A/N:So please don't kill me. I'm begging you. I know I said I was going to finish White Horse before I got into this one. However, I need to write something tonight and I'm still working out bits and pieces of the next chapter. It's the chapter where she tells Charlie and Edward comes up with another plan to get to Bella. However, I'm not sure how I want those conversations to go so I'm going to give that another day and get started on my Bella/Jasper fic. I've had 19 votes and only two people don't want me to do it, so I'm going to do it. This isn't going to be too long. I may even do some work on White Horse because this is just going to be the prologue for Bella/Jasper. I'm not completely sure about the first chapter but I have to get this one started because I'm dying just sitting on it. And I promise all of my White Horse fans that it will get priority over this one. I just need to get it started or I'm going to bust. Now, this is my first real Bella/Jasper fic so please bear with me. I'll do the best I can. Once again, a special thanks to IdreamofEddy who planted one small idea in my head that will hopefully turn into an amazing story. I suggest that any Bella/Jasper fans who are reading this, read IdreamofEddy's Breathless Hunger. It is the most unique Bella/Jasper story, I've ever read. Okay without further ado, here's the prologue for Second Chance.
JASPER
Jasper,
If you are reading this that means my vision came true and I'm no longer with you. I know you would've rather it been you than me. I also know that you still love me and part of you always will. However, like I told before, as much as I still love you, I know I don't need you anymore. I know you probably told yourself that on numerous ocassions over the last year just to avoid hurting me. Please stop lying to yourself. I don't need you.
Bella, however, needs you more than anyone else in the world right now. I'm sure you can feel that someone deep inside. And honestly, I think you need her too. The two of you have so much to learn from each other and I don't want to see you lose that chance. So take the chance on her for me.
The choice I made was my gift to the two of you. Jasper, Bella lost so much when she lost Edward and you're the only one who could give anything back to her. That's why I did what I did. So you could be there for her to hold on to. She needs you so much. Don't walk away, please.
Jazz, you've been with me since the day I awoke to this existence. You were one person that kept me pushing on when being on my own became too much. The day I met you was the best day of my unlife and I don't think I'd ever been happier than I was that day. Not even on our wedding day. You are an amazing person Jazz and I love everything about you.
I hope that you will not let your guilt over what happened stop you from being happy. I made my decision because I wanted you to be happy and if being with Bella makes you happy then do it. I will always love you no matter what. Just like I will always love Bella no matter what.
I know you love me and don't want to hurt me but I don't want you to be miserable because of me. I wouldn't be a very good wife if I did that. Which is why I made this decision. I wanted to give you a second chance at happiness without the guilt. So just be happy and don't feel guilty.
I love you and hope that you will find the happiness in Bella that I know is meant for you. Don't let what happened to me or Edward drive you away from her. You need her so please don't waste this chance I've given you?
I will always love, Jazz and I just want to be happy. So go be happy.
Love,
Alice
I folded up the the letter and placed it in my breast pocket and smiled slightly. It was all the reminder that I needed that Alice wanted this as much as I did.
"Are you ready?" Emmett whispered as the music started to play.
"Let's do this." I whispered back as we both stood up at the alter.
As I saw Bella walking up the aisle in her beautiful wedding gown arm and arm with Carlisle, I couldn't help but think of everything that led us to this moment. The good and the bad.
BELLA
Bella,
If you are reading this
that means my vision came true and I'm no longer with you. I just
want to tell you that what I did for Jasper was my decision . I know
how you have a tendency to blame yourself for everything. Don't blame
yourself for this. I chose to jump in front of Jasper and take the
attack. Just like Edward chose to send you away from the fight that
terrible day. We did it because we love you and that's all
there is too it. Don't be afraid to get close to Jasper just because
of what he was to me. I want him to be that to you too. And don't
worry about Edward, either. He only ever wanted you to be happy. And
if Jasper makes you happy then go for it.
Please allow Jasper to help you through what happened to me. I know he really helped you get over Edward. I hope that he'll be able to do it again. Please, let him. I don't want you to end up where we are. You have too much ahead of you for that. Let Jasper help you get there. Please.
Bella, you are one of the smartest, prettiest, and sweetest people I've ever met. I couldn't have asked for a better best friend and sister in this life. Don't let guilt over me stop you from being happy because that's not why I made my decision. I did it so you could be happy. So go be happy, even if it means being happy with Jasper.
I know you love me and don't want to hurt me but I don't want you to be miserable because of me. I wouldn't be a very good friend if I did that. Which is why I made this decision. I wanted to give you a second chance at happiness without the guilt. So just be happy and don't feel guilty.
I love you and hope that you will find the happiness in Jasper that I know is meant for you. Don't let what happened to me or Edward drive you away from him. You need her so please don't waste this chance I've given you?
Bella, you will always be my best friend and favorite sister. I just want you to be happy, so go be happy.
Your sister forever,
Alice
I folded up the note and stuck it in mr bra, which was rather difficult in this particular dress, smiling slightly with tears pooling in my eyes. It was all the reminder I needed that Alice wanted this as much as I did.
"Are you ready?" Carlisle whispered as he took my arm.
The music had started playing and Rosalie and Esme were already halfway up the aisle.
"Let's do this." I replied and we started walking forward.
The minute I saw Jasper standing in front of the alter in his tux, I couldn't help but think of everything that led us to this moment. The good and the bad.
A/N: Well, whar do you guys think of it? I hope I didn't give away too much about it. Anyway, review and let me know what you think. I'm not sure if I'm going to keep it this way. That all depends on how much of a response I get with this. So please review and tell me if you think I should try again or if it's a good beginning. But please review. And I promise to have another chapter for White Horse up tomorrow.
