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Information: This is to Ginny from Harry. Harry looks upon his relationship with Ginny and decides to tell her how he feels
Unnecessary Truths
You might not have been the only one that stood beside me when I fought the final battle that changed my life, yet you were the only one that stood beside me when I fought the aftermath of that battle
I once believed that I was lost, lost in this forsaken life in which I have lived a half life, unfulfilled of the daily desires for which my heart yearns to have, to hold, to claim and posses
You believed in me, not only to save you, but to save myself from a fate that might have been more terrible than death, you helped me through the dreariness of my life with your smile and offered me something true, your friendship
Your friendship was returned, unconditional, without hesitation by my person yet I feel that I have failed you
For now I do not want to be your friend neither anything less, you scared my heart in places I did not know wounds could be made, my day is gray without the brightness of your smile while the nights become twice and sometimes thrice as dark
All sounds sound dull compared to the sweetness of your voice, even the singing of a mocking bird cannot match up to thee, your beauty is something unmatchable in any place of the world in which we are surrounded
Thy eyes are mystic pools in which I lose myself and find that I never want to be discovered nor saved, although I have described what you mean to me, I have yet to label the feelings which posses me
Friendship is too weak a word, while lust does not fully qualify, although I do burst of such an emotion for you, I search for the right way to make you comprehend yet ironically I do not fully comprehend myself
You might not believe my words, you might try to persuade me otherwise but it shall be in vain , I tread around the truth, failing to successfully disguise it, for I know the truth of my actions and my words
And it is not as you think, that I am your friend, for my deepest and newborn desire is to be something more, so my dearest, you understand that although I have been trying to say other unnecessary truths
I have neglected to tell you the largest truth that deserves to be heard either way, I hide within me from dusk to dawn the greatest feeling that could be felt or even expressed or shared
I realize that now things will never be the way they were before yet I hope I still have your friendship when I say the words
"I love you"
A/N please tell me what you think I would appreciate it sooooooooo much mwa!!
