Sorry in advance if this isn't to your liking. This story is about a gay couple that's right GAY, if you don't like then don't read, it may start out fluffy, but I plan to add some borderline to M rated stuff in here. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED! Lol to everyone else hope you enjoy, this is my first time doing this type of pairing so please be kind.
BTW I do not own Fairy Tail in anyway as much as I would really, really like too.
Utter Chaos
Chapter One: Natsu's realisation
I have a problem, it's something I never really thought about before but lately it seems to pop into my head all the time. Ever since I started dating my childhood friend to be exact. I don't like her. I mean of course I like her, she's always been my friend, but ever since we were kids she's been talking about getting married and having, well kids. I used to think that I just wasn't interested because well I was a kid, but now I'm seventeen and well, shouldn't I feel excited to see her? Shouldn't I want to kiss her? Even the stories my friends tell about what they do with their girlfriends, even the suggestions they throw at me, I have to hide my shudder at the thought of doing THAT sort of thing with HER. I know that's not normal, but it's not like I can talk to Gray or Gajeel about it. We're rivals and we fight all the time, but if I say something like this, things might not be the same. I may act like an idiot, but I really worry about this type of thing. I mean I'm already being made fun of because Lisanna and I haven't gone any farther than kissing and it's always because she initiates it, she's even the one who asked me out. I went out with her because that's what's expected, right? If my friends ever found out that I'm the one putting the brakes on everything they might think I'm some girly boy when I'm supposed to be the toughest guy here at school with the worst reputation.
"Hey Natsu!" I'm shaken out of my thoughts by Lucy. She's my best friend and she's also going out with this guy named Loki. Crazy I know he used to be the school's number one womanizing jerk that all the girls wanted no matter how many he cheated on, but somehow she was able to calm him down and get him to settle for only her. "Sooo, is anything wrong? I mean lately you just seem to be out of it. You've even been going to class." Lucy laughed joking while at the same time letting me know she was serious. Damn Lucy and her perceptiveness, at least I think that's the word. Why did she have to notice that I've been thinking so much? Most people wouldn't believe it but Lucy is one of the few who knows better. "Is Lisanna treating you okay?"
That last question made me blink; "Oh no everything's fine, she treats me great you know." I say grimacing not able to give her a real smile.
"Okay… then what's wrong? Do you not like dating her?"
"Huh?!" I say loudly. Oh Mavis please let her interpret it as her asking a ridiculous question and not that she guessed exactly what was on my mind. Lucy's scary that way she can sometimes read your mind. Not really she just pays attention, but her guesses are usually correct, not that I'd tell her that.
"Wow Natsu I was just kidding." I let go of my breath, funny I didn't even realise I had been holding it. Lucy suddenly became serious. "You know that you can talk to me about anything, right? I mean you're my best friend and I don't like seeing you upset." She says softly. "Not that I want you to stop going to your classes again, but I at least want to see an honest smile and not the tortured one you've been wearing recently, okay? So go hang out with Gray, I'll try and distract Lisanna for the afternoon, but I have a date tonight, so better have fun quick!" Lucy winks at me.
"Sure thing Luce!" I say as I start running off to find my friends, they could be anywhere now that school is done. We may have to live in the dorms, but we aren't confined to the campus like some private schools. Which is weird since all of the students here are delinquent students, I myself am in trouble for lots of things; like my hair (nobody believes it's my real colour), skipping classes (because it's so boring I will just end up sleeping and still getting in trouble), fighting (mostly with Gajeel and Gray), and of course because I'm kind of a klutz I destroy things… often, usually because I over do things or just my general lack of grace, everyone knows not lot let me near anything fragile. Lis is here because she can kind of go off the deep end when she gets stressed out, she actually almost killed another girl in her class once just because she had gotten better grades, since coming to this school she's calmed down though which is good. Ugh Lis what am I going to do, I guess I'm just going to have to tell her, but what should I say? – "Ouch! That hurt! Watch where you're going!" I yell from the ground quickly blaming whoever is in front of me before they can blame me.
"Oh- I'm sorry." I look up towards the voice and see the most amazing looking guy. I'm actually speechless, which doesn't happen often. I shake my head just what is so amazing about him? I can't tear my eyes away for some reason. "I didn't hit you that hard did I?" the guy asks with a smirk, I start blushing he probably thinks I'm an idiot now. He reaches down and offers me his hand, surprisingly I take it. I don't understand why I'm accepting his help usually at this point I'd have already started beating this guy to a pulp! He's smirked at me, he knocked me over and now he has the gall to help me! Why aren't I angry?! What the hell?! "I'm Sting by the way, Sting Eucliff." He casually introduces himself as he helps me to my feet. Is it just me or did he take too long to let go of my hand? Wait why am I disappointed that he let go?! My face feels hot; my hand is tingling like I've grabbed an electric fence. What is this weird feeling?! "Um… are you okay?" he asks waving his hand in front of my face, this time he actually looks concerned, must think I hit my head when I fell, great first impression I'm making.
"Oh, y-yeah, um my name is Natsu, Natsu Dragneel, nice to meet you." I say giving him a huge smile to show that I'm alright, for some reason right now my smile doesn't feel forced, it's been awhile since I've smiled this sincerely, just thinking that makes my smile get even bigger.
