SONGFIC: the song is 'Its all your fault' by Pink.


"I don't want you. Not anymore".

Six words that changed everything.

I didn't know what to think. Let alone what to say in response.

I'd finally gotten the truth from you.

And although it hurt, a lot, I was glad I knew for sure.

I conjure up the thought of being gone
But I'd probably even do that wrong
I try to think about which way
Would I be able to and would I be afraid

My relief of knowing the truth didn't last long. The hurt went deeper than I realised.

And the pain of rejection, as it finally sunk in didn't help.

Cause oh I'm bleeding out inside
Oh I don't even mind

I knew though. Deep down, that you were too good for me. With a group of girls pretty much throwing themselves at you. I couldn't understand why you picked me.

But when I brought the subject up, you had waved it off and given me a simple answer.

"Easy, I really like you. Regardless of who or what I 'could' have. I want to have you."

It's all your fault
You called me beautiful
You turned me out
And now I can't turn back
I hold my breath
Because you were perfect
But I'm running out of air
And it's not fair

As I think about it now, I begin to wonder if it was all fake. Every word, every kiss, a total charade?

The thought is instantly replaced with guilt. No. You wouldn't... Would you?

I'm trying to figure out what else to say
To make you turn around and come back this way
I feel like we could be really awesome together
So make up your mind cause it's now or never

You had been my life. My best friend. My boyfriend. Everything.

Up until about five minutes ago when you had finally spoken the truth.

I acted fine. I was good at it by now. I told you I understood and waited until you left before I let myself show any emotion. Now, the waves of pain reared up high and washed over my head. Pulling me under.

It's all your fault
You called me beautiful
You turned me out
And now I can't turn back
I hold my breath
Because you were perfect
But I'm running out of air
And it's not fair

I don't know how. But we managed to stay friends. I watched as you got a new girlfriend, and I pretended to be happy for you. And when you broke up, you turned to me, and I was more than willing to be there for you. Even if it meant more pain for me.

I would never pull the trigger
But I've cried wolf a thousand times
I wish you could
Feel as bad as I do
I have lost my mind

About a year passed. I never fully got over you, but with some help, mostly from Axel, Roxas, and Kairi, it became easier to deal with.

Our friendship kinda fizzled out. Which, in some ways was a relief, in others, unbearable.

But I got through, as I normally did.

It's all your fault
You called me beautiful
You turned me out
And now I can't turn back
I hold my breath
Because you were perfect
But I'm running out of air
And it's not fair

You eventually left Destiny Islands, and went to follow your own path.

I finished school, and then went my own way.

I mostly forgot about you. And when I did remember, it brought back painful memories, so I forced myself not to remember.

As I look back I can't decide whether I regret everything that happened with us or not.

Because of all the good and bad memories I have, even now I can't bring myself to wish it hadn't happened. However, in other ways, I can't help but wonder if all the pain could have been avoided.

But thats life I guess. We can't go back and change things to suit us. No matter how desperately we want them.

I hold my breath
Because you were perfect
But I'm running out of air
And it's not fair