Summary: What begins with the full moon, develops into sexual manipulation and ends into an incestuous affair colored with drops of blood. PanXGoten. You have been warned.
And I do not support incest. This is just fanfiction. Don't flame me for it. And I WILL complete this story! I have dotted out the plot in great detail.
I want to thank my new beta-reader Projectsynapse for looking over my chapter!
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I don't own DBZ for godsake! I don't see why this crazy dutch girl would create a Japanese cartoon...
A Saiyans Despair
Chapter 1
He needed some fresh air. He slammed the door behind him almost off its hinges. Only some soft light from his kitchen window was allowed to seep away into the thick darkness. He was hornier than ever and he needed to clear his mind. Living on the edge of the city, he had the privilege of walking straight into the mountains. Luckily for him the black heavy clouds were covering the glowing full moon. The damn initiator of all his current suffering. He had felt it coming two days ago. Back in time when Paris was still living with him, this full moon passion always resulted in the most animalistic and intoxicating nights. Paris loved it when his wild side started begging to pass this normal life barrier. Unfortunately their love for each other died down like a flickering flame running out of oxygen. Now, 9 full moons after they had broken up, his urges really started to itch. Drowning himself in work wasn't enough to distract himself off his saiyan instinct anymore. He sighed. Going to a bar to hit on a woman for one night wasn't an option at all. He considered himself not that type of guy. Besides, the fact that he was now incredibly heated didn't mean he wasn't choosy anymore. A nice tingly feeling was evoked by his buzzing cellphone on his right hip. A little too nice actually. He slapped himself mentally before he answered the phone.
"Moshi Moshi, Son Goten speaking here".
A soft whimpering sound was heard on the other side of the phone.
Goten's voice changed from a business tone, to an almost fatherly one. "Pan?! What are you doing up so late? Don't you have school tomorrow? It's one in the morning!"
"It's friday Uncle..." A soft sob followed.
Goten stiffened at the sound of that sob. She was clearly really lost. Pan was usually a tough one. The impenetrable and endless wall of Pan clearly shook on its foundation.
"Oh yeah right...Of course...You sound sad, Panny. What's wrong?"
"I..I didn't know who else to call...I..." Despite his concern, the corners of Goten's lips curled. Even though Pan was now almost 17 and as stubborn as she used to be, she still only poured her heart out to him. Their bond had remained very strong over the years. His train of thoughts was disrupted when Pan couldn't control her emotions anymore. His heart ached when she started weeping softly.
He tried to sound as soothing as possible. "Panny, you can tell me...What's wrong?"
"No...I can't tell you.. I'm so pathetic..."Self loathing trickled elaborately from the sound of her voice. Goten shook his head unconsciously. After Vegeta, Pan acted definitely the most saiyan-like, which often meant lacking in the department of accessibility.
"Niece, please tell me what's wrong! I want to help you."
She really wanted to seek comfort by her uncle and best friend, but she also had enormous difficulties sharing her feelings. Pan sighed. Goten knew that noise very well. She had given in. "You know I've had a crush on Trunks..." She tried to swallow her tears. "And last week when I was hanging out with Bra, I caught him having doing...things! with Marron...I flew away quietly. It hurt back then, but it now hurts more then ever, and I don't understand why. And and...I feel so lonely right now." She softly started weeping again. Her abrupt silence emphasized her last sentence in some odd way.
Goten didn't know what to say. He knew that this agony was caused by the full moon. She was probably now aching to be with the person she loved. He knew it all too well. But he didn't know what to say to her to help her get through this misery. Besides that, he was a little angry at Trunks for giving his neice such a bad heartache.
"Panny, maybe it's for the best. He was twice your age anyway..." It had been probably not the most sensitive thing to say. His little niece started crying a little harder due to his words.
"You know what Panny, come to my place so we can talk about it and we won't wake up your parents. Do you want me to pick you up?"
Her crying subsided a little. "No, I'll manage. Thank you uncle Goten. I'll be there in a half and hour."
When she hung up the phone she smiled despite her tears. She could always count on her dear uncle Goten. She now needed more than ever a shoulder to cry on. Even though she wasn't ready to admit that to herself yet. She looked at her tear streaked face in the mirror. A part of herself despised the fact that she had cried like a little girl. She allowed herself to let it slip this once. She wasn't a little naive child anymore. Even though her parents still loved to accentuate that particularly non-existent side of her. A blow of accumulated anger evoked by the thoughts of her parents babying her, for a moment replaced her deep sadness. A fierce leftkick gave her the possibility of releasing her wrath. Her wall with the sickening happy sheep on it had to pay. It appeared to succumb to her will in vain.
