Phone

The Shrill ring of the phone made us both jump, but it did not break his focus. He took his hand from under my chin and reached over me to grab the receiver, but still held my face securely with the hand against my cheek. His dark eyes did not free mine. I was too muddled to react, even to take advantage of the distraction.

But suddenly I snapped out of it and grabbed the phone. "-en" the voice said. That voice was the one that I had chased, or became insane for. The velvet voice seemed to be in pain, how I could tell from not even a sailable, I don't know but I could.

It was his…I could not control my self as I began to rip apart at the seems…a strangled sob escaped my lips. On the other line I could hear a sound but I was to wrapped up in my own pain to notice. Why would he call? Why?! The line went dead and I sobbed so much I fell. And pressed my forehead to the cold floor boards, desperate for relief from the agony. Who knew that just hearing his voice for so long that I would fall apart…

There was a hot hand on my back. Jacob. I tried desperately to get control of myself, but I was at a lose. I yearned for a cold hand to be there instead. Was it really his voice or had I complete lost it…No Jacob heard the phone. It was real and really painful. Then I did feel a cold hand on my head. Alice. Oh thank God she was here…

But she would leave soon too. Everything had to end. I don't know how but suddenly I was on the couch. Then everything went black…

I woke up in my bed. "Alice!!" I managed to croak out…my eyes were still closed. I felt something cold again but I had a strange feeling that it was not Alice. Maybe I had had a heart attack and died…this isn't real I repeated in my head it couldn't be…Edward…I recoiled the pain, it hurt worse then ever.

"hush, Bella, its ok"

I was insane…it was Edward's voice smooth as velvet.