Yaoi ahead! Don't like, don't read!
Hello! This is my first story ever so please do tell me what you like and what you think I should fix.
I had no Beta reader for this so I may have some spelling or grammar mistakes. Please forgive me. I'm not sure if ill add more chapters or not.
And warning there are a lot of POV changes to show emotion and thought. Enjoy!
I do not own Naruto! :3
Nyx-san
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I love you.
Yeah, that's what I though he said.
Turns out it was nothing more than a lie. A scam made up to make me look foolish.
I thought he really cared, but I guess I was wrong.
Oh, but how I miss his hard wooden body, his eyes that only showed love for me.
But you turned away and left me for dead!
When I needed you most you turned your back and walked away!
But I still need you! Here! With me! And no one else!
Every second of every minute of every hour of every day of every week of every month of every year of every decade of every century of every millennium, I need you!
I will climb every mountain, swim every ocean, cross the hottest of desserts, and run through the arctic for you!
I will kill them all!
Because I love you and I need you with me!
If you run away I will chase you and when I find you I will embrace you and whisper in your ear that I love you and I never want to let go.
You are my everything!
My joy, my happiness, my heart, my soul, my love.
I never want to let you go!
Why did you have to leave me? Why!
We had found love.
Yes we had!
You and I together again!
Just us against the world!
No one else matters!
You love me for me and I love you for you.
ooooooooooooooooo
"Deidara what's this?"
"What's what Danna? Un."
"This poem I think. It fell off your desk."
"No! don't read that!"
Deidara lunged for the paper that Sasori was holding but he held it out of reach.
"Why not brat?"
"It's personal. None of your business!"
He jumped for the paper again but failed in grabbing it again.
"Well I'm making it my business."
"Please don't!"
But Sasori paid no attention to Deidara's pleas.
Deidara's POV
I could only stand and watch as he read my poem. I watched as his face showed confusion then anger then something I couldn't understand.
"You wrote this, brat?"
I hung my head in shame and embarrassment.
"Answer me." he said with a slight tone of annoyance.
I turned and started to run out of our room but he caught me and spun me around too face him.
"Answer me Deidara. Did you write this?
"Yes." I said still looking at the ground.
"Why?" he asked.
"Why should you care! Those are my feelings and if you want to trample them then go ahead! I swear, you probably never once cared about me!"
I shouted angrily at him, tears already spilling over. I then realized I had just told him something I thought I had locked away in the darkest part of my heart. I tried again to run out of the room but Sasori closed the door before I could make it out.
"Why are you keeping me in here! To laugh at me? To point out what a sorry mess I am? To tell me how much of a loser I am for being so lonely?" I said now crying even harder.
"No."
"No he says. I guess I forgot to put 'tell the rest of the Akatsuki so they can laugh at me' on the list."
"Deidara, do you really feel all those things you wrote about?"
"Yeah, I guess so." I was so angry and sad I didn't really think about what I was saying.
"Who is the poem about?"
"No one."
There's no way I could tell him that the poem was about him and I.
"Tell me please. I'm trying to help you."
"It's about me and you." I say very quietly.
"What? Speak up brat."
"I said it's about you and me." I said a little louder.
"What? Deidara tell me now! You know I don't like to be kept waiting." He yelled at me and I flinched a little. He noticed and softened his gaze.
"It's about you and me! Gosh damn it! It's about us."
I started crying again. Not wanting to face Sasori and slightly exhausted from all the emotional waves, I sat down in front of him against the door.
Sasori's POV
I,, quite frankly, was stunned. I never expected him to have feelings for me.
"Deidara," I said hesitantly, "Do you love me?"
Had I been capable of blushing I would have had to fight one down. If Deidara said yes I would obviously be the dominant in the relationship and thus need to appear as strong as possible.
I looked to Deidara and he looked as if someone had just told him Itachi was his long lost grandpa, which is in itself, a highly amusing thought.
Deidara's POV
What? What? What? WHAT?
What did he say?
What do I say?
Do I answer truthfully?
What if I do say yes?
Will he laugh at me?
Does he love me back?
I don't know.
Honestly, at this point, what do I have to lose.
"Y-Yeah. Un."
Darn you speech impediment!
"Good." He answered.
Good? What does that mean, good?
Sasori's POV
Yes! He admits it! Now time to make him mine!
"Deidara."
"Yes Sasori?"
"Would you like too be my boyfriend?"
3rd Person POV
"Deidara, would you like to be my boyfriend?"
"What?" Deidara said with a shocked and slightly puzzled face. He expected Sasori to reject him and tell the rest of the Akatsuki that he was the biggest idiot ever, not ask him to be his boyfriend right off the bat as if he had been waiting for it.
"I'm sorry. I was under the impression that this was what you wanted. Forgive me." He said with disappointment clear in his voice.
"No! It's just that, I mean, It's really sudden and I don't really know what to do since I've never been in a relationship before, and I'm worried that I'll screw something up, but I really would like to but I ju-"
Sasori's POV
I have had enough of his ramblings and I know that he needs some reassurance so I decided to take action.
Sasori walked over to Deidara, squat down to his level on the floor. Then he cupped Deidara's cheeks with his hands, and during his ramblings, leaned in and kissed him gently. Deidara eeped a little, having not seen it coming, being to lost in his ramblings. As Sasori kissed Deidara, he knew this must be new to him because he was inexperienced and I showed, but Sasori didn't mind. He just wanted Deidara to know he was there and he loved him.
