Disclaimer: I do not own Ray or Neela (I want Ray thought lol)

Author´s note: I want to thank Srishti Goyal (gaiaair from LJ) for being my beta.

ENJOY!

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One Night.

For one night It was so right

That I gave you My heart,

My love My heart

Just for one night My body,My soul-The corrs

I couldn´t honestly say how this began. It was one night, one lonely night that I let my feet guide me under the pouring rain...When I realized it was too late to go back. I just kept on walking until I knocked on his door.

He smiled at me, that smile which could melt even the heaviest ice-cube. Even a heart as cold as mine. I never said a word, he never said a word, we just looked at each other and that was it.

His lips met mine in a passionate kiss, his hands dancing upon my body, causing shivers to run down my spine. I let him love me and he let me love him and that´s what we do every night of every day of every week.

I keep pretending I miss my husband. Playing the part of a sad widow who looks forward to seeing her husband in an infinite journey. No one will ever know the truth. I´m too ashamed to tell anyone that Ray is the one who keeps me alive; he is the one who makes my heart beat. And that he is also the one who loves me every night.

"Just one night, Ray." I said as his lips kissed my neck and my hands were playing with his messy hair. Somehow I can´t erase those words from my head, I keep repeating them each night, just like now...another night next to him. Another night lying to myself.

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"We could talk one of these days, ya know?" I say as I play with his hair once more.

He smiles, closing his eyes, "Why? Don't you like what we do?"

"Of course I do...I mean, I like it but..."

"But what?" He opens his eyes. I can see a small trace of fear in them.

"We can do more than this, Ray...more than just sex."

I sit on the bed, covering my naked body with the thin sheet. I can see Ray thinking for a minute. He knows how scared I am of this...of falling in love.

"How about if we talk about music?" I say and he laughs.

"What? If you don´t want to do this anymore you just have to say it. We don´t have to talk if we stop."

I don´t want to stop and I don´t think I can either. I can´t get enough of Ray.

"I think I should go home now." I look at my watch and try to stand up but Ray takes my hand.

"Don´t go..." He kisses me as he lays my body on the bed and once more his hands are on my body.

"I can´t Ray. Stop. Please." I can't help but let out a soft moan and he continues ignoring my request.

"I really have to go."

He stops, a hurt look on his face. I trace his lips with my fingers.

"Tomorrow...same place, same time?"

He smiles and nods. I stand up taking all my clothes from the room.

TBC