"Nice to meet you too Natsu, next time though you really should watch where you are going, especially when you run so fast." Sting teases. Huh? He knew it was my fault for running into him and he was still this nice? He checks his watch and his face goes pale. "I've got to go, I'll see you around!" he shouts as he walks away. I watch him leave and I realise that I am full of energy. I haven't felt like this in months! I look up and see a familiar head of dark hair heading back to the dorms.
"OI! PERVERT!" I yell to get his attention. It was Gray; he's in this school because of his habit of stripping without realising it and well his fighting too.
"What do you want Flamebrain?!" he yells back, great he's ready to fight. This is great! After about an hour of fighting in the street we start heading to the dorms arguing over who won as we both can no longer fight. "Hey Natsu? What's gotten you in such a good mood?" Gray asks suddenly as we get to the dorms.
"What are you talking about?"
"Well it's been a while since you've smiled like that. Did something happen today?" I look at him confused. He rolls his eyes, but continues. "Also did you know that this is the first time in months that we've actually fought? You haven't been yourself."
"Huh, that's weird. I hadn't noticed." Obvious lie but what else can I say. I start to think of when I started to feel normal again. I'll talk to Lucy later, she's really good at helping me realise things when I can't think of them myself. Maybe she can tell me what happened when I met that guy too. I start blushing as I realise, on my own that I've been happy since I met HIM. No that's wrong I was pissed because he knocked me down and insulted me by offering me his help. I needed to fight someone to get rid of my anger, that's what that was.
"Whoa, Natsu what's up? Why're you blushing?... No way?! Did something finally happen between you and Lisanna?! Dude spill!" Gray commanded.
"What?! No! I've – I've got to talk to Lucy!" I yell as I run towards the girls dorm, not even bother to text or call Luce from my cell phone, I just run straight to her window and climb up the tree to get there.
"Luuuuce! – What?! Oh Mavis!" I yell almost falling from the window sill. Apparently I had *cough interrupted her and Loki, man was this awkward. Okay just turn away I don't want to accidentally stare at Loki and make things worse.
"NATSU! Gaah! Stop looking at me and turn away!" Lucy smacks me. Right not good to look at girls when they don't have their shirts on.
"Luuuuce." I whine staring at the ceiling so as not to look at anyone. "I need to talk to you."
"Couldn't you have called? At least then I would have had some warning." Loki grumbles, and him knowing that Luce would help me no matter what she had been doing, starts getting his things together. "See you later Princess." He says then he glares at me before he walks out the door. Seriously what the hell did I do?
"Okay Natsu, "Lucy says with her sickly sweet voice that usually means I'm in trouble. "What is so important that you had to interrupt my date?"
"Well you said I could talk to you about anything and I feel like I have something to tell you, but I don't know what it is. So I guess I have more of a question to ask." I say very fast aware that she is seconds away from either kicking me or kicking me out. I look at her and take her silence as approval to go on. "Okay so I just want to know what it means when you get this really strange tingling sensation, you know in your stomach." Lucy's eyes widen. "You know it's like you're falling, but you're not and you just want to smile even if you are super pissed because you just got knocked down."
"Natsu?" Lucy asks gently. "Are you saying that you've felt that way?" I nod. "Oh Mavis! Wow! I can't believe it! Natsu is in love! Who would have thought?! Wow Lisanna is going to be so happy!" Lucy squeals as she dances on her toes.
I frown. "Lisanna? What does this have to do with Lisanna?" I ask.
"What do you mean?" Lucy asks, her face falling a little as she freezes. "You mean you like someone else?"
"So this feeling means that you like someone?" I ask just to confirm. She nods her head a little. "That can't be! You sure that it doesn't mean that I hate this person?! I mean that guy is the worst! He knocked me down and laughed at me and then offered to help me like I was a helpless idiot!"
Lucy giggles. "Natsu you are a helpless idiot and it definitely means you like… wait HIM?!" she shrieks.
"Ow Luce, my ears!" I glare at her.
"What do you mean by him? Since when are you into guys?" Lucy interrogates not really lowering the volume, but thankfully lowering the pitch.
"What?! No! I'm not! At least I don't think I am, but if it's true that that feeling means I like him, then it must be true. But why? I mean he's not that nice of a guy he made fun of me, but for some reason I couldn't pick a fight with him like I usually do and when he helped me up I felt like I was on fire, and even now just thinking about it I feel the same and I can't help but smile. Gaaaaah! This so confusing! What the hell is happening to me?!"
"Wow, that's awesome you like someone so much after just one meeting." Lucy says when I finally take a breath. "I can see how much you like him, you really have it bad." Lucy chuckles.
"Well Natsu, I think it's pretty obvious you're gay or at least gay for him. You're going to have to -" Just then the door to Lucy's room opened and Lucy shut up right away, because standing in the doorway was Lucy's roommate.
"Hey Lucy! Natsu what are you doing here? I thought Lucy was supposed to be having a date?"
"Oh, hey… Lisanna."
End of Chapter
Author's note
So I know that that was kind of long and I guess I already entered into M territory by making it so obvious what Loki and Lucy were doing, forgot about that scene lol. Anyway I hope you liked it so far although I don't think my other chapters will be as long though. Please read and review if you want me to continue.
