealous." Derek mocked.
"And why would I be jealous of Adam?"
"I don't know, it just seems like it." Derek shrugged as he said it. "Well this is my stop, See you later, Bye Lo."
"Bye D." Logan waved goodbye and looked at the building that lay in front of him deciding if he wanted to enter and practice the song he was planning to use against Reed in tomorrows dual, or head to Stuart and take a nap.
"What the hell?" Logan said to himself as he entered the hall. What could a little more practice hurt?
Logan was mindlessly playing with his keys as he approached the door to the practice room, when he heard what sounded as someone quietly crying and piano keys. He heard the soft sobs and the music go transform from careless playing into a structured melody that Logan didn't recognize. He looked in and saw that the pianist was Julian, just as the Diva began to sing.
I've been searching for your touch
Unlike any touch I've ever known
And I'd never thought about you much
'til I'm broken down and all alone.
Julian's voice was weak and hoarse from crying, but as he progressed through the song he got more passionate, his voice becoming stronger with every word.
Though I don't understand the meaning of love,
I do not mind if I die trying.
Took you for granted when you lifted me up
Julian was full on belting the song by now, his voice filling the Warblers hall with so much fervor that Logan was left wondering what could cause Julian to feel so much pain and make him sing with such raw emotion?
I'm asking for your help, I am going through hell
Afraid nothing can save me but the sound of your voice
You cut out all the noise, and now that i can see
my stakes so clearly now
Id kill if I could take you back but how, but how?
As Julian progressed through the next verse, Logan was completely entranced with the way he was singing. But one question as nagging at Logans brain, and he couldn't force the thought away; Who was Julian singing about? And why was he crying? Wasn't he just with him and Derek not ten minutes ago
I have been bound by the shackles of love
and I don't mind if I die tied up.
As Julian sang the next chorus, Logan cautiously entered the room, not wanting Julian to stop singing. Logan of all people know how much one person can truly need the catharsis belting out ones feelings.
Why must we be so ugly, and please do not think ill of me
Why does the one you love
become the one who makes you want to cry?
And why, why, why, and how?
Who could cause Julian this much pain? It was obvious to Logan that whoever this song was about, Julian loved him with all his heart. Thoughts were racing through his head, I bet it's that jerk Adam. He's totally in love with Julian. But Jules doesn't need some little fanboy, he needs someone who can protect him, someone who knows him, someone like me. Logan did not just think that! Why would Julian want to be with him? They can barely stand each other! Logan was not in love with Jules. Was he? Oblivious to Logan's mental struggle Julian finished the song, A Capella.
Though I don't understand the meaning of love,
I do not mind if I die trying
I do not mind if I die trying
I do not mind if I die trying
As the song ended, the only sound in the room was Julian's rough breathing. Obviously someone really messed him up. But do I love him? Just as Logan reached an answer and was about to reach out and talk to Julian, the actors phone rang.
"Hello?...oh hey Adam...nothing, just about to head back to Stuart... Coffee? Sure...I'll meet you in ten...bye."
As Julian started to gather his things, Logan rushed from the room unnoticed. As he ran away from Warblers Hall so many emotions were running through his head. How could he be so stupid? How come every time that he falls in love, they love someone else?
Once he was a safe distance away, he pulled out his phone and hit Dereks speed dial. After three rings he finally answered.
"Hey Lo, I'm at practice. What's going on?"
"I'm in love with Julain."
Thank you if you stuck around. I know that there will be other chapters, but I'm not sure as to how long it's going to be as of yet. Please leave a review; it helps more than you know (:
