I care about you that's what you said, as we made love the night before. You said you would never leave me yet you left me the next day. Saying you must gain power to kill the one you have sworn to kill, for the sake of revenge. As I lie there in the hospital bed I remembered how you shoved your hand through my chest trying to kill me. It was painful not only did you wound my body but you also wounded my heart.
You shattered it into a million pieces and took many pieces with you when you left me. As I lie here thinking about how I promised her that I would bring you back no matter what a realization comes to me. Why? Why did I promise her that, what was I thinking when I told her that? Why didin't she realize before that she had no chance with you whatsoever, was she really that naive? It doesn't matter now because your gone, you left all of us, you even left me.
Dammnit, now I'm crying again cause I realize how much I already miss you. It was only one night one single night and yet I am already missing your touch, your voice, your scent, everything about you I miss. Why dammnit why!? why did you have to leave me dammnit bastard when I feel so much about you when I...I...I...when I love you so much.
As I realize what I just said an indescribable pain suddenly ripped through my heart it felt as if I was being crushed. The pain is so unbearable that I felt as if it would kill me right this second. I must be panicking cause I hear people rushing around me calling in panicked voices, someone is talking to me trying to calm me down. I don't know who it is but suddenly I felt very sleepy and before I fell into darkness I realize that they must have sedated me.. then everything goes black.
