In Order To Stay But Not In Love

Ziva POV

I was going to kill Dinozzo and it was just because he wouldn't leave me alone for not getting him a coffee this morning! "God Dammit DiNozzo I didn't get you a coffee because I am not married to you!" I yelled at him.

"Yeah I know that you turned down my proposal because you wanted a mature male to pretend to love in order to stay here and not have to go back to your father and Mossad!"

"I didn't do that for no reason! Gibbs proposed to me and I said yes! He knows why I married him! For Gods sake he doesn't care! He is the one who came up with the damn plan!"

"Yeah well you could've married someone who actually loves you! Not a man who is going to use you then drop you like yesterdays milk!"

"He won't because he isn't like that!"

"Yes he will! You know it!"

"Go to Hell!" I screamed at him just as Gibbs walked in with Mcgee and I walked out and straight to the women's bathroom.

Gibbs POV

"What the hell just happened DiNozzo!?" I yelled at him watching Ziva walk away.

"We had an arguement" he said simply.

"Yeah I got that! About what?"

"Nothing good just her english"

"Like hell DiNozzo why would she walk away?"

"Because she was mad" he said and then I watched her go to the back elevator.

"She better be ok or I will have your head!" I snapped then followed her. I checked in with Ducky to see if she was there first. Then I went to Abbys lab, but found her door locked. "Abbs open the door!" I yelled.

Ziva POV

I told Abby I just wanted some peice and quiet and she complied, but went even farther then I expected. She locked the door and we went into her office and locked that door as well. "Thanks Abbs" I whispered sitting back against the wall.

"No problem, but I want you to tell me whats wrong"

"Tony was ragging on me for marrying Gibbs again. Then he said he loves me. Then I flipped out and I want to kill him, so I walked away, but I know Gibbs saw me"

"Oh Ziva" she said hugging me tight.

"But even more of a problem is that I am having Gibbs' kid"

"No"

"Yes... I wanted one so bad and well we're married and he said it would probably help convince my father even more and so... well you know"

"Oh Ziva you still want it don't you?"

"Of course I do. Except I think that he feels more for me than I origionally thought" I cried.

"Oh Ziva... Its ok... relax... he knows how you feel about him and that he tried to help you stay in the US. It was his plan and you just went along with it!"

"I know" I sighed then yawned.

"Take a nap we have no case. I'm tired too so I will join you" she said and we layed down on the floor. I just wished I could tell Abby that I really loved her.

Gibbs POV

I broke into her lab and then went to check her office, but found the door locked and both Ziva and Abby asleep. "Ziva! Abby!" I called through the door then I knocked on it. I watched as they both woke up and thought about how wonderful Ziva looked to me.

"Gibbs!" Abby said and then unlocked the door.

"Hey Abbs. Can I talk to Ziva for a minute?"

"Of course" she said and she left the room. Leaving me alone with Ziva who looked slightly annoyed.

"Look Ziva whatever Tony did he's just jealous."

"I know Gibbs he told me he loves me, and I know you have feelings for me now too."

"You're right"

"But I don't have real feelings for each of you. I'm sorry, but Tony pisses me off and you I thought this was all part of the plan to keep me in the US. I have feelings for someone else on the team."

"Who?"

"Abby" she said and then glanced out the window where we saw Abby drop her caf-pow."Oh no!"

"Abby heard that didn't she?"

"Yep." she said before flying out of the room.

Ziva POV

"Abby I was going to tell you I just didn't know how to! I'm so sorry!" I said walking over to her.

"Ziva? Was that true?"

"Of course it was why would I say that if I didn't mean it!"

"To get Tony off your back..."

"But I just told Gibbs, Abby, Gibbs... I love you" I said slowly just to get her to understand. Then she kissed me. I just stood shocked for a minute and when she pulled back she looked worried.

"Was that a bad thing?"

"No" I said and pulled her in for a kiss. When we pulled apart to catch our breath Gibbs decided to remind us he was there.

"Hey I don't care that you guys are together and all, but you're still married Ziva and we all have paper work to do" he said.

"I can work down here" I said, but caught a head slap to the back of my head. "Never mind."

"That's what I thought David" he said, but I turned right back around on him.

"It's Gibbs or did you forget you married me?"

"Right" he said, but I didn't hear it because I turned around and threw up.

Gibbs POV

Ziva was just fine a second ago and now she was throwing up into Abbys trash can. "Ziver you alright?"

"Just peachy" she said after she had finished and had wiped her mouth.

"Well I want Ducky to check you over just in case" I told her and then pulled her down to autopsy because she was trying to get out of it.

"Gibbs I don't need Ducky to tell me what is wrong" she said just as we entered the room.

"Tell you whats wrong?" Ducky asked looking at us.

"Ziva just threw up in Abbys trash can"

"Oh and why don't I need to look you over?"

Ziva POV

"Because I was going to tell you this evening, but I guess its too late now. Gibbs I am pregnant"

"Wait what?" They both questioned eyes bugging out of their heads.

"I am pregnant with your child Leroy Jethro Gibbs" I said slowly to get him to understand.

"Wait we only... One time... What?"

"Yes, one time, two months ago, no protection, and you said it might make us more convincing" I said and didn't see what happened next coming.

Ducky slapped Gibbs. Like head slapped Gibbs. "Jethro! I expect better of you!"