The Werewolf's resolve
Sirius Black
Taller than me, muscular (just right), blue eyes, shoulder-length black hair
Got a beautiful smile when he laughs
A mischievous smile when he's up to no good
A tight smile containing wild laughter when reprimanded by Mc Go
A sullen smile when he cannot escape
An evil smile as he crosses Slytherins
An angry smile when talking about his family
Considered one of the sex symbols of the school
Sleeps with anyone, be it girls or boys, whatever is fine by him
But his heart remains inaccessible, he forgets the name of his partner after a week, they do not count in his eyes
We, we count for him
We: James Potter his "twin brother," Peter Pettigrew, and of course me
Me, I want Sirius to be mine, that he see only me, touch only me
I want it because I need him
I need him to smile to reassure me
To do silly things or tell silly jokes to make me laugh
To hug me to protect me from people, from their frightening stares
To tell me that I'm the only one in his eyes, in his heart, to give me a reason to live
So even if this is selfish, even though I do not deserve him, even if other people would be better for him
I'll take Sirius' heart and carry it off with me when I go to the other world
My name is Remus Lupin
Today I'm sixteen
Today I finally found meaning in my life
Today I made the decision that will brighten my life or make me definitely sunk in darkness
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