Hello here is the first chapter of 'Never meant to love'. I wrote this story so I could let loose on my imagination, not to please you people. Remember that,
I own nothing but Alex.
Alex POV:
My name is Alex. My life is full of secrets. I've never really had a real friend....well a long term friend. I was best friends with a boy two centuries ago, but that doesn't matter. I have only one parent, who I keep secret, the other long dead.
I am part werewolf, part vampire, part witch, and part shape shifter. And this is my story.
As a child, I was very dangerous. I couldn't control my powers but I was extremely smart and adaptive. I was taught by my father to be emotionless, something my mom didn't approve of. I grew to love night and darkness. My mom taught me how to draw, she was more of a fun parent. I had my mom's icy blue eyes, her flexibility and grace. I had my father's long, straight ebony hair, pale vampire skin and silent movement. At the age of 17 I stopped growing, though I could shape-shift my body to appear younger or older. My mother died almost a century later in a vampire war, killed by her own kind, werewolves and shape-shifters, as they saw her as a traitor. I ran away from home, my father, and was nothing but a shadow....that is until now.
I look over the cliff in Mexico, watching teenagers worry about another year of high school.
'I haven't gone to school or talked to anyone in centuries. I wonder when Dad gave up looking for 'his precious dauhter'.' I mentally muse.
"I guess it's time to go back to school, what else could I do." I whisper to my self. I run to a library in a town in California.
"Could I have a listing of small high schools in......Washington?" I ask with a sickly sweet smile. The old librarian looked a little creeped out. I mean who wouldn't! I was dressed in a black trench coat, black tennis shoes, a silver necklace with a black crow with red eyes, black sweat pants, and a black spaghetti strap shirt with silver and red designs.....and I giving a librarian a sickly sweet smile. She silently gave me a small listings of schools. As I walked out side, I stuffed the papers in my inside pocket before going into a cafe. I sat in a table in the back, surrounded by shadows. I could tell some boys were staring at me cause a waiter came up to me, almost drooling, and got my tea, checking me out all the way. I decided I should start to look at the schools and decide on one.
"Forks sounds the most abnormal.....I'll go there." I decide. I finish my tea and leave. I walk to the edge of the forest and start to run when no one is in sight. I arrive at a Realtor in Forks a minute later. As he sees me, he smiles.
"What can I do for you today Miss?" he asks.
"Do you have some cheap houses for sale around here." I demand. He looks startle for a minute but quickly regains his composer. I buy a mansion for $115,447, cheap cause there was a massacre of a family of 6 there. On the way to my new home, I bought a silver motorcycle that could act as a dirt bike for appearances. When I got to the address of my new house, I was pleased with the house. It was a three story house made of onyx and black jade. The windows were translucent and tinted so no one could look through them. The front and garage doors were silver. I parked my bike in one of the four garages. I saw people look at me in horror as I went inside and locked the door behind me. All the furniture was still in place but in the living room it was clear where the murder had occurred. I used nonverbal wand-less magic to clean up the dust and blood stain, decorate my room [the third floor only had a huge bedroom with a large full bathroom so I choose that one], and stock the kitchen with food.
"Perfect." I yawn before falling asleep in my red satin sheets on my new king sized bed.
In the morning I decide I should register in Fork's High School. I magically make a new outfit appear. It had a silver T-shirt with swirled black designs, black skinny jeans, my crow necklace, and my black tennis shoes. I combed my hair and ate breakfast. I grabbed the keys to my motorcycle and left the house, driving to the school. A kind looking lady looked surprised when I said I would like to enroll. She started to ask me questions so I could be registered.
"Name?"
"Alex Crow." there was no way I was giving anyone my real last name.
"Age?"
"17."
"Parents names?"
"My mom died and my father abandoned me at the age of 11." She turned to look at me with pity.
"Education?"
"I was home schooled by a tutor my dad hired and when I was abandoned at an orphanage, they taught me."
"I am sorry but that's all I can answer for now, it is a sensitive subject for me." I whimper, casting a spell to give me the appearance of crying.
