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I'm alone, again, always the case with me – don't know if it's because I'm a tall and "lanky" British looking and sounding man with a feminine face… I may be obsessing over this and it may seem a bit, well gay but the truth is I'm not; I'm intelligent and sensitive… And like so many other men like me they were bullied for it at school when they were kids. It's the softness, and gentleness of spirit; that they don't get – in a world where boys play rugby and my father was in the football team at the club well, the fact that I was into crime novels and wanted to join her majesty's secret service was appalling to my father.

The fact that I would spend hours on my computer was unbelievable. The fact that I showed an interest in actually dressing in clothes that would match the trend of fashion – unfathomable. Oh well, if he could see me at work, and understand how my cookie mind works just maybe he'd be proud of me… Seen me fighting for the cause as voice for the dead might actually make him change his mind – not that I actually do any of it for him…

It's for them – the families that come in here day after day, having to identify bodies of loved ones; each one somehow clinging to the hope that there has been some mistake. It's not really them – they don't know what my Dad looks like, it's all one big misunderstanding; or my little girl was tucked up in bed last night, not at that party…

I'm haunted every single night by their faces, their pain, I want to cry for them, when I do it's silently… Nigel's the happy-go-lucky one… He's the joker; he'll be the one to cheer us all up. Well I tell you the truth I feel it as much if not more; well, Jordan always feels it more – I can see it in her eyes, it's torment for her, she cares so much; and Bug? Well he just wants to make the whole world right… Lily just can't stand injustice of any form especially when it comes to humanity… Quite frankly NONE of us sees a body and just sees a cold corpse, to some degree we all have Jordan to thank for that… Her passion to get to the truth no matter what has taught us to not settle for what seems open and shut on a case…

Speaking of said ME, and leggy brunette, resident sexy-loose canon that brings a grown man to his knees (be it a certain detective or an axe murderer), something is different about her this week, she can't seem to keep her brain on the job when 'certain detective' is around – it's nothing obvious but if you knew her like we, her family do, you would see it. Actually I don't think Lily and Bug have noticed, but I do believe the detective said something that has upset the proverbial apple cart, so to speak. I'm guessing Woody's affections towards her are starting to break the bubble world that Jordan is trying to create around herself.

Don't get me wrong her work is as thorough and passion-filled as ever, it's accurate and professional, with the rebellious fear only our Jordan could have, but somewhere along the line when Woody enters the room she'll look like a hedgehog on helium, for maybe a second or two, then she's her normal VERY overly professional self… and Woody, don't get me started on HIM! He walks around like a lost puppy one minute, then the next he's in the best mood ever and banter between him and Jordan is as it usually is – they are being so weird those two, and to think people say I'm strange, well I am but that's not my point here... It's almost as if Jordan is trying to decide whether or not she should avoid Woody completely or tackle him against the wall in the hallway and kiss him. Quite honestly I wish the two of them would pull themselves together and realise there might be some form of feelings there – even if it's just friendship no-one thinks Jordan likes him in that way and not even incurable romantic moi! Who knows not everyone understands her completely, and sometimes I get the feeling Woody would like to try if she'd let him… Bloody Hell, he's shot a man for her, I think he'd fly to Mars or die trying if Jordan asked him to.

Anyway bloggers, I'm rambling now… I want to make this perfectly clear – I am not a junk mail box so :~ no hate posts/comments on my blog please!

Take care all of you, you all rock… Good-bye for now, your fellow blogger, resident morgue criminologist.

Nigel

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OH MY GOODNESS BLOGGERS!!

I have a lot of work to do but I just had a revelation – Jordan and Woody went to LA together on a case… and the timeline for their strange behaviour coincides roughly with the time they got back – fancy that! I'm going to do some snooping around I bet you something happened while they were out there… Hmmm I do love gossip and I'm going to find out what's going on once and for all… and this time I'm going to go to the person who will tell me with out putting up a fight – our darling Woodrow Hoyt.

Take care all!