I didn't know how I felt. Until now.

April was very scared. She was waiting the results of her blood test. Pregnant or not? She tried to stop thinking about it or she would freak out. But she was feeling very luck since Jackson asked her to marry him. At least Jesus could forgive her since she was going to married the man she was expecting the baby, and the man who took her virginity.

Finally the results came out, she opened and "THANKS GOD" she wasn't pregnant. She ran to find Jackson and tell him the good news. She found him and took him to an empty room.

-Jackson! – She screamed all happy. Jackson realized she was happy and before she continues he said smiling:

-You're pregnant! - April was confused.

-No, I'm not! – She said hugging him.

-Oh, that's awesome! – He said with a fake smile.

-Thanks God, we don't need to marry anymore. I can't believe this, Jesus didn't punish me. I'm so happy – as she looked into Jackson's eyes she realized what she said.

-No, not like that – She said to Jackson holding his hands. He pushed her away.

-You are unbelievable – he said – since day one when we got together you're treating me like crap.

-What? Of course not! – She said getting close to him, but he pulled her away.

-Yeah you did. The first time we got together you couldn't shut up about it how guilty you were feeling, how God wouldn't like you anymore because of this. You even said you were going to hell because you slept with me. And I didn't care because I knew that this was important for you. And every time after that it was the same thing, you always felt horrible and said that to me every single time.

-But Jackson, it wasn't you, it's my problem.

-And then I asked you to marry me so we could raise our kid together, and you know what, I was hoping you were pregnant. And then you said "Thanks God" we don't need to married anymore? I don't deserve being treating this way April. Please don't ever talk to me again, only word related.

-No, Jackson, let me explain! – She screamed.

-After all, for you was just sex, not for me. Otherwise you wouldn't felt so guilty – and he left the room.

April started to cry. Jackson was right. Why she did this to him?

She was looking for him all over the hospital.

-Alex! Did you see Jackson? – she asked when Alex passed in front of her.

-Yeah – he answered.

-Were?

-Let me be on your heart surgery today and I tell you.

-FINE! Where is he?

-At the stairs between second and third floor.

-What? How do you know that?

-He told me he was going to be there to hide from you, but I prefer a surgery than a friend, so.

Before he could finish speaking, April was already gone. Jackson was sitting at the stairs. April came and sat on his side.

-I hate Alex – Jackson said. Then he got up to go.

-Jackson, wait. Let me just tell you something – April said.

-Fine.

-Look, you're right, I didn't treat you like I should, but I thought this didn't mean anything to you.

-Why would you think that? I never treat you like it was nothing. And why didn't you say something then? – He said getting up.

-Because…

-Because for you didn't mean anything.

-That's not the truth – she said holding his hand – it's just…

-Say something already; I don't have time for that.

-Ok, you wanna know why? Because I never thought something like you would like someone like me! You're handsome, likable, adorable, sweet, smart, good. Everything I'm not. So why would I think that you would like me, for real?

-April…

-And then I thought I was pregnant and you asked me to marry you and I just couldn't stop thinking that I was going to be in a marriage that my husband was so better than me and you was going to cheat on me and having an affair and we're going to divorce and our kid would never forgive me and… -April started to cry.

-April! – Jackson screamed holding her arms.

-I don't like you – he said – I love you, I'm in love with you. And it's so sad you can't see how amazing you are. And I love you because you are beautiful, your smile it's the prettiest I've ever seen, the way you talk fast like your thoughts were going away and never come back makes me want to kiss you. And all other thinks I could be speaking for a long time here. So I'm sorry to if I didn't said that to you before, but every time I tried to say you wouldn't stop saying how wrong we were for doing this.

-Jackson, I… - and then she kissed him.

-Well, I love you to if it works – she said – and the reason I was feeling bad after all, it's because it felt good, it felt right. And it is. I love you, I said that already right?

-Right - he said, kissing her again.