In My Mind

Chapter One- Does He Know?

Sora's POV:

I closed my eyes, sighing some. The pale-skinned blonde in front of me sighed also. His chest retracted as he drew in air, then puffed out some as exhaled. I blushed abit, starring at him intently. His name was Roxas. We have known each other for awhile. Finally, after all the fighting, I was able to be around him. "Sora? Is everything allrite?" I broke my gaze, hoping he didnt notice. I cant believe how strongly I feel for him. I mean, I was always around Kairi, I felt for her. Was I... G-Gay? I realized he was now worried, as I had still not answered. "I-Im fine Roxy." Roxas laughed some. "You know I hate that..." "So? Does it bother you, Roxy?" He growled, trying to be tough. I couldnt help but giggle. He smiled bright, tapping my ass jokingly. My eyes went wide, a giant cherry blush on my cheeks. He knew that that would send me into a uproar. "Heh. Thats always fun to watch." I tried to make him believe I was mad, yelling at him. "You son of a bitch!! Thats not funny!!" I couldnt help but laugh at myself, although Roxas was already cracking up. He just kept laughing. I looked to him, wanting to ask him a serious question. "You know that... Well... That Im.." I stammered, trying to push the rest of the words out of me. "Gay?" He just blurted that out, out of the blue. He was clueless. Well, I was believing I was gay, now. I noticed guys much more than girls, and it seems Id much rather be with a male. I looked down, seeing a bulge beginning to grow in the center of my shorts. "Damn, Sora. I guess you didnt lie when you said you were pretty big..." He just laughed. I hate to admit it, but I was a tad humiliated. If Roxas was completely straight, and I was just his best friend, then this is going to be the worst day, and possibly last, day of my life. I blushed darker, hugging Roxas tightly. I wanted to tell him so bad. I was just to damn afraid to get rejected. If I told him and he didnt feel the same way, he may never talk to me again. Worse, he may get pissed and try to kill me. I have to tell him now. I have to do it now! Come on Sora! You can do it! Go up to him and say... "Roxas. We need to talk. I..."