My attempt at Jesse's apology to Rachel, cuz I really do believe they a are a match made in heaven. But, I also like, Finchel, so don't get all offended, cuz I will write some Finchel stories too. Also, if you don't agree with me about St. Berry, please do not murder the reviews section. Thanks!
~BrunetteKlaineLover
Dear Rachel
Rachel's POV
I was mad at Jesse. Actually, I wasn't mad- I WAS FURIOUS! I wanted him to hurt. Like he hurt me. Well, until I saw this. It's a letter that I found on my windowsill this morning. It read...
Dear Rachel,
I know that what I did was wrong, and I know that I am the last person you want to talk to right now. Which is why I wrote you this letter. Anyways, I'll get on with this so I don't waste too much of your time. I just need you to know how I feel. When Ms. Corcoran... well, your mother, told me to do this, I thought of it as a great acting exercise. But, the moment that we sang together, I knew that you were special. We started hanging out. And I truly enjoy spending time with you.. which was why I was happy when Ms. Corcoran told me to transferred to McKinely. We were friends. But then, something happened. I .. fell in love. Wait, I know you will crumple up the note at this point, but please let, me finish. To be honest with you, I was always honest with you about myself. Actually, you were the only person I weave ever been myself with. The person I show to the world is Jesse St. James- the confident, talented, player, national show choir winner, destroyer of competition. But with you, who I truly am, is just... Jesse- who is self conscious, kind, and just loves to sing. So, I never broke my promise. Jesse didn't hurt you. Jesse St. James did. I know you can never forgive him for that.. but I was hoping that maybe you could forgive me.. I know, I know, I sound crazy. But.. I love you Rachel. And I need you to keep me grounded, or else Jesse will be dominated by the egotistical Jesse St. James. I will always hate myself for what I did to you, even if I am lucky enough that you forgive me. For now, Jesse is non existent. It is killing me inside, but I know only you can save me. So goodbye for... now. In short...
I love you
Jesse xxxx
I am with Finn now. But I will always have feelings for Jesse. Actually... I will always LOVE Jesse. And like in all musicals, true love always perseveres.
I started crying while writing this. Then I realized Rachel was kind of a bitch by breaking Jesse's heart in front if the whole world at Nationals in New York. So.. Yeah I'm a little torn on my shipping perspective at the moment. On another note, I have decided o write a Fat Amy story, but I need ideas on what it should be about. I'd very much appreciate if it could be a little longer, cuz I'm not very find if one shots, but I could do a whole bunch of one shots. I might be writing more Pitch Perfect fics, instead of glee for now because I am a little heartbroken about St. Berry. I think imma go watch Hell-O to see if my hope in St. Berry can be restored somehow. Wow, I'm really good at babbling.. Well, thanks, if you even read it. Stoto catch your attention... FAT AMY STORY IDEAS WANTED.
~Thanks, BrunetteKlaineLover
