p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"If someone had told me that my life would end after my 23rd birthday, I would have most likely looked at them funny and asked to spare the ominous predictions for those who actually believed in such nonsense./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"No, that was a disturbing thought to have. Not because I assumed I would never die, I'm not soft in the head. For some reason when you are in your twenties you hardly consider the possibility of kicking the bucket young. Obviously, it happens to some; you'd read about it in the news and would think of how terrible it was when young lives are interrupted so soon, and comment on the unnaturalness of such occurrence./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"I passed away on a cold November night. Nothing memorable happened, it was no grandiose death. Because of that, I can never fully recall what happened to me, for some reason those memories seem to evade me to this day, while I can clearly remember even the smallest details about the life I carried until then./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"I was about to hop in the shower when suddenly I felt like I was being wrapped in a warm blanket, almost as if I was being enveloped in the black, thick darkness of my room. All I could hear was a gurgling sound bubbling up in my ears, just like at the bottom of the ocean. I tried wiggling my body but found it aching, the pain was shooting up and down my nervous system./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"I desisted after a while, deciding it'd be best to remain still and wait it out. A sense of abandonment coursed through me, and I allowed myself to be numbed out by all the oddly relaxing stimuli around me./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"Finally, I was calm, happy, at peace./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"No, that was a disturbing thought to have. Not because I assumed I would never die, I'm not soft in the head. For some reason when you are in your twenties you hardly consider the possibility of kicking the bucket young. Obviously, it happens to some; you'd read about it in the news and would think of how terrible it was when young lives are interrupted so soon, and comment on the unnaturalness of such occurrence./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"I passed away on a cold November night. Nothing memorable happened, it was no grandiose death. Because of that, I can never fully recall what happened to me, for some reason those memories seem to evade me to this day, while I can clearly remember even the smallest details about the life I carried until then./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"I was about to hop in the shower when suddenly I felt like I was being wrapped in a warm blanket, almost as if I was being enveloped in the black, thick darkness of my room. All I could hear was a gurgling sound bubbling up in my ears, just like at the bottom of the ocean. I tried wiggling my body but found it aching, the pain was shooting up and down my nervous system./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"I desisted after a while, deciding it'd be best to remain still and wait it out. A sense of abandonment coursed through me, and I allowed myself to be numbed out by all the oddly relaxing stimuli around me./p
p style="font-family: 'Lucida Grande', 'Lucida Sans Unicode', 'GNU Unifont', Verdana, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 14px;"Finally, I was calm, happy, at peace./p
