Always Here but not Waiting

Is it enough to love?

I sit here and wait for you,
My heart longing for your face,
The nursery window is blue in the moonlight,
You'd never grow up just for a chase,

Is it enough to breathe?

The thought of growing up and losing your youth,
The enchantment that the islands magic holds,
Stares me back in the face; the truth,
And the way it tears my heart to folds

Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed

The night has begun to trickle by,
The tears slide down my cheeks and I cry,
The flicker of hope in my chest starts to die,
For I know that it is vain to try,

Is it enough to die?

Will you ever see,
The time that has passed between us?
That star still shines to the right always reminding of a long lost glee,
I have left my past behind and will make no more fuss,

Somebody save my life
Forever bright and in the distance,
That night once ago confirming your existence,
Shall stay in my memory always persistent,
It will never feel the rejection in your lack of insistence

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

You never were a cheater,
Nor a liar nor a con,
For that I will always remember you,
But that is all in the past now, Peter.