Way to go Leah!!!!

Well here I was again, at the Cullens' mansion. I was waiting for Jake, but he just came out telling me:

"Sorry Leah. I know I promised we'd go hiking together, but I have to stay with Bella and Reneesme."

"It's okay Jake. I don't mind." It' very good that us werewolves are good liars.

"Thanks. See you tomorrow. And do not get in trouble."

"Okay, all mighty Alpha."

"Bye, Leah."

"Bye, Alpha."

And so I leaved, but I couldn't show how hurt I was. I returned to La Push and guess what happened? Emily was blayming on me the fact that she couldn't have kids. That was enough!!!

I ran away from La Push with hope that I'll never shape-shift again, but fate had something else in store for me.

On my way I saw a girl who was attacked by a vampire. I shape-shifted and killed him, then burn him.

I didn't burn the vampire in the girls face. So I burned him somewhere in the trees. I watched as the girl leaved the woods and then I started to think.

What am I going to do? Where am I going to go? I was alone. All alone. Why don't I just end it? Yeah that's exactly what I'm going to do. End my life and misery.

But how? I can't kill myself. But wait! Those Volturi guys that came after the devil-spawn. Edward said they were trying to exterminate my kind. Of course they'll kill me.

All I have to do is go to Volterra, stay there long enough so they will track me and when they bring me face to face with their leaders, I'm going to ask them to kill me. I'm doing it! I'm not holding back!

So I ran back to La Push, but luckily no one saw me. I got money from my house then I went to the airport.

When I arrived I bought a ticket and my flight was living in a hour. So I waited. When I got to enter the plane, I got my passport and ticket and sat down.

The hours have passed by quiqly and we arrived. I got a taxy to get me to Volterra and when I got there I booked a room at a little hotel.

Now there is just a matter of days until they find me. Oh, I can't wait for it to end.