This is a poem from Bella to Edward.

Originally written for my friend.

I thought it fit to an extent. Right after Edward left her.

I hate the way you look at me

With those deep betraying eyes

I hate the way you hold me

When I start to question your lies

I hate the way you smile

when you think you've done something right.

I hate the way you tell me

"I love you" every night.

I hate the way you laugh

when I fall from getting curious

I hate the way your eyes gleam

when I'm trying to be serious.

We used to be so happy!

But then it all went wrong!

We used to be in sync.

But then suddenly it was all gone.

You used to be so helpful.

But that all took a turn for the worst.

You used to want to spend time with me.

but you stay away with friends like I'm cursed.

I'm sick of all your bullshit.

I'm sick of all your lies.

I'm sick of hearing you say you'll change.

I swear by the time that comes I'll have died.

I swear I still love you.

Even though you treat me like shit.

I swear I still love you,

Even though at times I think this is it.

I swear I still love you,

I'm trying to make this work!

But the fact is you aren't helping,

and that makes you a Jerk!

"What's wrong, are you okay?"

Not even close.

"Are you mad at me? What did I do?"

Oh just about nothing, at most.

I'll smile and shrug and

tell you everything is alright.

But it's not and I'm tired...

Of trying to work this out all night.

So stop it, get away,

I'm tired of hearing "I'll change."

Obviously you never will,

so what I've been dreaming is going to change.

I swear, I still love you,

but if you're not going to try...

Why should I even bother,

when all you're causing me to do is cry.