With the sleeve of her nightshirt she wiped off her wet face. It was pathetic. With a two minute shower she hoped to wash off her sadness along with her tears. It didn't work, she concluded. She quickly dressed into her favorite sweat clothes and walked soundlessly to the kitchen. She grabbed a note and quickly wrote to her parents that she was staying at Goten's house for the night. Her parents had been very concerned about her well-being this week. Her dear parents would understand she wanted to talk to her uncle.
Goten pulled a
spiky string of hair to the side that was half-hanging in his
eyesight. Even though he had cut his hair years ago, he still wasn't
used to the absence of his Goku-haircut. He was thankful of the
distraction Pan was giving him. It was better than fantasizing about
his ex-girlfriend and tossing and turning in his bed all night. He
decided to have a quick cold shower. Walking around his niece with a
half erection was a very awkward thought.
Pan smiled when she
approached her uncle's house. He had left the kitchen window open so
she could fly straight in, like always when she was expected by him.
When she spotted Goten holding out a cup f hot chocolate, she broke
down in tears again. Goten placed the cup on the sink and embraced
his niece. Pan softly sobbed into his chest while the large
demi-saiyan started stroking her long black hair. Images of Trunks
flirting with women flooded his mind. Trunks was his best friend,
but a real womanizer. He frowned his brows when he thought about the
bold behavior that had wounded the heart of his niece. He had often
seen Pan's face written with pain, when Trunks was busy kissing or
flirting with his favorite flavor of the month. He didn't want to
judge yet though, he didn't know if Trunks was even aware of Pan's
almost fanatic affection. She wasn't very open to her environment.
She made herself suffer in silence he thought sadly. Her body heat
somehow relaxed him he noted. Almost reluctantly Goten broke the hug
and guided the smaller form to his living room. He pulled her into
his lap after quickly stretching on a comfortable corner on the
couch. Pan indulged herself into the loving embrace of her uncle.
"Do you want to talk about it?" Pan shook her head, as a fresh set of tears started to form in the corner of her eye.
Goten sighed. It was hard to see his niece like this. He was going to hold her, like he used to when she was younger. That always seemed to calm her. He started caressing her long silky hair again on her back, trying his best to brighten her a little. He pulled her a little tighter against him in a tender motion and leaned his face onto her crown. Her fragile frame stood in incredible contrast to her deadly power and her sometimes fierce temper. It never stopped to amaze him how her chubby arms had fold out to become slender limbs and were able to posses so much raw power.
An half an hour passed and Pans weeping subsided. The dark sky was now almost clarified. Light sheets of clouds were now exploring the glistering stars. A bright full moon was now almost fully uncovered and affected the production of pheromones on saiyans invisibly. This automatically resulted in narrowly patched feelings of an undeniable union of love and lust.
The female saiyan
sighed and took in the scent of her uncle. It was a trusted scent,
but it seemed that his fragrance was slightly different from normal.
It was a somewhat entrancing smell she thought. It puzzled her and
made her feel somewhat better at the same time in a bizarre way. She
moved up her head a little to rest in the crook of his neck, where
his smell was concentrated. She closed her eyes, even though the
living room was almost dark and basked in his new scent. She briefly
wondered if this was his new aftershafe or something. She started
inhaling deeply to catch more of that alluring odor.
Goten on
the other hand had tightened his grip around the delicate waist of
his niece. His mind had been on two rather large breasts pressed up
against his midsection for a couple of minutes now. He wondered what
had changed in that short time. It seemed like he was cuddling with
someone entirely different. Pan's scent had been changing the last
few minutes and she started smelling a bit too desirable for his
liking. It was hard to let go of their tight embrace though. Pan had
turned her head and looked him straight in the eye. He couldn't
avoid her confused, but penetrating pitch black orbs. Her lips were
slightly part and she was breathing a bit heavier. Those soft,
pretty lips...He quickly shifted his own black eyes to hers again.