"Ok, dear. School starts in a week. Here is your schedule and list of things you'll need." I smiled, took the pieces of paper, and left. I went to an all purpose store and bought all the required things. I also got some food, that way people wouldn't get suspicious when I didn't leave the house to get food. I rode back home, things in a black leather bag I bought. I got home parked my motorcycle in the garage, put the food away, and looked over my schedule.
1st Period: Math
2nd Period: Gym
3rd Period: English
And so it continued on like that. I was happy to find an art class.
'Great,' I mentally sigh. 'I wonder what school's going to be like.' After a few minutes, my thoughts were interrupted by the door bell ringing. I growled and walked to the door. I calmed down a little before opening it. In front of me was a guy around17 with short blond hair and childish blue eyes.
"What?" I ask him impatiently.
"Hello, I'm Mike Newton. I was wondering why you are in the old abandoned house?" she said, oblivious to my angry mood.
"I bought the place yesterday, I live here."I answered before shutting the door in his face. I sat down again and turned on the huge wall size plasma with surround sound. After an hour, I grew bored. I went and got my ipod. I loved to listen to Rock, Metal, and Alternative. I found a way to hook it into the T.V. I turned the surround sound up all the way, the T.V. itself I turned half-way up. I started to blast 'Blood' by Papa Roach through the speakers.
I will forgive, but I won't forget
but I hope you know you've lost my respect
You better watch out
If you don't know whats going on around you
You better think twice
Before you fly off the handle and lose it
You better join us
Before you get lost in the shuffle
You gotta rise against the demons that are gonna try and hold you down
Does it run in your blood, to betray the ones you love?
Does it run in your blood, to betray the ones you love?
The ones you love,The ones you love,The ones you love
Cause I'm not a pawn for you in your f#^king game
I've got dignity and a dream that I want to achieve
Under pressure, you crumbled and you let me down
I'm not deaf and all I hear are your promises
Does it run in blood, to betray the ones you love!
Does it run in blood, to betray the ones you love!
Does it run in blood, to betray the ones you love!
Does it run in blood, to betray the ones you love!
The ones you love,The ones you love,The ones you love
Does it run in your blood, to betray the ones you love?
Yes, it runs in your blood, to betray the ones you love!
Yes, it runs in your blood, to betray the ones you love!
Yes, it runs in your blood, to betray the ones you love!
Yes, it runs in your blood, to betray the ones you love!
I will forgive but I won't forget
And I hope you know you've lost my respect
Yes, it runs in your blood, to betray the ones you love!
Yes, it runs in your blood, to betray the ones you love!
"I love that song." I sigh to myself. I turn it down as 'Had Enough' [an awesome song], by yet again Papa Roach comes on. I go upstairs and jump in bed.
I spent the rest of the week like that.
I got ready for school at 3:00 am, I don't require much sleep. I got dressed in my clothes, black tennis shoes, black sweat pants w/ pockets that had a purple rose design, black T-shirt with a silver wolf howling at the moon, my black trench coat that goes down to my ankles, and crow necklace. I put my black earphones in my ears, plugged them into my fully charged ipod, grabbed my keys, and left, locking the front door and closing the garage door. It was 7:00, as I liked to take my time. Everyone was standing near there 'new' cars and old friends. As I zoomed to the back of the parking lot, away from everyone else, I got some weird looks. I turned off my motorcycle, put a charm on it so no one but me can come within 4 ft of it, turned my ipod on and blasted the song 'Ignorance' by Paramore into my ears. I put on the silver backpack [on one shoulder] and walked towards the school doors, my black hair blowing in the wind. No one dared to get in my way to the school. I went up stairs to the second floor, where my locker was. I saw a girl trying to open my locker with the wrong combination. I leaned against the locker beside. She stopped and looked up at my amused face.
"Need some help?" I ask. She nods shyly.
"Yes.......my name's Bella Swan." Bella said awkwardly. Bella had [you should all know what Bella looks like].
"You might want to try and find the right locker." I suggest, her face heated up and she checked her piece of paper. I read it over her shoulder and stood up straight.
"This is your locker." I said, pointing to the locker I was previously leaning on.
"Thanks......Where's your locker?" she asked me innocently.
