The Werewolf's resolve

Sirius Black

Taller than me, muscular (just right), blue eyes, shoulder-length black hair

Got a beautiful smile when he laughs

A mischievous smile when he's up to no good

A tight smile containing wild laughter when reprimanded by Mc Go

A sullen smile when he cannot escape

An evil smile as he crosses Slytherins

An angry smile when talking about his family

Considered one of the sex symbols of the school

Sleeps with anyone, be it girls or boys, whatever is fine by him

But his heart remains inaccessible, he forgets the name of his partner after a week, they do not count in his eyes

We, we count for him

We: James Potter his "twin brother," Peter Pettigrew, and of course me

Me, I want Sirius to be mine, that he see only me, touch only me

I want it because I need him

I need him to smile to reassure me

To do silly things or tell silly jokes to make me laugh

To hug me to protect me from people, from their frightening stares

To tell me that I'm the only one in his eyes, in his heart, to give me a reason to live

So even if this is selfish, even though I do not deserve him, even if other people would be better for him

I'll take Sirius' heart and carry it off with me when I go to the other world

My name is Remus Lupin

Today I'm sixteen

Today I finally found meaning in my life

Today I made the decision that will brighten my life or make me definitely sunk in darkness

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