Hi again
No i have not finished chapter 2...
I was watching Dear John with Writing2Death after doing some character descriptions so I had to write a dear John letter from Merlin to Arthur.
but then again..when am I not thinking about Merlin?
she would not let me put that merlin was leaving to be with will..so. it's just a 'i cant be with you' letter.
Thanks Writing2Death for beta. :)
oo umm what do you think about a universe? perhaps would you like to hear Arthur's reactions...or how they got to this point? review, tell me. any ideas? shoot those along too.
Dear Arthur,
Arthur. My prince. My prince. Mine I know you have been mine sine the day we first saw each other across a crowded courtyard. I know you were their prince but you were my prince, too, from that day.
I can remember it well. The twinkle in your eye it was mine the sarcastic smile showing your entitlement. It was all flawed entitlement, you should know now. You are a prat. I think you will always be the one but, um, but that never changed things for you and for me.
Sometimes life isn't enough. Sometimes a life isn't enough. A life with someone just can never be enough when it's not the life you're supposed to have. You were not the life I was supposed to have; not the one I knew I should have had. I cannot stand to have that on your shoulders. You should not be blamed for my unhappiness.
You my darling Arthur are brilliant. You are perfect and you know it. So don't let me hold you down. I'm not right for you either. I think I might have known that. You might be my destiny but the thing about that is we will be together in the end. I need to live my life and you yours the way we should and the way we want to. Because it's not enough to have your destiny it- it's not right.
Yours,
Merlin
