Chapter 1
Clarke
i was still tired when i woke up. I guess its because i get those nightmares about a wave of fire. I always try to forget it, but it somehow finds a way back to my mind.
I go outside too look for my mother, i can't find her so i just go to the forest. I've always loved the forest, i dreamt about it when i was on the ark. I see a beautiful flower, it's blue and has a black edge. First i wanted to grab it, but then i think about how it has a life too. I know, it's crazy. But then i see leaves moving in the corner of my eye. My eyes glance on curly dark brown hair, and beautiful brown eyes. I feel relieved, it's Bellamy. I think i kind of like him now, but he doesn't know.
First i tought he was a jerk who just cares about himself, but then i saw how he cares about his sister, Octavia and how he tries to forgive himself. But then i get out of my thoughts and he says: Hey Clarke, how are you?
I think it's a wierd quistion to ask after what we've all been through, but im glad he asked it and i answer the quistion with: Great, how are you?
Not so good, i can't find Octavia. Did you see her? he says.
No i haven't, but i can help you find her. Maybe she is with Raven? i answer.
Lately Raven and Octavia had been really good friends. I kind off feel lonely, but whatever.
He frowns and says: No, Raven is trying to make a radio so we can contact Jaha and Kane.
I think about why he frowned and maybe has noticed that i like him. Ughh i really don't know why i'm worrying about that now.
Come on, we have to go take a look in the other clans, maybe she's there. Pack your things, i'll meet you here in 10 minutes.
After i packed my gun and some food i go to the forest and see that Bellamy is already there. I apologise for being late and we begin the search. It feels like we've been walking for hours because i can see the sun going under. So i ask if we can set our camp so we can eat something and sleep. While im grabbing my food out of my bag i notice that Bellamy is looking at me. I want to look him im the eyes and tell him that im sorry about his sister that he has a big heart and that i'm i love with him. But instead i tell him if he wants something to eat.
After we ate our fruit and some meat he got from a rabbit, i ask him if he has forgiven himself.
Why? What do you mean? Forgiven myself for what? he says. But then the look in his eyes changes and he answers with: I don't know how. My mother died because i was being so stubborn, My mother died because of me. I really don't know how to forgive myself i-
Bellamy! listen, it's not your fault. You just wanted too make your sister happy, you wantedher too feel free! And your mother would've been proud of you. And you know why? because your mother told you to take care of her, and she wanted you to make her happy! She wanted a son and a daughter loving eachother, and being responsible for eachother. And look at you now! You're leaving your own people just because you love your sister. So it's not your fault. i say
He looks me in the eyes and i can see that he wants to say something but doesn't know what. So instead of saying something he just gives me a hug, a very tight hug, a hug that tells me: thank you, for everything. But then i hear footsteps and look at the direction it came from but then i feel something hit me in the back, and the last thing i see is O..Octavia.