He couldn't believe that in less than ten minutes he had fallen in
love with his own niece! The high attraction towards her was
undeniable. She looked so magically beautiful to him. The soft light
from the kitchen glowed on her enchanting features. His little niece
had suddenly grown into a beautiful woman.
Pan was starting to feel nervous being in these strong muscular arms. She started becoming faintly aroused which caused the little quarter saiyan to blush and look away. She couldn't believe she was having these feeling on this moment in the arms of her dear uncle and best friend! She couldn't deny though that the tension between them was starting to develop intolerably. She briefly wondered if Goten was having the same troubles as she had. Pan connected her shy eyes with Gotens. His eyes were always beaming happiness and trust. But they were now mixed with something else...He had a rather odd expression on his face. She tried to read him, but her eyes started exploring a newly found handsome features on his appearance. The quarter Saiyan shuddered softly when she realized she was on top of the lap of this extremely attractive being. He was just perfect. She lifted her arm to hesitantly caress the smooth cheek of her uncle with her fingertips. Her hand was slightly shaking.
In the mean time Goten had been fantasizing about throwing little Pan down and crush her mouth with his own. Images of mating with her danced teasingly through his head. Unable to shake his thoughts off, he discovered that he had grown hard unnoticed. He needed her. He needed her now. Every part of skin of that beautiful creature was absolutely perfect. The still remaining small amount of reason in his mind, told him that she was probably still a virgin and that he had to be very careful with her. He knew this young exotic woman wanted him too, he could smell her arousal which turned him on even more. Her now half lidded eyes looked dreamily up at him. Her heavy breathing tingled on his cheek gently. This was going horribly wrong he concluded, but it didn“t matter anymore.
And with that he softly pressed his lips to hers. The doors of a newfound heaven had been opened. It was a new hight of ecstacy for them both. The other was the answer and the comfort for all. And as an over known truth as it may sound, time stood actually still for them both. Gently their lips moved together in slowmotion. Both trying to relish every second of it. The demi-saiyan pushed her down on the couch and felt this beautiful creature beneath him tremble when he placed his weight on top of her. This wasn't like anything he had ever experienced. It felt right. It felt like they were each others' solution. Pan was too stunned by all the love, lust and relief whirling and twirling around in her mind and body to even stand still by the fact that she was kissing her uncle. Goten softly started to caress her stomach through her sweat shirt. It wasn't enough for Goten though. Even though he had vowed to himself to go slow, he couldn't suppress the urge to connect their naked skins. A moan escaped Pan's lips. It sounded like music to his sensitive saiyan ears. Goten took the opportunity by sliding his tongue through her lips. Their tongues moved together in a steady rhythm, exploring each others mouths. Goten ground himself against her leg one time before he pulled off her shirt and ripped her bra off.
Pan, excited but still a little nervous started blushing a deep shade of red, which remained unnoticed by her first lover. The demi-saiyan started exploring her left mound with his mouth, which was indeed rather large for her age he noted. Pan arched her back in response to the soft licking of her nipple. Ripples of excitement blossomed into lewdness when he began slowly massaging her thighs. Soft cries were evoked by his touch. Goten eagerly began sucking on the other nipple and watched intensely how his new object of affection enjoyed his touch beneath him. The hot tongue on her breast and the kneading hands on her thighs made the female saiyan toss her head back. She silently wondered when he was going to stop tormenting her like this. Goten released her nipple and planted soft kisses down to the seam of her sweatpants. He licked horizontally along the edge, making Pan gasp out of pleasure. This was the first time she was being touched in an intimate way and it felt damn good. Although that touch still colored her cheeks crimson. Her eyes widened when Goten could not withstand the urge to pull off her pants and her underwear at the same time. She was now fully exposed to him and Goten overlooked her alluring body hungrily. They locked eyes with each other in the soft glow of the kitchen light. They both recognized, love, lust and confusion in the orbs of the other. This was so wrong, but it felt so damn right. Goten abruptly dove in and Pan gasped. His lips touched her lower lips. He added a tongue to apply precision and the quarter-saiyan bucket her hips in response. Within seconds he had found her most sensitive spot and started circling it slowly. Pan couldn't hold it anymore and cried out a few seconds before her orgasm. And....nothing.
She looked up to see Goten grinning evilly. "Not so fast, my little vixen. It's just postponing of the execution (A/N: Ha! A Dutch saying)" He winked. He was taking too much enjoyment out of pleasuring her.