"The one you were trying and failing to open." I reply with a smug smile. At this point her face looked like a ripe tomato. I opened the locker, put away some books and went to my next class as the bell rang. I walked into the shadows, trying not to be seen. I sat in a dark corner in the back of the room. The bell rang again and everyone sat in their seats.
"Cell phones and ipods away." Mrs. Stone, the Math teacher, commands. Everyone but me puts their electronics away.
"You in the back corner, put your ipod away." As the class turns towards me, I put my ipod away. Everyone was trying to see way I looked like, but all they could see was my icy blue eyes.
"Everyone is to stand up and say their names. You in the front, start."
"Mike Newton." this kid again, really?!
"Jessica Stanley."
"Eric Yorkie."
"Angela Weber."
There were only 3 more people [it was a small school with small classes].
"Edward Cullen." As soon as he said his name, I stiffened. Memories of dad introducing me and Carlisle Cullen flashed through my mind.
'You've got to be kidding me.' I thought to myself. I sniffed the air, it was a scent of human and vampire.
"Bella Swan." somehow the girl from this morning got stuck next to him.
"Alex Crow." I said smoothly.
"Two new students this year, a first in years." With that, class began. I already knew it all, so I just folded my arms on my desk and laid my head on my arms. Class ended 13 minutes later. I grabbed my things and went to Gym class.
"Everyone, line up!" barked the teacher. Everyone scrambled to get there.
"Go get into your gym uniforms." she said. I walked gracefully and without sound to the girl's locker room. The gym clothes consisted of grey shorts, white tennis shoes and lavender T-shirts.
"Girls are going to play volleyball and the boys are going to play basketball." she said throwing me the ball. She looked at her clipboard.
"Jessica Stanley, Alex Crow pick your team. Jessica picked her weak friends. I picked people based on their speed, grace, and muscles. I hit the ball as gently as I can, but it still made them struggle. My team won 30 to 1. We all went to get changed. The bell rang, signally lunch. I stopped by my locker. I was the only one in the hallway. I could hear someone trying to sneak up on me. It was a group of vampires.
"What do you want Cullens?" I ask, turning around. They looked shocked that I caught them.
"How the..." Emmet stuttered.
"Leave me alone." was I said. I suddenly felt calm. I turned to who was trying to calm me. I saw a blond haired guy.
"It isn't polite to mess with people's emotions." I lecture playfully. He stopped and just stared at me.
"If you don't mind, I'll be leaving now." I sigh as the bell rings.
"Wait, we're playing baseball this weekend. Would you like to join us?" Alice asked. I smiled at her.
"Sure......weird." I whisper the last part looking at them all.
"What?" Rosalie says, clearly offended.
"Nothing, I've just never seen vampires with innocent souls." I reply. They look at me in shock. I just glide off to my next class.
I avoided the Cullens for the rest of the week. Soon the weekend came. I dressed in a black spaghetti strap shirt, black tennis shoes, black sweat pants, and my crow necklace. I placed a spell on my clothes so that when I shape-shift or turn into a werewolf they won't rip. I walked into the woods behind my house. There I turned into a normal wolf, that way I could just weave through the trees easily. I ran until I reached the clearing. I ran up to them. I then turned back into vampire form.
"Let's play ball." I said. I could hear a gasp from behind Edward.
"You brought Bella, didn't you." I said to Edward. She shyly stepped out from behind Edward.
"Okay, let's play." A voice behind me said. I turned slowly to face Carlisle. Thank God he didn't remember me. We started to play, Bella as umpire. Alice and I took turns pitching. Before Emmet Esme could hit the ball, I smelt a group of nomad vampires coming towards us.
"Hide Bella." I said to them, they looked at me like I was crazy.
"Nomad vampires, 3 of them." I explain. They nod and we all run towards home plate. Bella was safely hidden in the jeep, so we couldn't smell her. The three vampires came out of the mist at the edge of the field. They came to stand in front of us. The blond guy coming to stand directly in front of me.
"I am Laurent." the Jamaican said.
"Victoria." said the redhead.
"James." he said, looking at me. That name sounds familiar....along with his looks.
"I am Carlisle, this is Esme, Emmet, Rosalie, Jasper, Alice, and Edward." Carlisle introduced them.
"Who are you?" Laurant asked, nodding it me.
