A/N: Just a one-shot that's been going through my head. Please read and review, I'd appreciate it.
D: Disclaimed.
An addiction of heated desire.
A night filled with ecstasy, both men lost in each other's touch. The younger one craving the touch the other man, just to feel the closeness, the privilege of being the only man he wanted. Seth wanted this so much. Just to be considered as Jacob's lover, his everything. But the many lonely nights and one-night stands are the best he could have. Which brings him to where they are right now.
Seth clutched to Jacob's hold, rocking back and forth on the older man's lap while Jacob thrusts his cock upwards into the younger man's flesh. Biting and nipping at the younger man's clavicle as Seth pull's Jacob in closer, his arms wrapped around Jacob's neck as he holds onto the man's sweaty locks, crying out as Jacob hits his prostate more than once.
Seth hated that Jacob was one of the few that knew how to make love to him. Jacob didn't need a map to Seth's body, everything came natural, and tonight proved it once again.
Jacob cursed just as he was close to reaching his climax, lifting Seth by his rear, his massive hands squeezing the bubbled ass he was quite fond of, pushing Seth forward until Seth was on his back, fully exposed to Jacob as he continued to pound into Seth. Seth now gripping onto the man's frame tightly, his toes curling, his eyes rolled into the back of his head with every thrust.
Seth became vulnerable whenever Jacob would praise him, calling him baby and crying out just how tasteful the younger man was. Seth fell weak to his touch, begging for the man to kiss him, only to end up disappointed while the older man's thrusts picked up rapidly, causing Seth to cum all over his and Jacob's chest, causing Jacob to ride it out until he filled the condom separating him from the younger man he secretly loved.
Just like before, Jacob collapsed on top of a very exhausted Seth, tired himself, letting his cock soften before pulling out and rolling over to the side, wiping the cum off his chest. Seth remained where he was while Jacob went for the bathroom to throw away the condom and to wash up.
Jacob returned to find that Seth was no longer there, figuring he went to the other bathroom to clean up. Lying in the bed, deep in thought for more than fifteen minutes, he began to wonder where his lover was. Normally after their many sexual escapades, it involved a night of cuddling before Jacob would slip from the bed and leave early the next morning.
This being the first time Seth invited him into his own home, Jacob wasn't familiar with the man's condo.
Out of curiosity, Jacob began to explore the beautiful home in search of the younger man. The hallway was poorly lit as he made his way for the stairs, noticing the few photos hung on the walls. The dining area had a nice glass table set that sat across from the fancy kitchen. Jacob hadn't been aware of Seth's wealth, at least he figured with the granite counters, stainless steel appliances, big screen TV mounted on the living room wall.
"Seth?" he called out quietly as he made his way back up the stairs, realizing that he was nowhere to be found downstairs.
Jacob began to check the other rooms, only to find that the first door on the right was locked. Rather than giving it much thought, he continued onto the next room, only to find that it was an office. Jacob was now confused as he realized that the room he was in could possibly the guest room and that Seth was behind the door that was locked. Just as he was about to knock, Seth opened the door in his pajama pants and a muscle-T with his hair soaked from the shower he just had.
"I was wondering where you were?" Jacob smiled, reaching for the younger man to kiss him, only to be ignored, as Seth hadn't said a word walking passed him and back into the room they had sex in.
Jacob followed a bit confused, watching the younger man strip the bed of the sheets and blankets, tossing it in the hamper close by, now going through the closet to retrieve the clean set of sheets and set of blankets.
"Feel free to sleep here."
"Wait! Wait!" Jacob stopped the younger man confused, "you're not going to sleep with me, and you know I need you next to me tonight."
Seth stood silently in thought for a moment before looking up at the older man, "I've come to realize a few things Jacob, when it comes to these… sexual desires, you're in charge. Not tonight."
"Wait baby, what does that mean?" He asked a bit hurt from the accusation.
"Look, you ain't gotta leave, but you can't sleep with me." Seth looked back at the man serious, "when a man realizes my worth, then he can have the privileges of sleeping next to me."
With his explanation, and a very stunned Jacob, Seth walked into his room and locked the door behind him and made his way to his bed. Like before, Seth was almost ready to give in and just say 'fuck it.' But it was something that Jacob needed to know.
"Seth? Baby? You gotta let me in?" Jacob pleaded from the other side of his door.
Jacob waited for a response, only to be left with empty replies. The thing was, Jacob knew that Seth was special to him, but he was afraid to admit it to him. Mainly because Jacob knew that he wasn't the only one competing for the younger man's heart. It was no secret that Paul Lahote and Emmett McCarty that called upon the younger man whenever they needed a night of passion. No he was competing for something more, that he knew.
In frustration, Jacob slammed his hand against the wall and left out the door, angered as he drove home defeated, left with determination to prove to Seth that he did mean something to him.
Seth shook his head as he heard the tires screech out of his driveway and down the street. He knew that Jacob would run, just as Emmett and Paul had when he laid down his expectations. The thing was, he wasn't sure if any of them would give him what he wanted, a chance to be loved.
Imagine the surprise he received when he opened his front door the next morning. A man in a suit baring gifts that was to be delivered to Seth. Seth signed the paper and read the note attached.
I need you more than you can imagine, I'll pick you up tonight at 7pm to take you on a proper date – Paul.
"You need to sign for these as well." The man came with two other bouquets.
Seth stared at the man puzzled before signing the paper on the clipboard. Out of curiosity, he pulled the attached notes and read them carefully.
I'm done with the single life, if I can't have you, then no one should. Call me – Emmett
Seth stood at his doorstep in shock. Not only was he getting was he asked for, he began to question whether he made the right decision on pushing for this. Then he read…
From now on it's you and me. I want to cater to you and finally make you mine, this I promise. I'll see you soon. With love –Jacob .
Confused as ever, Seth wasn't sure whom to pick. Who was he going to call?
Who was worth it?