Pan frowned and threw the nearest pillow as hard as she could at that moment in his face. Goten felt himself flying to the arm rest of the couch and then felt Pan falling on top of him. She wanted to explore too! She pulled the pillow off of him and started to rain kisses all over his face and neck. Goten had no time to register what was happening before the other saiyan started pulling off his clothes. She was already licking his chest and going down on his boxers. He decided to let it come all over him and let the little vixen do whatever she wanted. He held his breath of the swift rubbing on his boxers and couldn't control the bucking of his hips too. His arousal was so high already, he immediately started moaning. Pan eyed the body of her victim. His muscles were so perfectly sculpted it was driving her insane. The almost desperate strokes were quickly replaced by warmth and wetness. Goten threw his head back in response and moaned loudly. Pan experimentally moved her lips up and down and slid her tongue past the top. She didn't exactly know what she was doing, but it seemed to evoke a lot of pleasure in her lover. He seemed to especially like when she closed her mouth around him and created friction by slowly moving her head. Goten noted how well she anticipated on his signals. Within moments, Goten too felt like his climax was coming fast. In an impulse he grabbed her and pulled her under him. Pan had a surprised look on her face and slightly panicked when Goten placed his member slowly on her opening. With a little force she closed her legs, creating a distance between them. Goten hadn't expected this. He had felt her hurried and passionate movements and had assumed she had wanted this as much as he did. He studied her shimmering orbs in the half light. She wasn't ready yet.
Although he was a little disappointed, he had found proof of little Panny still being a virgin. He smiled and pulled her into a deep kiss to assure her that it was okay. His manhood was still painfully throbbing and decided that their love making wasn't over yet. Pan felt relief wash over her. Although she wanted him, she just wasn't ready to realize access. Her thoughts were washed away by a tidal wave of newfound excitement. Numerous frisky idea's entered Gotens mind of what he could do with her instead. He scooped her up and walked into his bedroom. He closed the door with his foot before he planted this delightful creature on his bed. Pans eyes sparkled in curiosity. He pulled her into an exotic position so they could please each others sensitive spots at the same time. Soon the soft caresses developed into steady rhythms, both relishing the tight, intimate embrace with the other. Basking in on each others taste and smell evoked the heightening pheromones even stronger. Almost animalistic cries erupted their throats while they both began teasing each other to stretch this flawless moment as long as they could.
High in the sky, the moon beamed almost triumphantly. His diffuse pale rays extended themselves throughout the night. They summoned drugging pheromones that affected all saiyans that night. Out of the isolated house of Son Goten noises of profound ecstasy could be heard. And after reaching the longed for heights, the moans subsided and drained away into the darkness. Pan was exhausted and fell right a sleep on Gotens broad chest. The demi-saiyan stared at her, in awe of the intensity of the loving night they had shared together. The sheet clung to their sweaty bodies. A few strings of hair stuck to Pans sleeping face sexily. With his thumb Goten brushed them aside gently.
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The
moon had given up his throne to the sun a couple hours later. Pans
eyes fluttered open. A tingle of happiness danced inside of her
stomach until she looked at her surroundings. Horror struck her when
she looked at the contently sleeping form of her uncle next to her.
Within seconds she had soundlessly thrown her cloths on and flown
directly out of her window towards her house. In the air confusion
filled her whole being. The most beautiful night of her life she had
spend with her uncle, as lovers...Tears
started filling her eyes. An intense craving for him started
building up in the pit of her stomach. His comforting arms, his
loving touch, his intoxicating smell, his bright eyes...they made
her feel whole. Like they were both pieces to a puzzle and connected
fully. The hard wind beat uncontrollably onto her wet skin. More
tears started falling when Pan thought about her family and friends.
Her parents would go insane with fury if they ever found out. Her
mother would be hurt because she would never expect this kind of
perverse behavior of her daughter. The protectiveness of her father
could even result in a fight with her newfound lover. She didn't
want to hurt them. And Goten, could he even stand the sight of her
now? She did not know for sure. The young saiyan secretly promised
herself to do what she was good at. Suppress unwanted emotions and
hide them well in the corner of her mind. Little did she know, that
even her
willpower couldn't withstand the powerful love they had formed that
night.
