A/N: i'm telling you all; nobody does any fics focusin on yamazaki and Chiharu anymore!!! well basically this is what it is. R/R plz*

'thoughts'

["phone conversations"]

"regular conversation"

flash backs

'What's the use anymore...'

"Chiharu-chan!!! We'll be best friends forever, right?" asked a mini five-year-old Yamazaki.
Little four-year-old Chiharu giggled with a goofy grin and blush on her face, while nodding.
"Yep! Always and forever and ever and ever and ever!!!"

Chiharu buried her head into her pillow.

'What's the point of going on...'

"Chiharu!"
10-year old Chiharu turned around, blushing when she heard
his voice calling her.
"What, something wrong?" even though she was melting on the inside, she kept her usual cool personality to him.
He sat down beside her. "No not really..."
They sat in silence.
"Ne, Chiharu..."
"Nani?"
"You're my bestest best friend in the world..." he turned to fully face her. "I can trust you with secrets, right?"
Chiharu smiled. "Of course! We've known each other since like...EVER! Have I ever broken a promise?"
Yamazaki grinned. "No, definitely not. Okay, I'm gonna tell you something but you can't tell ANYBODY, promise?" he stuck out his little finger.
"Promise!"
"Ok..." Yamazaki seemed to have a little trouble. "Err... you see..."
"Oh come on, you know you can tell me, Yami'!" she used the kid-name she gave him since they were kids.
A grin spread across his face. "Alright, 'Haru. The thing is..." his grin vanished, but he looked determined. "I think I like Daidouji-san"

That's when it all started going wrong....

Just yesterday.....
Yamazaki ran up to Chiharu, who was still in her cheerleading uniform.
"HARU CHAN!!!!" he yelled still in HIS soccer uniform.
"What, Yami?"
He lifted up the backpack she was bending down to pick up and hoisted it onto his shoulders.
"I'll walk you home. I need to tell you something..." he looked completely serious.
"err sure hold on, let me go tell the girls something..."
"Alrite, but make it quick it's urgent!!"
"Haha isn't EVERYTHING with you 'urgent'?" she yelled back, hearing his chuckle as she ran back to the rest of the group.
"Hey, sorry, I can't go with you guys to the ice cream parlor."
"What? but you just said you could!"
"Yea, Saku, but....Yamazaki-kun wants to talk to me..." she mumbled, blushing.
There was a collective "Ooh", then a fit of giggles from everyone.
"Alright, tell us how it goes, okay? Good luck, girl!" Sakura cried and hugged Chiharu around her neck.
Chiharu laughed embarassedly, and walked away to Yamazaki.
"Ready to go?" she asked a little to brightly. He was looking at the direction she just came from.
'Probably staring at Tomoyo-chan...' she thought sadly.
"Huh? Oh, right." he grumbled and they started to their "Special spot" in the park. It was nothing flashy, only the top of the penguin slide.
"So, what did you wanna talk about, Yami?"
Yamazaki stared at his shoes.
"I really don't know how to say this..."
"Hn? Nani?"
"...I'll start this way...I don't like Daidouji-chan anymore."
Something fluttered in Chiharu's chest.
'maybe there's hope for me after all!...Get out of it, Mihara. That's just wishful thinking....'
"I like someone else."

It was like time froze. Yamazaki turned to Chiharu, and Chiharu turned to Yamazaki.

"I..."

'This is it...the moment you've always waited for....'

"...like..."

'Any second now, you'll be the happiest girl alive....'

"Kinomoto-chan"

Chiharu's world shattered around her...along with her heart.

review plz