Darkness, what is it? Why must we all fall to it? Obey it? Why am I doomed to know it? Be it? - Tsubasa Yamada, 13.

Tsubasa sighed as he looked at the barren world ahead of him darkness around him, coldness in the air. He couldn't feel anything not anymore. It was all nothing yet he couldn't help but feel graditude.

'Ha, graditude?' He questioned inside his mind, 'Why should I give graditude for my pain.'

He tried to fight the emotions, he really did. But to no avail. Darkness over through him.

Tsubasa's eyes oppened realising the truth. Tsubasa was a normal lad. He had spiky brown hair and forest green eyes. One would look into his eyes and feel the rymthic movement of the trees around them.

Tsubasa was always close to nature more then anyone could imagine but recently he didn't know what to do.

'I have been broken before.' He spat at himself. He stood up from is sitting position and looked at the cold, empty world.

'Pain, agony, suffering, all caused by other humans, How can they do this to eachother?' Tsubasa's pain was caused by the darkness around him growing. Tsubasa felt a tear roll down his eye but he grabbed it before it fell.

'No.' He echoed in his mind, 'I will not cry, I promised not to.'

The green-eyed boy looked around him a vision of the world coming into site. Memorys appearing he couldn't handle it.

He was mearly in his kitchen. The knife so close to him yet so far. Still on the counter to the left yet Tsubasa was to afraid to pick it up.

He remembered the times in the digital world. His partner Agumon X, he was a true friend but he is gone now, gone with the wind.

The boy with brown hair couldn't remember another person he loved, all shadows. His parents didn't care for him they just treated him like the Pharroh treated the Jews in the story of Mozis. He was nothing but a slave, a laborer.

His mom was kind but he couldn't remember her. His father, who he loathed, killed her. At least spiritually. Now she is in a mental institue.

As a child when the little kids asked, "Where's your mom?" and Tsubasa gave an honest answer as he always did. He was laughed at, no not him, his mother. He hated that for his mother was the only one he loved.

Tsubasa's father on the other hand was a cruel man only using Tsubasa for labor, he would careless if Tsubasa killed himself.

Friends? Tsubasa would often ask himself about friends, who are they? There were people who claimed to be his friends but were they really? Agumon X was his only true friend.

Tsubasa stood up his clothes stained with red blood as he grabbed the knife.

His mind exploded on what to do with the pain? Why?

He remembered his heart break to.

He was in love with a girl who's name pains him to say. She was the most beatiful thing he had ever seen, long blond hair and ocean blue eyes. She was amazing.

Tsubasa had never felt so much pain as when his heart was broken, even when his father wipped him.

The words she said still living in his mind, "I am sorry... Can we still be friends?"

He ran away, it was to much he quit school and stayed at home in hard-labor all day. Being wipped and beat. Scars all over his body. It was better then looking at her again.

So now Tsubasa stood, should he? End his life? What does he have to lose?

He thought over every detail before saying his finally words, "Nothing, I have nothing to lose."

He pushed the knife into his body and through all the pain a smile came on his face.

"I will finally see you again, my true friend."
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This is my first atempt at something angsty. Hope you like it.