I hesitated, trying to think of some way to get a few seconds alone.

"Could you . . . pack some of the food? You know, in case I get hungry again."

"Of course," he said, his eyes suddenly soft. "Don't worry about anything. We'll get to Carlisle in just a few hours, really. This will all be over soon."

I nodded, not trusting my voice.

He turned and left the room, one big suitcase in each hand.

I whirled and scooped up the phone he'd lefty on the counter. It was very unlike him to forget things- to forget that Gustavo was coming, to leave his phone lying here. He was so stressed he was barely himself.

I flipped open the phone quickly and dialled a number that I haven't dialled in years, Scared that I'll be out casted for my actions.

I rang the mansion, Charles school for gifted youngsters, and waited.

I recognised the voice that picked up immediately.

"Hello" Rouges sweet voice giggled.

"Rouge is that you?" I asked unsure if she would hang up on me.

"You have some nerve calling us python; do you have any idea what you've done to us? To Logan, Victor and, me?" she demanded.

"Rouge I was scared and I'm sorry for running of on you, but I really need your help. Please" I begged.

"What are you talking abo-"Logan's ruff voice interrupted Rouges voice.

"Izy, were the hell are you? Vick and I have been worried sick for years looking for you then all of a sudden you ring for help. It better be as good a reason as joining magneto."

"I'm pregnant with my husband's baby and he wants to kill it. And, for the record, that was the phoenix, not me."

"What the hell! Your married and you didn't invite us- wait your pregnant with your hubby's kid and he wants to kill it? Who the hell did you marry big sis, cause he's really messed up."

"Logan I'll tell you why he wants to kill it but just don't freak out" I heard a faint 'OK' on the other end of the line " he's a vampire."

"YOU MARRIED A BLOODY BLOOD SUCKER! YOU STUPID GIRL! DO YOU RELISE HE COULD KILL YOU!" he screamed into the phone.

I heard Victor through the phone saying things like 'who's a stupid girl.....Izy's were... you're kidding me... I'm going to be an uncle yay me... oh tuff luck kiddo...Say yes say yes I want to see my big sis' god I love that idiot sometimes.

"Fine, I'll get the team ready and meat you... Were exactly?"

"Thank you Logan, oh and Victor" I said smiling.

I gave him the where's and when's and ended the call as fast as I could, and deleted it from call history just before Edward came back in the kitchen.

My own personal Greek god came walking in through the kitchen door and stood behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me to him.

"Everything will be okay Bella, we'll get that thing out of you before it can hurt you, I promise" he gently kissed my shoulder.

"Edward how can you say that!"I practically shouted, I pushed myself away from him and leaned against the kitchen counter "You know what, just forget it!"

"Bella, are you OK?" Edwards's velvet voice asked.

"No Edward, I am not OK" I growled.

"Tell me why your upset Bella, please. I don't want to see you upset love" Edward moved so he was pinning me to the counter.

"Tell me why you want our baby dead, after you told me that you would do anything for me to have children before I was changed!" I screeched. Edwards face suddenly went angry

"You think I wasn't happy! Your pregnant with my child, not mikes or that dogs, mine. I want this baby, but I can't lose you Bella, I just can't live without you Bella. I would die without you, I nearly did" he whispered into my neck.

"Edward, we need to talk" I told him as seriosly as possibly.


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