TIME SKIP.
(some
scenes may not be suitable for all viewers. viewer discression is
advised.)
WARNING:
MAY CONTAIN YAOI/SHONEN-AI, VIOLENCE, LANGUAGE, SEX AND TRACES OF
NUT. You've been warned.
Disclaimer: Loveless is not mine. Evident
is it not? I DO
how ever own 4 characters in this, which I made up, for this is what
I (personally)
think should happen in Ritsuka's future.
I have been killing
myself (and my friends) with questions about what happens to Ritsuka
and Soubi. And what about Seimei? AND MORE IMPORTANTLY! What will
happen to Ritsuka's ears! (Hee hee hee n.n') Anyways if you have a
problem with anything of this story (may it be yaoi... (loveless is a
yaoi anime... hmm...) or you have a strong disbelief that people
can't create a character for thier own purposes...) I have some thing
to say to you.
DON'T
LET THE DOOR HIT YOU ON THE WAY OUT! -
n-n
:)
Now to anyone who's still here please enjoy! Also Ritsuka (and his
school friends...) are 16. Now I'm not big on math but I believe that
makes Soubi around 25? (correct me if I'm wrong nn')
ALSO;
"Talking," Regular narration,
thinking, ME!
(author.)
Time
Skip
In the hospital? I wonder
why... (1)
He could feel the tears welling up in his eyes but he just pushed them away. Gomen, Gomen, GOMEN! Thats all he'll ever say. THATS ALL HE IS! SORRY! WHY? He could hear his thoughts screaming at him. Telling him it wasn't worth his time to be waiting, watching. He reached in to the pocket of his blue school pants and pulled out his cell phone. He stared at it.
"WHERE ARE YOU!?" He screamed at his phone. The wind blew the leaves off the ground. The trees shook. His hair was blowing all around his face.
"Soubi..." He muttered, fighting back tears. He wrapped his scarf tighter around his neck.
He felt a hand on his
shoulder. He whipped around to look but it wouldn't matter, he knew
who it would be. Finnaly... Soubi...
"I missed you..." Soubi whispered in to the boys hair,
pulling him in to a hug.
"Ritsuka..." Ritsuka stayed
frozen in place. His head started screaming again.
"Why...
Are you here... Now..." Ritsuka managed to choke out, trying to
form a sentance that made sence. Soubi placed a gentle finger under
the boys chin. Lifting Ritsuka's face to look at him. Ritsuka still
looked away.
"Gomen..."
"NO!" Ritsuka
screamed at the ground.
"YOUR ALWAYS SORRY! ALWAYS! I CAN'T
BELIEVE YOU ANYMORE! W-when all you say is the same thing..."
The boy slumped down on his knees.
"Your always sorry, how
can I believe you now... How..." He felt like he was drowning
and he couldn't breathe, but still he looked down, away from Soubi
who had now sat down beside him. Ritsuka would not accept help from
HIM. Soubi wrapped a
gentle arm around Ritsuka. Holding the boy close. Soubi sighed.
"Is
there something you'd like?" Soubi asked. Almost suggestively.
Ritsuka was still drowning, metaphorically of course.
"Ritsuka...
Ritsuka...! Ritsuka what's wrong!?"
Ritsuka closed his eyes.
Woosh. Woosh. Whoosh. Is that waves I hear? I feel like I'm floating. I can't seem to move... I'll just let the water carry me... Woosh... Woosh... The waves are getting quieter. Why? Silence. I feel like I'm sinking... I want to hear the waves again. Why can't I move? Inhale. Choke. Sputter. Cough.
"Aoyagi-san.
Aoyagi-san... Wake up..." The boy opened his eyes to see a
pretty girl... Around 20 years old, dressed in all white. She had
long brown hair and dark blue eyes. She stood looking over him
holding a pair black rimmed glasses.
"Oh good!" Your
awake!" She said smiling, sliding her glasses on. She walked
over to a table beside the bed Ritsuka was lying on and picked up a
few papers and read them.
"Wh-" Ritsuka started but was
interrupted by his cheerful nurse.
"Ah. I see! Agatsuma-san
has requested we inform him when your awake. Would you like for me to
go get him?" She asked.
"N-no... Arigato..."
Ritsuka answered slowly. The nurse looked confused.
"Well...
Alright then..." She picked up a few papers and then left.
"Is
he awake?" It was Soubi
"N-no Agatsuma-san. G-gomen..."
He could hear Soui sigh and the nurse walk down the hall. Ritsuka
sighed and rolled to face the wall oposite of the door.
It seemed like hours before the dark haired boy could fall asleep.
"YOU FACE THE SAME FATE AS SEIMEI!" a loud voice boomed. Ritsuka looked around frantically but it was pitch black. Suddenly one spot in front of him burst in to flames. Then another. Then another. Untill he was surrounded. "YOU TWO WERE THE SAME AND SHALL DIE THE SAME." the voice kep yelling. The fire kept coming closer and closer. The voice kept laughing and laughing.
