Disclaimer: I do not own Stargate SG-1 the show or her characters.

A/N: This is my first fic so please be kind.

Chapter 1 I'll be gone soon don't you worry

**********************Daniel's point of view*****************

"Tomorrow's the day," Daniel thought to himself. After two years of trying to mend a friendship that he didn't know how it had broken Daniel Jackson was giving up. His whole life was based on hope, forgiveness, trust, and never giving up until death and most of the time that didn't even stop him. He sighed "Well soon I'll be gone so they don't have to worry about me anymore, if they ever did."

Daniel had thought about this a lot and finally understands his teammate's pleas for him to be gone. As he sits at his clean desk in the ever so slowly cleaned out office he wondered where he would go. "I can't go to Abydos they would look for me there, plus what is there for me? Sha're died and her child was still with Oma." "I'll go to the land of light maybe I can find something to do there without worrying about Jack saying to hurry up or worse say nothing at all and leave me alone," He said to himself knowing that no one would hear him because like he had been for the last two years, he was alone.

He got up and looked at the office one last time. After he packed up his things he would go through the gate knowing he would never come back. Over the past few months he had been paying extra attention to how the gate worked on the base.

Figuring out how to stop them from closing the iris on him had been hard, but he figured it out. He laughed quietly to himself as he walked out of his office and headed to the elevator. He walked in and hit the button that would take him to the surface. After watching Sam he had figured a way to lock them out of the stargate's controls long enough for him to get through.

He even made a remote to start the dialing sequence when he was in the gate room. He hoped after he left they would find a nice man or woman to replace him on SG-1. He didn't even try to hope that they would stop him before he left and say they were sorry, but that hope died three months ago when Jack stopped by his office which was almost cleared out and didn't even notice.

The pain of that had surfaced for a moment before he told himself that he shouldn't feel pain for a loss that never really happened. He stepped out of the elevator and signed out for his last time before he left earth and all the people he had once called family. "They never thought of me like that so I guess you could say I was never their family," he thought grimly. He walked to his car and drove to his apartment building.

As he walked up the stairs to get to his apartment he thought "I'm almost there soon I can have a mental breakdown in peace without worrying that an airman would walk in and see and call Janet." He walked in his apartment and threw the keys on the ground. He had sold everything that he could of his apartment and everything else was in storage with his office stuff.

He dropped to the ground and cried for the first time in years. He cried for as long as he could. When he was done he went to where his backpack was and looked inside it. He found that everything was there and then fell asleep on the floor.

Daniel opened his eyes to his empty apartment. He got up and looked for his keys. Finding them under the fridge he then picked up his backpack and left his apartment. He gave the keys to the man at the front desk and said goodbye. On his way to the base he sold his car and walked the rest of the way to the base. He signed in and went to his now empty office.

He found the letter he wrote to the general in its folder and asked an airman to deliver it at 0750 hours to the general. The airman agreed and he left. Daniel stood in the hallway for a minute before walking to the gate room. Before he got to the doors that lead into the room he pressed the on button n his remote. He heard the siren of the gate activating without warring and went inside with the guards.

The wormhole opened and he walked up the ramp he didn't even notice when the guards pulled their guns on him. He heard General Hammond's voice on the intercom. "Dr. Jackson what are you doing," he said over the intercom. Daniel didn't answer he kept walking up the ramp until he was about to go through the wormhole. He said in a voice that was heard by none except himself "I'll be gone soon don't you worry."

Then he stepped and entered the wormhole. Leaving behind a very confused General and airmen until an airman gave him a folder saying "Dr. Jackson wanted me to give this to you sir at 0750 hours." General Hammond opened the folder and read the note inside feeling his heart crack with each sentence. General Hammond ordered three airmen to find were SG-1 crashed after their team night and meet him here. One thing was for sure SG-1 was going to lose it.

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