"My eyes may be closed but I'm not dreaming,
I may be still but I'm not sleeping.
Yes on the outside
Everything seems ok,
But on the inside
I'm not as right as rain
'cause I'm having nightmares
And I'm still awake.
You just cant see it
'cause I'm pushing you away
My pain
It is hidden.
I wear a mask
On my face.
Yes the clouds
Maybe clearing,
But the storm
doesn't go away.
I WEAR A MASK ON MY FACE !"
I look down as I see tear drops on my paper. My blonde hair, blue eyes, and my smile. This was my mask. My smile it always made people think I am happy but my eyes give me away…
"Roxas…" I heard my twin call my name. Sora opened my door and sat on my bed. Not many people believe we are twins. Sora has blonde hair while mine is blonde but we both had blue eyes. I am a straight A student with an dark side while my brother is a bubbly game addict with a report card full of B's and C's.
"Can you believe we start at our boarding school next week?" Sora said while he stared at me.
"No but you get to bring Riku while I have to miss Namine…" I stated.
"Roxas, I know you are gay," I just stared at him shocked that he knew my secret. "before you ask no Namine didn't tell me, I figured it out on my own. I also know she was pretending to date you so no one would find out…" Sora stated matter-of-factly.
"Fine, so how long have you known" I asked. I felt pure horror as he said that he had known for two whole years. "And you didn't say anything… hullo, I sort of needed help. I cant believe I only told her while you knew…." Sora just nodded then apologized smiling.
"Dinners ready!" mom called up the stairs. I laughed as we raced to the kitchen unfortunately I lost. As we sat down at the table Sora laughed at the fact that he had beaten me yet again.
TRUTHfully I couldn't wait for school to start maybe I could be myself (and not who everyone wanted me to be). But hey they didn't have to know that right.
One week left and I was off to my new boarding school along with my twin Sora and his best friend Riku….
A laughing Demyx followed by Zexion, who was reading a book bigger than the dictionary, entered my dorm. As usual we all had to clean up before the new kids arrived even though I was never assigned a roomie because no one who they thought could handle me had shown up yet.
Demyx dove into a pile of clothes the redhead had made to be sorted later while his boyfriend went to read in the barren room meant for a roommate.
"Axel … do you think you might get a roommate this year?" Demyx asked shyly which all in all was a rarity for him. When he didn't receive a reply, he added, "I hope you do because I want a new friend." Though Demyx was friends with almost every human being on campus, the hyper blonde still wished he had more friends.
Axel stared up at his best friend and simply stated, "I never get my hopes up." But quickly added, "having a roommate would be nice though living alone is getting old fast. As if they could actually find some one who could put up with me."
Though he would never admit it, Axel knew he was hard to get along with and he rarely lets anyone get close to him. Heck, the only reason his parents and older brother Reno let him transfer he when he was accepted was because they thought it would be good for him and would help him make friends.
It had worked for a while his best friend Demyx got to come too, and Dem met Zexion. The soon became inseparable and had recently begun dating. Axel soon met Larxene and Marluxia also. Larxene was a scheming girl who loved to ruin lives and Marluxia was a straight guy who everyone swore was gay because his hair is bright pink and he is obsessed with flowers.
Still axel really wanted a roommate seeing as Zex and Dem plus Marly and Larx have been paired since he got here. He started his Freshmen year and his Junior Year would be starting in about a week. Yet in those 2 years he has yet to find him self paired with a roomie…
Sorry if the chapter was on the short side. Ill work on that I hope you like it so far and I promise I will update…
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