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Author's Note: I do the best I can to spell check but English is my second language so please forgive any mistakes you might find that I missed.
Final Thoughts
By Chibinaoka
I can feel my life slipping away. My body is telling me to close my eyes, to let go. But I don't want to. It's not that I regret my actions. I saved both of their lives. Even though I'm happy I saved both of them, I'm even happier knowing that I saved her. She was the first person to ever show me what kindness really was without demanding anything in return. She's crying and she's sorry. I ask her for what and she says she's sorry that she got me involve in this. I told her I'm not. It's true. I'm not sorry. I'm not proud of a lot of things I did but joining up with Myotismon's crazy quest was one of the best things I ever did. I never meant to hurt anyone; I just wanted to be near her. Does that make me selfish? It doesn't matter now. I was able to be with her, be by her side and to protect her. Even if it didn't last long, I'm glad I was able to experience it. I was able to help her find who she was, her destiny. Knowing that I was able to help her in that way gives me satisfaction.
I tell her I have no regrets. But it's not completely true. The only regret I have it that I'll never be able to tell her how much I love her. I could tell her now. With my last breath, I could tell her that I love her, that I always have. But I would rather spare her the pain. If I tell her now and she feels the same way, it would only hurt her. I don't want her to dwell on what we could have had. Though she might do that if she does love me. I'm so confused. I love her but I can't tell her, I'm dying. The time we had was enough. Though I would have liked to have more, I'm glad I was able to have a short while with her.
She's crying now. Those deep blue eyes that hid so much pain where finally happy and full of hope. Now there full of pain again. I'm sorry; I didn't mean to make you cry. I want to tell her that but I can't. It hurts to move, it hurts to breathe. My own eyes are beginning to tear up. I swallow my pain and I lift my hand. She takes it and speaks my name. She's so warm. I never noticed how warm she was before. The pain is starting to fade. All I can feel now is the warmth of her hand.
I can feel it now. My death is getting closer. I've been trying to hard to hang on but now it's getting harder. At least I was able to see her one last time. My final thoughts are of her as I draw in my last breath and speak her name.
"Gatomon."
The End
Author's Note: I do the best I can to spell check but English is my second language so please forgive any mistakes you might find that I missed.
Final Thoughts
By Chibinaoka
I can feel my life slipping away. My body is telling me to close my eyes, to let go. But I don't want to. It's not that I regret my actions. I saved both of their lives. Even though I'm happy I saved both of them, I'm even happier knowing that I saved her. She was the first person to ever show me what kindness really was without demanding anything in return. She's crying and she's sorry. I ask her for what and she says she's sorry that she got me involve in this. I told her I'm not. It's true. I'm not sorry. I'm not proud of a lot of things I did but joining up with Myotismon's crazy quest was one of the best things I ever did. I never meant to hurt anyone; I just wanted to be near her. Does that make me selfish? It doesn't matter now. I was able to be with her, be by her side and to protect her. Even if it didn't last long, I'm glad I was able to experience it. I was able to help her find who she was, her destiny. Knowing that I was able to help her in that way gives me satisfaction.
I tell her I have no regrets. But it's not completely true. The only regret I have it that I'll never be able to tell her how much I love her. I could tell her now. With my last breath, I could tell her that I love her, that I always have. But I would rather spare her the pain. If I tell her now and she feels the same way, it would only hurt her. I don't want her to dwell on what we could have had. Though she might do that if she does love me. I'm so confused. I love her but I can't tell her, I'm dying. The time we had was enough. Though I would have liked to have more, I'm glad I was able to have a short while with her.
She's crying now. Those deep blue eyes that hid so much pain where finally happy and full of hope. Now there full of pain again. I'm sorry; I didn't mean to make you cry. I want to tell her that but I can't. It hurts to move, it hurts to breathe. My own eyes are beginning to tear up. I swallow my pain and I lift my hand. She takes it and speaks my name. She's so warm. I never noticed how warm she was before. The pain is starting to fade. All I can feel now is the warmth of her hand.
I can feel it now. My death is getting closer. I've been trying to hard to hang on but now it's getting harder. At least I was able to see her one last time. My final thoughts are of her as I draw in my last breath and speak her name.
"Gatomon."
The End