Goten woke up two hours later slowly. He couldn't remember
feeling this good when waking up. Suddenly his eyes shot open when
he breathed in the smell of sex and his niece! All their kisses,
caresses and moans started flooding into his head. It had been the
most wrong thing he had ever experienced. Violent flutters tingled
through his whole body remembered him also that it had been the best
and the most right thing that had ever happened to him. Realization
struck him that he craved to be with her more than anything in the
whole world. But then images of his brother and his parents popped
up in his head. They would never approve of this nightly event, let
alone a relationship! Tears started welling up in his eyes. They
could never be together.
When Pan arrived at her home she
destroyed the lock on her bedroom window. She wanted to avoid her
parents at any cost. Besides that, her father could probably place
the origin of the smell she was covered with. She sprinted to the
bathroom and stepped under the shower. She didn't allow herself to
let the water become warm first. She wanted to scrub this smell off
her as soon as possible. The smell that had been constantly
reminding her of the most magical moments she had shared with her
uncle...
In the following two weeks, the demi-saiyan was extremely restless. His life had been a turbulent hell. When he was working his mind constantly wandered off to his niece. He had tried to forget their passionate and loving night by focusing on other women on dating sites. But the whole female race just couldn't captivate him anymore. Except for one sixteen-year-old girl who happened to be his favorite relative. His appetite even decreased, which is considered a rarity for a Son. Every night he just couldn't stop himself from fantasizing about her and touching himself. He deliberately hadn't replaced the particular sheet they had slept under, which was covered with all the entrancing smells of that night. He just couldn't sleep without smelling the white linen symbol of their love. It was the only visible evidence of what they had shared. He knew he couldn't have her. It hurt in every cell of his body. The only last thing he wished for was to have actual sex with her. In his fantasies he had entered her many times in numerous intimate positions. Maybe he could someday live with the loss of his love if he could have one more intimate moment with her. The dreams about his niece disgusted him too. He blamed himself for using her. She was only sixteen and she was vulnerable on that moment. And he had taken shamelessl advantage of her. He was her uncle for Christ's sake! He couldn't stop punishing himself. Every night after he had fantasized about her, a wave of guilt washed over him. And he would cry about the blame he felt and the love he could never have. He would turn off the phone when he was not at work to kill the urge to call her. When he was home, he locked all doors and windows to remind him he shouldn't go to her.
Here he was. One of the strongest beings on this planet. With his bright and positive nature he could handle almost anything in the past. And now emotions were bringing him down. He sighed. His eyes showed marks of exhaustion and the paper he held in front of him wasn't overlooked yet. He started massaging his temples to relax himself a little. It was in vain. The longing pit of his stomach for Pan penetrated right through his determination to work. It was slowly driving him insane. Suddenly his cellphone rang. It startled him. It was the number of the house of his brother. Panic and hope coursed through his body. Maybe she had told Gohan? Maybe Pan wanted to say she hated him and never want to see him again? Or maybe she would confess she longed for him too? With shaking hands he pressed on the button with the little green phone on it.
"Hello?"
"Hi Goten, it's Gohan!" Goten exhaled out of relief. His brother didn't sound angry.
"Hi, Gohan. What's up?"
"Well, I wanted to ask you for a favor. Videl and I are going out of town next week and Panny's still pretty sad and restless about the whole ordeal with Trunks..."
Numerous possibilities flashed through Gotens head. Was she really sad about Trunks? Was it an excuse to her parents? He decided to test his brother a little.
"Ordeal with Trunks? How do you know about that?"
The older brother chuckled. "Well, she may tell you everything, but I know things too, you know. I've heard her cry at night a couple of times and she has been outstandingly distant for the past weeks. I'm actually pretty relieved that she now has the idea that she and Trunks will never be together. He was way too old."
Goten swallowed. He used to share his brothers opinion. He wasn't more than a year younger than his best friend though...And was Pan sad about Trunks or did she experience the same chaos because of that knight? It was better to change the subject. 'I suppose so Gohan. It's nice for you and Videl to enjoy a vacation. What favor were you talking about?"
"Well, since Pan is a little lonely and heartbroken lately and I want someone to keep an eye on her I'd appreciate it if she could spend a week at your house. You always seem to cheer her up."
Goten swallowed harder.
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I dunno...I just felt like writing a 'bad' fic! As much I am addicted to them, those thousands B/V's , T/P's and G/B's seem to bore me these day's.
