One Sweet Day
By: Angel

Disclaimer: Oh wow...for once I dont need one of these!! YAY!!!


This is dedicated to those who've lost a lover.


One Sweet Day
By: Angel

How long has it been? I can barely remember.... You know I'm lying... I can remember the day, hour and second.

Why? Why was it you? What could you have done that made me feel this way? I still havent figured that out.... Was it you? or your looks? I dont know.... I'm lying again.... It was you. What you did, how you acted..... All you....

Then why? Why was I so stupid? You were right there in front of me...but I was silent. How could I have been so stupid?!

I knew this day would come... It was bound to happen. I knew it. But so soon?

Why? Why'd you give up on me? Couldnt you have held on a little longer to whatever strand of being you had left?

How could you be so cruel? Abandoning me? Deserting me? Why'd you have to have all that power? You couldnt have let me gather it could you? But I have that power now too.... And I will be careful.....

I want to use it now.... Oh please tell me what to do? I want to use it....to be with you......

Please, tell me what to say... Look at them. I need to comfort them. What do I say? I feel useless and like a failure. I know what you'd say: "You're not useless, and you're not a failure. Dont forget it!" You always know what to say....

Can I gain some of your wisdom? Lend me some so I can convince them... So I can convince them that I am just as good as you are. Lend me your words, so that I may convince them to accept me.....

They do not like me... I am "weak" after all... They are scared of me because of my new found powers... I too am scared... What if I make a mistake? What if I lose control? I dont want to be looked upon as a monster.....

If you were here we could face this together....but you had to be reckless... I told you about no control....

Why? Why did I wait till now? Why did I wait so long to tell you?

I love you.

I said it. Is everyone happy now? I said it.

But what does it matter now? You cannot respond. You're dead, gone, in oblivion.... Buried 6 feet under my feet.....

How stupid I was! I should have told you long ago when I first felt it... But its too late... You're dead.

And I love you.

I want to use the power within badly..... I want to use it....but I know its wrong.... Using it would be fatal. You knew it... Yet you used it to save my life.....

Was it because you loved me?

You could have let me die, but you didnt.... You saved my life.....

And I hate you for it....

Why did you have to go to a realm where mortals arent permitted entry? I want to be with you.... It's an obssession.... I cant explain it....

I would have done it a long time ago, yet fear restrains me... Will I see you in the other realm? Will we find each other?

And it is because of this fear that I am not with you at this moment.....

This fear will haunt me for the rest of my days.... So therefore I can not join thee presently.....

I will love no other.... I will not look upon another soul with higher regard than you....

I will wait till the end when we shall meet again... I will wait for that day.....

That one sweet day.

The End


So....whatdya think? I wrote this last night (November 14, 2000) when I was supposed to be doing hw.... *shrugs* This came out better than my hw did ^-^

Tis been a pleasure writing this for ya minna-san.

Till next time, ja!

~Angel