Ritsuka then awoke, it was
morning.
"Ughhh" He moaned rubbing his eyes trying to
forget the dream... no, nightmare he'd been having for weeks. He
looked around the room.
"Well, I'm definatly in a
hospital..." Ritsuka said to him self, taking in all the
pale/white objects in the room. He pushed the blankets from him legs
as he went to stand up. His bare feet made cold slapping sounds on
the hard floor. Where are my shoes? I seem to
have all the rest of my clothes... He
tip-toed over to the desk where the papers the nurse were reading
were. He looked over them quickly.
Squeak, Squeak. Squeak,
Squeak. It was the nurse walking down the hall. Ritsuka sat on his
bed facing the door. The nurse entered trying to be quiet. Ritsuka
sighed.
"Oh! Your awake!" She said with a smile. The
dark haired boy just nodded.
"Well, Aoyagi-san. The doctor
would like to ask you some questions and do some tests... Nothing
serious." She assured him with another smile. Ritsuka just
nodded again.
"Come on." She encouraged heading for the
door. Ritsuka got up and followed her to the door then in to the
hallway. They walked silently through the hall way all the way to the
elevator. The nurse stoped to push the 'up' button.
"Would it
be rude of me to ask your name?" Ritsuka wondered aloud.
"Ah,
iie. Not at all. My name is Kotone Kei." She answered with the
same bright smile as always. Ritsuka nodded.
He
dosen't seem to be a very happy boy... I wonder if it has to do with
Agatsuma Soubi-san.
DING!
Together Kei
and Ritsuka stepped in to the elevator. Kei pushed the '2' button.
The doors closed and there was a quiet song playing in the back
ground. She hummed along. I guess she rides in
the elevator alot...
PING!
"Ah.
This is where we get off." She announced stepping out of the
elevator. Kei led Ritsuka down the hall to room 29.
"Shitsurei
shimasu.(1)" She
said opening the door and letting Ritsuka in.
"Yasuo-sempai,
This is Aoyagi Ritsuka-san." The doctor looked up from his
computer. His hair was short and also brown. But he had pale brown
eyes. Yasuo wore a green shirt with his doctors coat over top.
"Hello
Ritsuka-san. How are you feeling?" Yasuo asked.
"...
Fine..." Ritsuka muttered. Why did he have to be here? What's
the big deal?
"Kotone-san."
Soubi called from the waiting room as Kei stepped from the
elevator.
"Hai, Agatsuma-san?" He answered walking
towards him.
"Is Ritsuka-kun alright?" He asked.
"Hai,
hai. It was supsected he had a... condition...
But it appears he's doing well..." Kei smiled. Soubi
nodded.
"Arigato."
"Well. Please excuse me. I
have some files to deal with." Soubi nodded and watched the
brunette walk away.
"Well thats all Ritsuka-san..."
Yasuo said.
"Please come back if you feel (symptoms)"
Ritsuka nodded, pulling his shirt over his head.(2)
"Sayounara." The
doctor said with a wave and a smile. Ritsuka just walked out in to
the hallway. Where do I go now...? I guess I
better go to my room and find my shoes...
Ritsuka took the elevator down to the main floor. He got off and
turned right to near the end of the hall. To the door to the room he
had stayed in. He looked in the room and imediatly spotted his shoes
just to the left. Slipping them on he smoothed out his black school
jacket. He sighed and walked out of the room. With out looking back
he headed to the front desk. With out taking one look around he
walked up to the desk.
"I'm leaving." He said to the
lady behind the computer.
"Name?" She asked
robotically.
"Aoyagi, Ritsuka." There was a pause.
Soubis not here. If he was he would have done
something by now...
"Were you dissmissed
by your nurse?" She asked.
"I... um... She left. I don't
know where she is." Ritsuka said looking for answeres.
"I
went to see Yasuo-sempai." He continued.
"Whats your
nurses name..." She asked in her robotic tone
again.
"Kotone-san." Ritsuka answered instantly. The
lady looked through some papers.
"Oh. Okay. You can leave."
Ritsuka nodded and walked out the door.
The cold wind blew back his hair and there was a smell of cigarette smoke. It was none other than Soubi.
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(1)- Shitsurei shimasu. It's kind of like saying " I am sorry for interrupting." or "I am sorry for intruding." That sort of thing.
(2)- It was an exam
with the heart beat listen-er-to-er. There thats why I totally didn't
write that scene. UWAHH. Thats chapter one. I really need a
better title for my story. uhhhh... Tell me if you come up with
anything!
ON A LIGHTER
NOTE! -Kuri!
WHOOT first Loveless fic. Please review. It helps.
Second
upload today! I just uploaded 'Light switch!'
So please review and
I'll get down to buisness.