"Alex." was all I said. James eyes widen.
"You." he said pointing at me. Only now did I remember. These was the boy I saved and became friends with 2 centuries ago.
"I haven't seen you in two centuries." I comment with a smile. He smiled in return, it may have look threatening but it was still the smile I remember. I jumped on him in a hug. He spun me around in return.
"So wait....you two know each other." Emmet said, clearly confused.
"Yeah, but the last time I saw her she was a werewolf and I was a human. She saved me from being mauled by an insane werewolf during the third vampire vs werewolf war." he explained.
"How you did that I'll never know." he said to me. I jumped away from him for a moment and turned into a werewolf. I was huge, black, and had bright red eyes.
"How is this possible!?" I heard Carlisle whisper. I turn back to normal. Suddenly, I remember Bella.
"Edward, weren't you just about to leave." I secretly remind him. He nods quickly and leaves in the jeep with Bella inside. Alice starts to growl. We all turn towards her.
"The Volturi are coming, I can't see why though." she said, grabbing her head in pain.
"Which members!" I demand, shaking in anger.
"Alec. He's the only one coming." she replies, slightly worried. I remember Alec, he was the only one who knew I was leaving. Alec was my favorite person in the Volturi. I lived in guilt for two centuries of leaving him. I calm down.
"He's okay." I reply to the worried vampires.
"How do you know." Victoria growls, probably jealous from the attention James has been giving me.
"I can't tell you. Only four people know everything about me, I intend to keep it that way." I snarl. James wraps his arms in an iron grip around my waist.
"Hello Alex." a cool voice says from behind us. I turn to face him.
"Hello Alec." I reply running towards him. He smiles and runs towards me. He grabbed me around the waist in a tight hug. As we pull apart he smirks.
"I saved your butt and all I get in return is a hug?!" he complains. I peck him on the lips. As we pull apart Carlisle growls.
"Why are you kissing a member of the Volturi!" Carlisle demands. I narrow my eyes at him and growl.
"You don't know him. Alec is an awesome guy and not as blood thirsty as the rest of them." I reply, my eyes turning black.
"Calm down." Alec and James try to sooth me.
"Sorry, It's just that my unwanted past is coming back." I say with a shy smile.
"Anyway, I came to warn you. He is coming for you. He had a spy around here that saw you and he is on his way as we speak." Alec states.
"Who is he?" Jasper asks.
"You haven't told them?" Alec says.
"No." I say sheepishly.
"Either you tell them or James and I will." Alec threatens.
"Tell us what!" Alice says, throwing her arms in the air in frustration.
"My past. I'll tell them." I sigh. I sit down, them sitting in a circle around me.
"I was born 700 years ago. My mother was a werewolf, witch and shape-shifter. Her name was Persephone Black, named after the wife of Hades. She fell in love with my dad, Aro Volturi. As we all know, Aro is the leader of the Volturi and a strong vampire. When I turned 17, I stopped growing, though sense I am a shape-shifter I can appear younger or older. One century later, during the second vampire vs werewolf war, my dad let her fight in it. She was killed by her own kind, they saw her as a traitor. I blamed Aro. Sense she died, I was named Princess of the Volturi, a title I hate. Father never let me out of his sight. I ran away, it was my only choice. Alec here knew of my plan and begged me not to leave, even when I did, he gave me time to get as far as possible from Voltura. Sense then, I've saved James and wasted my time. So I came here to go to school, to do something. And here we are." I tell them my story.
"So you were Alexandra Crow Volturi. I remember Aro introducing us." Carlisle sighs. "I should have known."
"We have to leave, Aro is coming." Esme and Rosalie remind us.
"It looks like we're off." Emmet says. I shake my head.
"Only me, James and Alec are going." I reply.
"I'm going with you, no changing my mind." Alice says, standing next to me.
"James, Alex, Alec, Jasper, and I going, no one else." Alice says. I nod quickly. I use my magic to transport us to Africa.
"Africa, really?!" They complain.
"Yes, now let's find a villege for us to hide in."
Well, there was chapter one. I'm not sure who to have Alex end up with so you can vote on the thing on my profile.
Reviews are welcome.
