DISCLAIMER: I don't own Shugo Chara! In any way, shape, or form--otherwise the Amuto pairing would have totally killed off Amu-and-Tadase in the first episode.

Alright--this'll be a one-shot! I was just watching a video on YouTube about Amu and Ikuto with the song When I'm Gone by Three Doors Down and had an epiphany! So, let's see where it takes us.

Song lyrics

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Amu tore open her front door and raced to her room without saying a word to the people she passed once inside. Flying up the stairs, she slammed her bedroom door open, then closed it quickly, grimacing at the sight that greeted her.

"Didn't I tell you that you needed to lock your balcony up before?" Ikuto taunted breezily. "Bad men can get in."

"I knew I saw a suspicious character near here," Amu sighed.

The cat-like boy was lying comfortably on her bed; one leg dangling over the side.

His mysterious blue eyes glittered. "Suspicious, eh? I think I recall a certain someone stampeding up to her room without an reason. How long do you suppose she has before her mother knocks on her door?"

A light rapping ensued. "Amu-chan? Is everything…alright?"

"J-Just fine!" Amu stammered. "I have a ton of homework and didn't want anything to distract me from getting right to it--tell dad I'm fighting especially hard!" she cheered.

"Do your best, sweetie!" her mother called back.

She deflated when the footsteps receded from her hearing and turned to face Ikuto with a scornful look. "I haven't seen you in ages. What do you want--catnip?"

His gaze retreated from hers for a moment, contemplating how to respond. The normal mocking tone she'd grown accustomed to did not follow.

"I'm a stray cat--if I want to remain as I am, sometimes I have to leave. If I lose sight of making myself happy whenever I need to… I just can't live like that. I'm only hanging on to that happiness by a thread most days…I'm not sure what it takes to strengthen it…" he mused softly.

There's another world inside of me

That you may never see.

There are secrets in this life that I can't hide.

Somewhere in this darkness there's a light that I can't find--

Maybe it's too far away, yeah. Or maybe I'm just blind;

Maybe I'm just blind…

"Ikuto?" Amu whispered, moving closer to him and kneeling on the floor next to his head. She brushed his bangs to the side. "Aah!"

He suddenly jumped up and pounced on her, encircling her waist with his arms and falling onto the floor with her.

"What are you--?" she began.

"For just a minute…do I really need to move?" he cut her off. "I haven't seen you in a while and I miss something about you."

So hold me when I'm here,

Right me when I'm wrong,

Hold me when I'm scared,

And love me when I'm gone.

"You aren't being fair," she pouted, letting him hold her. "How can I say no to such a request--when you're acting so innocently."

" 'Acting'?" he echoed. "How do you know that I'm really so impure? How are you so sure that I don't need affection?"

"I'd like it if you admitted that before showering me with that so-called 'affection'," Amu replied.

"I'm sorry."

"I never asked you to be sorry about it."

"You just want me to feel bad."

"No--I want you to realize your mistake!" He chuckled at her lightly. "What is it?" she huffed.

"I like having a mom tell me how to be," he explained.

"Mom!" she exclaimed.

Everything I am

And everything you need

Wants to be the one you wanted me to be

I'll never let you down--even if I could.

I'd give up everything, if only for your good.

So hold me when I'm here,

Right me when I'm wrong,

You can hold me when I'm scared,

I won't always be there,

So love me when I'm gone…

Love me when I'm gone.

"If you aren't pretending to be a mother, then what cover are you trying to use in order to teach me?" he asked musically.

"I don't know--you're just so--something!" Amu burst, attempting to untangle herself from his grasp.

"You don't know what I am?" he clarified.

"That isn't what I…" she trailed off.

"In that case, you'll never know."

"Why?"

"I'm not that easy of a person to persuade. And you're no Easter."

She stared into his troubled liquid eyes in a new light. Amu understood that he'd been trudging through their demands while simultaneously tearing apart the pieces of who he was. No matter what he did, he always had to come back. There wasn't any place that he could run to and just relax, knowing that he was safe. Ikuto always had to return.

When your education x-ray cannot see under my skin,

I won't tell you a damn thing that I

Could not tell my friends.

Roaming through this darkness I'm alive, but I'm alone.

And part of me is fighting this--

But part of me is gone!

"Amu?" he questioned, breaking her from the trance she'd settled into.

"You're a liar and a con man," she murmured.

"You're a flat-chested, overly-ecstatic, shortie, but I'm not calling you names," he retorted dully.

"If you want someone to help you, just say it!" she quaked, startling him. "It doesn't matter if all I can do is listen or let you laze around my room--I want to be there for you! Whatever I can do to make you feel happy, I want to try it!" she decreed hotly.

So hold me when I'm here,

Right me when I'm wrong,

Hold me when I'm scared,

And love me when I'm gone.

Everything I am

And everything you need

Wants to be the one you wanted me to be.

I'll never let you down--even if I could.

I'd give up everything, if only for your good.

So hold me when I'm here,

Right me when I'm wrong,

You can hold me when I'm scared,

I won't always be there,

So love me when I'm gone…!

"Amu…" he whispered, sitting up and leaning his head against her shoulder. "You're so rash. Do you even realize the full extent of what you're promising to me?" He fell back after a few seconds to gauge her determined expression.

"I know you might not be around everyday and that there's a good chance you'll be away for weeks at a time…but if I can, I'd like to be here for you if you'd like to vacation here once in a while," she grinned. "I really just want to help you as much as I possibly can."

Too quick for her to see it until it was happening, he kissed her gently.

"Do you promise me?"

After a stunned silence, she blushed and looked to the side before gathering the courage to steal a sideways glance at him. "I promise--even when you're gone."

So hold me when I'm here,

Right me when I'm wrong,

You can hold me when I'm scared,

I won't always be there,

So love me when I'm gone…!

"Thank you, Amu," he smiled.

She kissed him happily and countered: "Anything for a perverted, cat-ears, cosplay guy."

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Me: Yay! That was fun~! I really should get back to writing--I feel bad that I've been abusing my reader's wishes.

Audience: Lazy bum.

Me: I will attack you like white on rice!

Audience: I really can't rely on you to make sense, can I?

Me: TEMARI CHARA CHANGE!!

Audience: Oh, dear. Nagehiko…? Where are you?!

My deepest thanks for reading:

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