unfortunately i do not own the series. if i did, certain unfortunate events would not have happened. such as the breakup of alec and magnus

Dear Magnus,

I see you laughing and dancing with others and I wish it was with me. I wish it was me that was making you smile, but ever since that night and the words we both said it will never be me. And I know this is weird and I know this is pathetic but I still wish you the best and love even if it's not with me. We were supposed to be this forever couple, that's what all our friends said.

The thing with forever is that nothing lasts that long, not even us. So Magnus, I will leave if it makes you happy. I will love you from a distance if it brings you peace. Just know that if you should ever call, I will come. If you ever forgive me for my faults I'll come running in a heartbeat. Because I still love you and I think I always will for the rest of my short life.

Love,

Alexander Lightwood

Magnus held the letter in his hand, feeling the tear drops slide down his face and onto the paper. He wished that he had read the letter sooner, that he had forgiven Alec earlier. But he hadn't and now his Alexander was gone, killed hunting demons. And now this letter was all he had left of the soul he so dearly loved.

"Forgive me love," Magnus whispered. "Forgive me for not calling you sooner, forgive me for everything." Magnus started to sob, washing his makeup away with his tears. "Alexander you said you'd come when I call for you, but now when I need you most you're not here." So the warlock cried himself to sleep with the knowledge that he was truly forever alone.

so i realize it is very angsty and very teenage girl. however as i am only sixteen i think i deserve a little drama please review i really do need opinions on my writing. you get a shirtless Jace if you review. (ps i am working on a mortal instruments band fanfiction so i need all those band nerds out there to tell me they think its a good idea. )