I was at the alchemist center when my life changed forever. They trusted me with their lives. Little did they know that I was so much less that trustworthy. I was in love with a vampire. I wouldn't admit it to anybody else, but I wasn't going to lie to myself.

We were all gathered around a big circle table. I noticed a lot of people, all higher up alchemists, people that were in charge. Apparently they think that I am one of them. But I'm not. I like vampires; they are just like normal people really. The alchemists have it all wrong in some areas.

"So, there was an issue in China." Bringing me back to life, "Someone more moron then human found out about the vampires and tried to tell everyone. So we had to take care of him. I think we should fire John, he is doing an awful job on his part in China." Said one of the higher ups named Julia.

I was flabbergasted, "Take care of them? What the hell does that mean?"

"What do you think? He knew, he had to die."

Those were the words that completely changed my life forever. Suddenly, my self control and sense of self was gone. I knew that this wasn't how I wanted to be.

"Are you fucking joking?! We protect humans, not take away their lives. How dare you be such a bitch, thinking that killing someone is okay. All of you are fucking murders. Fuck this, I'm done. I'm done with pretending that you are any better than the vampires. I quit. I'm done being an alchemist and not standing up for what I believe in." Everybody was in shock. I ran over to the counter and found the needle with the cure for being an alchemist, shoved it in my arm, and ran out of the room.

They were all calling my name, but I couldn't care less. I knew where I was going. To Adrian's. I don't care if it's late. I need him and I need him now.

I got in my car and starting driving a hundred miles an hour. That's when the visions hit. Suddenly I was shaking and seeing different people everywhere. I lost control of the car and drove into a tree. Then I blacked out and started to get the visions. It was my life that I had been made to forget. My life played before me, I was the audience.

"Look at her! She is so beautiful. She has your eyes honey." Said a guy in his twenties.

"Lucky her, she got my only good feature." Said a woman with my eyes. But they weren't my eyes. They were hers.

"Oh Moria. You know how beautiful you are. Just like our daughter."

"Lucas, she is far more beautiful that anything I have ever seen."

Laying in Moria's arms was a newborn girl. She has my eyes; it was the first thing I noticed. How weird. My eyes are unique, one feature that I value in myself. But then I got it.

"How about a name honey?" Said Lucas

"I like Sydney. Seems innocent and beautiful but dangerous, like Sydney is bond to be a dhampir."

" How about Sydney Katherine?

"Yes! How perfect! Sydney Katherine Ozera."

What. It can't be a coincidence. My name is Sydney Katherine, but I'm not an Ozera. The Ozeras are a royal vampire race. I can't be an Ozera. But she has my eyes, my name, and my hair. How is this possible?

"Honey, I'm sorry." Said Moria.

"Moria, I have told you this before, it doesn't matter. It's not like you cheated on me. You met Percy before me. You had sex with Percy before me. Then you broke up and got together with me. I want to take this child as my own."

"I love you honey, you are perfect in every way."

"Haha. I doubt that but I love you too."

Suddenly, I was dropped out of that vision confused. Then just as quickly I was dropped into another.

There was a toddler who looked like about 2. She had blond hair and gold eyes like me. She was smiling at a baby in the corner. He was being held by Moria and Lucas was quick at her side.

"Oh Christian dear its okay, mommy is here, its okay." Said Moria, but the baby wouldn't stop.

"Let me give it a try." Said Lucas. So Moria gave the crying baby to Lucas. He was rocking and rocking him for the longest time, and then Christian finally stopped crying. Soon after, he fell asleep.

"There we go." Whispered Lucas, setting Christian in his blue crib.

Moria walked over to the toddler and held her tight. "Sydney, this is your brother Christian."

"Why was he crying?" Sydney said perfectly.

"Haha. He was crying because he is a baby, and that's what babies do honey."

"Oh okay. That just makes no sense."

"Oh Sydney, our little genius, you and Christian will get along greatly."

I came back to life suddenly with no time to consider there words, because I was already in the next vision.

This time the girl was 5 and the boy was 3. They were playing nicely on the rug. Moria was watching them happily in the corner. But suddenly people were bursting threw the doors. They had weird gold tattoos on their checks. They were alchemists. I saw my dad in the front with some higher ups.

Moria stood up quick and demand to know what was going on.

"Well dear, we are alchemists. We exist to keep your disgusting species in line and we need some recruitments. We have heard you daughter is very smart, am I right?" Said my dad.

Lucas was standing in the door "She is a smart kid. But you can't have her as a recruit. I won't allow it."

"Haha. Well isn't that funny? You think you can stop me. Well you can't. Get the child."

Lucas put up a big fight, punching every alchemist in sight, but it wasn't enough. They got her. They left with the girl and Christian was crying on the rug tugging at Lucas's pants. They were shocked. Then they called for police but there was nothing they could do. She was gone.

I suddenly got it. But I had one more vision to go I guess.

"Moria, Lucas, it has been more than a month. You most come out of that bed and take care of Christian." Called a woman with brown hair

"Natasha, I I cann't. She was my daughter." Sniffled Moria.

"Fine, I will just stand her and take care of your only child some more than." Natasha said that walked out of the room.

"Honey. I can't live like this. I can't live without her." Said Moria

"I know dear. Me too. If we just go and drink someone to death, this pain will be all over."

"I know. I don't think we have a choice."

The scene switched to Natasha caring for Christian. She was playing with him on the floor, crying her self. She then put Christian in his bed and passed out herself on the couch.

After they were both asleep, Moria and Lucas came out. They put there jackets on and kissed little Christian on the cheek.

"Mommy and Daddy love you so much. I hope you always know that." Moria said, then they were off and I followed them. They didn't talk at all as they walked. Then they met a few humans in an alley and bite them, much to the humans care. They were moaning so loud, Lucas had to cover his human's mouth with his hand. Moria finished her human first, then Lucas. They sat there for a moment, and then it happened. They turned into the creatures I was taught to hate.

I was suddenly dropped out of the vision. The first thing I noticed was I was covered in blood. My car was by the tree. So I walked out, coughing blood to whole way. Then I collapsed on the ground, trying to catch my blood. I pulled my phone out of my pocket, which was surprisingly in tact. I called Adrian and told where I was threw tears. He said he was on his way. Then I remembered the visions. I suddenly knew that was me. The little girl that got taken away was me.

Which means I wasn't human. I was cured off being an alchemist. But I wasn't human. I was a dhampir. I was the daughter of two strogi and a sister to a moroi. The moroi that is with the queen. Then I passed out.