i never understood the charm.
i mean sure he was nice to look at the man was built like a god but his personality left something to be desierd.
he was cold.
and i dont mean in a detached kind of way i mean the man seemed to have no emotions whatsoever.
"urg remind me how i got myself into this again?" i said my forhead sitting in the palm of my hand.
sango and koga laugh at my antics "its cuz your the best and you know it" koga says.
"so being the best gets me con'd into whearing this" i said gestering to the cause of my current distress wich entailed me whearing a purple amd black corset,
with a mini skirt,fishnet thigh highs,of wich you could see the tops of because the damn skirt was fraking short, and purple and black mary jane pumps.
"its going to be fine,besides you asked for it your the one that made this bet with sesshomaru-sama" she said trying and failing to hide her laughter behind her hand.
"how dose he even expect me to walk in these damn things let alone play guitar?" i said lifting my foot up and gestering to the stiletto pump.
"woman i sugest you lower you foot to the groung as for the guitar if it seems to difficult a task I'm sure i can find a suitable way for you to pay" sesshomaru said.
"no no its ok i will manage somehow" i said shuddering visibly at the thought of what my cold evil manager could come up with as what he deemed 'suitable'.
"anywho what song you wanna do tonight?" koga asked "hmm how about scars?" i said "sounds good" sango said twirling her drum sticks.
"your up next so i suggest you hurry" sesshomaru said befor turning and walking out of the room his curtain of silver hair swaying behind him.
"come on lets go" i said grabing my guitar and walking to the stage area.
"next up seems to be this years favorit to win the battle of the bands the rejects everybody"
aplause where heard as we walked out onto the stage and a few wistle at my outfit wich i ignore as i walk up to the mic and signal sango to start.
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And my scars remind me that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel
Drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone I'm pissed cause you came around Why don't you just go home Cause you channel all your pain And I can't help you fix yourself You're making me insane All I can say is
[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut My weakness is that I care too much And our scars remind us that the past is real I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once Against my own advice I saw you going down But you never realized That you're drowning in the water So I offered you my hand Compassions in my nature Tonight is our last stand
[Chorus]
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down And I just wanna be alone You shouldn't ever come around Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water And I tried to grab your hand And I left my heart open But you didn't understand But you didn't understand Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life I can't help you fix yourself But at least I can say I tried I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
[Chorus x2]
its then that i notice inuyasha in the crowd, looking at me as if through a new light, with that bitch kikyhoe atatched to his arm.
i blow the crowd a kiss as i turn to walk off stage praying my clumsyness dosnt decide to rear it ugly head as i show him just what he missed out on.
backstage
"oh my god did you see that bitch what nearve" sango said "whatever he desevers her i know for a fact she cheats on him" i said.
