Chapter 1

When I walked away, there were only 6 words in my mind. „I am leaving the jedi order." I couldn't belive what I was thinking. I was leaving the jedi order, which had been so important to me. It had meant everything to me, and now I was leaving it behind. But not only that, I was also leaving a friend. A good friend. Anakin Skywalker, the chosen one and my former master, had been really important to me. He had taught me so much, and without him I wouldn't have become such a good jedi knight as I was now. Once I had promised him that I would protect him with my life and that he woulnd't die as long as I was his padawan, and now I was leaving him, and with that I was breaking my promise. Quickly I brushed the thoughts aside, it was too painful to think about Anakin while leaving him, especially when he was looking at me, how I was leaving him. I wanted to turn around, run to him and become his padawan again, I wanted to go with him on missions, we would disregard the commands we had received, we would fight the dark side, and we would win, all would be like it was before...but I couldn't come back now. I had made a decision, a decision which would change my whole life...so I just just kept walking, holding the tears back and trying to forget my life before.