Disclaimer: I can only Wish, Hope, and Dream Hp is mine, but sadly I know my wishes won't come true, my hopes will be squashed, and my dreams will shatter.
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After a long day
I come home
Expecting it to be
warm, like it was
But it's not
It's cold
And all because you're
gone
It's been cold ever
since that day.
I slide into bed
To find it's cold,
like everything else
I wake up and roll into
a warmth
A warmth that no longer
exists
And it's all because
you're gone
I land with a thud
Tumbling off of the bed
I want to cry
because I miss you so
much
I miss you so much that
it hurts
Gods why did you have
to go?
It hurts to do anything
To live
To remember
To forget
To breathe
Everything just hurts
It hurts so much it
makes me consider
Things so horrible, I
know it would be wrong
But what's a little
wrong to get away from the pain?
or The agony?
The prying eyes that
just don't understand?
Or everyone,
everything, and anything to do with life itself?
The pain I feel every
time I draw in breath.
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A/N: okay I wrote this a while back (like a while, while, while WHILE back) and I'm not really sure who it could go to. Honestly I'm thinking any character in HP that has felt heart break -aw- mostly because my mind revolves around them, Remus Lupin and Sirius Black. I could see Remus going through this after Sirius temporarily dies (HE'S NOT DEAD!), but eh it's your choice in how you guys see things.
