Dear Christian,
It's been 6 months since we've last seen each other. Since our last kiss, since the last 'I love you'. I still love you with all my heart. I wish you knew, I wish I wouldn't have waited to say yes. Maybe things could have been different. We would have spent the day celebrating and you would be here.. with us.
That's right! Our baby boy was born early this morning and he's so beautiful, just like his father. He has your cute curly copper hair and your gray eyes too. He'll look just like you when he grows up and I'll have to pry the women off of him..
I remember when I found out about him. It was just a week after the accident. To be completely honest, I was heartbroken that you weren't there. I know you had said you didn't know I you could be a great father but I know you would love him with all your heart jus as I do. I slowly realized that he would always be a connection between us and that is one of the many reasons I will cherish him.
I really wish you were here to see him. To hold him. To hold me. It's been so hard and so lonely without you. Remember I told you how I had to leave because everyone and everything reminded me of you?..
I haven't seen any news about you recently so I guess there aren't any developments⦠I guess it's a good thing because that means there is still hope. Still hope that you are alive and still hope for us.
I love you.
Until tomorrow..
Yours forever,
Ana
Author's Note: Before you all start.. No, I am abandoning any of my stories. No, I am not actively writing this one. Yes, this was published late last year but I deleted it because I wanted to start it over but haven't yet gotten the chance to do so.
A loyal reader requested that I re-post the old chapters I had even though they know I am not currently writing it so.. here it is.
No, I don't know when I will be able to update this story. And again, NO, I am not and will not ever abandon one of my stories.
Thanks for reading!
-Ari
