Hey Guys, This is my first OTH fic so I hope you like it. It's a Brucas fic and starts at Lucas's house with Brooke apologizing for sleeping with Chris.
"Luke, I'm sorry. Sleeping with Chris was disgusting and so wrong but I can't take it back. I can't fix it. I want to but I can't and I don't know what to do to make it better."
"You can't. I get it Brooke; you don't want to be with me. You can't fix this. It's over."
"You have no idea how much that hurts."
"Really, you seem pretty calm about all this," Lucas said at the fact that Brooke had not shed a tear during this whole conversation.
"What, Luke? You need to see me break, cry, beg. Do you need to know how much I'm dying inside, how much I regret what I did? Would it help if I told you that I can't sleep at night because every time I close my eyes, I see your face and I see how much I hurt you. Does it help if I tell you that when I finally go to sleep I wake up from nightmares of what I did to you? That I cry all day. Does that help, Luke, because it's all true."
"I'm glad because seeing you with him was like a knife being twisted into my gut but you know what, now I don't feel anything. It doesn't hurt anymore, I'm not angry and you mean nothing to me. The only thing I feel when I look at you is disgust at the slut that you are."
"You know what Luke I know how this feels because it's what I felt when I saw you with Peyton but you will be able to forgive me someday and when you do let me know because I'll be waiting for you. I finally figured something out, you're the guy for me Lucas Scott and I'm the girl for you. I hope you can remember that again."
Brooke turned then and walked away while Lucas watched torn between his love for this woman and his hurt and pride over what she had done. She walked away with both of them wondering if they would be able to find there way back to each other and not knowing what awaited them both just down the road.
